I sit there awkwardly in the common room alone with him. Now, don't get me wrong, our conversations arnt usually this awkward. Me and Harry talk normally all the time. But of course I just messed it all up. Why? Because I love him! Ugh. Words are failing me again. When I try to explain it, I sound insane. The words don't ever come out right. I get all tongue-tied and twisted, I can't explain what I'm feeling. Today I really got fed up with this feeling of liking him, but not being able to tell him, to so I sat him down after everyone left the common room. But of course, the words can't come out right. I just ended up stuttering like an idiot "Harry, I... um, I... uh, Harry I..." all I'm trying to say is you're my everything, but everytime I try to say it, the words only complicate it. And I end up with "Harry, I..."

I think back to when I was 12. I chuckle under my breath. I've been feeling you since before I knew what feelings were about. I think to myself.

I decide to try again to explain it, even though I know I'll still be sounding all crazy because I know for me the words won't ever come out right. "Harry, I..." I sigh. You know what?

It's better not explaining.