Hey guys, I'm not back for good, but this idea has been nagging at me for a while. It will just be a one-shot. It's based on the song "when it was me" by Paula DeAnda. I hope you enjoy. NOT ExB!
Ps. No one has offered to take over Mysteries for me. Message me if you are.
Xoxo
BPOV:
Edward. He is amazing. He's perfect. He's my ex-boyfriend. Now he is dating the female equivalent of him. Jessica Stanley. Jessica is beautiful, she has green eyes, she is regular height, and she has gorgeous brown hair trailing all down her back. Unlike my ugly brown hair.
Jessica sometimes does some modeling in Seattle and she has also done some local commercials for them.
But, I'm not jealous of her. I mean, I guess she is alright, if Edward likes perfection. Well I guess he does.
Every time I see them together, Edward is looking at her with such adoration; I remember when he would look at me that way. But, I promise you, I'm not jealous. I just want to know what makes her so much better than me? I know he just doesn't feel the same anymore, but I remember he would shiver every time I said his name. I remember when it was me.
Now Edward could care less that I was alive. I don't know why we let the fire die.
What makes Jessica everything I can never be?
I could always make him smile.
I could always make him laugh.
I could always make him the happiest he has ever been.
I used to be his world.
I used to be his perfect girl.
I haven't changed at all, so I am just wondering, what makes her so much better than me?
But, I'm not jealous. No, I'm not.
It just used to be me.
Okay, so it was kind of crap and short, but oh well, the idea has been bugging me for a while. Review please!!
Also, the lyrics to the song will be below if you want to read them.
Xoxo
When it was me
Paula DeAnda
Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah
She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck 'o 5
And I guess that she's alright if perfection is what you like
Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me
And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die
Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me
That made you smile (me)
That made you laugh (me)
Me that made you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering
What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me
What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me
When it was me
When it was me
When it was me