This just came to my head when I was watching the episode where Boone dies and I thought about what Shannon was thinking.I DON'T OWN LOST :(
Crap here come the tears again.I hope it's good,it's my first lost one so I hope you like it!
Shannon POV
As we were walking back to the beach from the lunch that Sayid had made,I knew something was wrong but I didn't know what until jack ran over to told me that Boone had died,almost immediately I let go of sayid's hand and I run to the cave as fast as I could.
I arrived sweat pouring down my face,I saw Boone's body on a blanket with his eyes eyes water as I looked at my step-Brother's lifeless body.I kneel down next to his body and cry,I remember all the things he did for me and I never said thank you because I was too selfish to do so.
I remember when our parents we're engaged and we were at kids teased me about my hair and looks "Stop it!"Yelled Boone,we were only eight and he stood up for me.I was thankful that I had a brother,I loved him more than my own life but sometimes he was annoying.
One night there was a thunderstorm,mum and Boone's dad were already married. Boone and I shared a room, when the thunder was over us I got scared and hid under my covers with my doll."Hey Shannon,sleep with me"said Boone as he took the cover off of me.I was less scared when I got in bed with Boone "Thanks Boone"I say "Well you are my sister"he said and kissed my forehead before we went to sleep.
He was a loving and caring brother,we played games together. When ever I was scared Boone would always tell me a funny story.
One time,I did Boone's homework for him because he was sick "Thanks Shannon"he said when I told him "I didn't want you to get a low grade"I say and I play with my dolls "Hey you know Gi-Joe and Barbie are married?"he asked "Ew!Barbie marries ken not Gi-joe"I say giggling.
I regret all the nice things he had done for me,he never asked for anything to repay him.I started to ignore him,I regret that too.I was a selfish child,and I always wanted everything for myself.
When it was lunch time,I didn't have any lunch and Boone gave me half his sandwich "Thanks Boone"I say.I stole money off him sometimes when I really wanted to buy something .We fort sometimes over a toy and mum would take it away. I always loved my brother and always will even though he is my step-brother,he will always be a brother to me.
"Thank you Boone,for everything"I say tears dripping from my chin onto his face.I know my brother will always be with me,I am determined to get off this hell-hole of a island.