He pushed me hard up against the cold wall of his basement, running his hands along my sides, staring into my eyes and breathing heavily. He ran his nose along my jaw line breathing in my every sent, sending goose bumps across my arms. I don't think he really understand the full effect he has on me. Never in my life had I ever felt this complete. He slowly started to place small kisses along my neck line running them up to my ear and across my cheek until he met my lips in this kiss I had been waiting for since his mother had invited me for dinner that night, he had whispered his promises of what we would do into my ear as she went on with the lists of foods she could cook for me, not even realizing that I hadn't heard a word she said, just simply nodding an approval of a food I would probably hate. I hadn't realized at the time that this would be my first time riding a quad, my first actual make out session, the first time I would ever let a guy touch me in the places I wanted the most, until it was actually happening.

His tongue running out across my bottom lip, begging for entrance, brought me out of recollection. I immediately opened my lips to his letting him take dominance of mine and fully enjoying the feel of his tongue on mine, the feel of him pressed against me, the feel of my fingers running through his thick, dark brown hair. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him as he brought me over to his couch where he threw me down on my back, hovering over me, putting butterflies in my stomach as he taunted me with the smallest, gentlest kisses I had ever received. His hand went behind my head to grab a fistful of my long dirty blonde hair, it was finally getting its color back, going to my natural dark brown, swim season that year had done the worst to the dark hair he loved and I knew he couldn't help himself from running his fingers through it. He loved my hair, he especially loved it when I let hang natural, and he always toldme that if there was one thing in the world he could forever touch and not get tired of it was my hair.

He yanked my head back with that fistful he held so my lips tilted up to better meet his. He kissed me so passionately I thought I would faint. He ran his lips down to my neck, kissing and sucking lightly, making me arch my back up to him. His hands began to wander down to my breasts, just barely brushing them, he knew I wasn't ready to let him go any further but kissing tonight, he respected me and that was one of the things that I loved most about him. He put his hands on my hips pulling me closer to him and bringing his lips back to mine. Slowly, probably so that he thought I wouldn't notice, did he begin to bring his hands lower than my hips, he brushed the outside of my shorts, trying to get to where I wanted him most, but before I could let him get to my dirtier side, I pulled back from him, giving him what he liked to call my "eat shit" look. All he did was laugh.

"Relax Bella, you know I would never push you that far," he told me with a smirk on his face. All I could do was laugh and kiss him again before pushing him onto his back. I made myself comfortable in his arms as he turned on Batman Returns. He gave my forehead one of his special kisses that told me that he loved me as he whispered all the reasons why he loved me into my ear.

Nothing could keep the smile of my face as I closed my eyes, just lying contently in his arms as he stroked my hair and held my tight.

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

I woke with a start, trying to keep the tears that were forming in my eyes away. Telling myself that he was nothing but a stupid boy back then, telling myself that if he really loved me like he said he did we would still be together like we are now. I don't need him in my life to make me happy.

Sighing, I got out of bed in my mother's house for the last time, walked down the hall to my bathroom where I showered, did my, now long red hair, curling it into soft waves that cascaded down my back; just like I did every day, got dressed and headed downstairs to my now packed car to say goodbye to my family. I was not looking forward to my long drive up to NAU, my long awaited college. I didn't want to leave my mom, she'd been there for me through all the high school madness and it just seemed to surreal to be leaving her now.

She was waiting downstairs for me, tears in her eyes telling me that she would call me five times a day and that it was only a three hour drive down to me but she could be there in an hour and a half if I need her to be. I just laughed and hugged her letting those tears roll down my face as I said goodbye to my best friend. My dad picked me up in his arms telling me he loved me and how proud he was to call me his daughter. And my brother, after all these years of begging him to give me even a small hug surprised me by coming right up to me and wrapping his arms around my neck in the longest, tightest embrace that I had been in in a long time. He whispered in my ear how much he loved me and how much he would miss me, only making me cry harder that I was.

They all came outside with me as I got into my car and drove off to my future, at least I was going with my best friend Alice, we wouldn't be sharing a dorm like we had planned but we were right next door to each other, that was better than being across campus as far as I was concerned. I didn't know the person in my dorm room but I hoped they wouldn't be too weird or mean, or worse, a guy. I know the dorms are co-ed but that is the last thing I want to deal with.

THREE HOURS LATER

Finally pulling up to my building I couldn't wait to get inside. The drive up had been rough, and I could not wait to just go crawl into bed and fall asleep. I'm so glad that I came last week to set all my things up, I just really hoped my roommate wouldn't be there.

I got into my room and put on my pajamas, just hoping to get a small nap in before I had to meet Alice to go check out the mall in town. That was her, and me some of the time, always wanting to go shopping to find new clothes to wear, and we sure needed them, the usual Phoenix weather was nothing compared to that of Flagstaff. I brushed my hair out so that it wouldn't be tangled when I woke up and just as I was about to get into bed the door slammed open and shut. There shoved against the wall was a girl about my height with thick super curly blonde hair, it reminded me of a poodle. A tall, buff guy with short, buzz cut dark hair was the one who had slammed her against the door. He was kissing her neck, making noises that I could only assume were moans. She opened her eyes slightly, and they widened as the saw me.

"Oh!" she said, "Hi! Uhm, sorry about that. I'm Kayla! I guess I'll leave you two hear to get acquainted."

"Don't go," moaned the tall guy," She can leave we need the room."

"No its ok don't worry, we can finish this later, you two need to get to know each other," said Kayla. She then stood on her tiptoes to whisper something in his ear that made him shiver, she then proceeded to lick said ear, and I looked away in disgust. It wasn't until a few more seconds that her words occurred to me. I have to share a room with this gross guy who can't keep his hands off her for more than ten minutes. Wow. Just my luck. I cannot wait to tell Alice.

I heard the door shut, and a fist collide with it. "Damn it," he muttered. I turned around to say some smart ass remark but before I could get a single word out I was meet with those deep chocolate brown eyes. Those eyes I had worked so hard to get out of my memory, the eyes that I had fallen in love with. The eyes of the guy who broke my heart three years ago. The eyes, of Edward Mason.

A/N: Hey guys, this is my first story on here and I really hope you like it! Please feel free to leave reviews ( I don't mind if they are harsh, I like to know how I can improve my work in anyway possible!) I'll try and have the next chapter up as soon as possible!