emo!lee. yessir.
kill me. now. xDDD
Lee has replayed that moment a million times in his head. Any times things get quiet and the distractions fade away… any time he's not following some order or bossing someone around, there it is again. Catching him off guard.
"You love me!" She'd laughed when she said it, too. She'd said it like it was some big joke.
Like, "Haha, your heart's been mine since the day we met, and isn't it hilarious?"
And maybe it was some big joke to her. After all, now she's got the hots for some stud of a refugee back on Caprica, and Lee's just a friend again. And this time around, there aren't a lot of benefits.
Her heart's gone. It's back on solid ground. But she's okay, because Lee's is always there to keep her on her feet. And that leaves Lee with nothing. No heart to truly call his own.
But, isn't Anders lucky? 'Cause he's got two to work with.
Anders.
Dammit.
Maybe he's a great guy, but who cares? He's encroaching on dangerous territory, and Kara's just stupid enough to love him for it.
And yet every fiber of Lee's being is telling him that she's not. She can't be that stupid because she's still the Starbuck he's known for next to forever and she hasn't changed. She's never going to change. She can't.
"You love me!"
"You just keep telling yourself that, Kara."