A/N : This story has been marinating in my head for some time, I wrote it in my notebook while I was away by the seaside and I was unsure about it but I was persuaded to try and publish it. The reason I wasn't sure is that it's a Bellatrix/Narcissa multi-chaptered fic, yes that means it's incest or blackcest, if you prefer. I don't encourage incest in any way but you know, it's just those two characters together are hotness squared! There is mild Lily/Narcissa at the beginning though, and it will stay light for the first chapters: I will warn you at the beginning of the chapter if it reaches a 'mature' rating. But for now you are safe, this chapter is K+!
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Hogwarts, Year 4
My name is Narcissa Black. I am a pure-blood. This about defines my purpose in the world. I am pretty rich, good-mannered; I look down on who is my "inferior". I work hard in school; I do what I am told. I am supposed to marry well, which means with someone who has about the same qualities. Therefore I am engaged to Lucius Malfoy since my eighth anniversary. He is handsome, comes from a pure line and wealthy family; a brilliant guy according to the teachers. In fact he's just an insolent prat, and he always has been. Spoiled to the root, completely selfish, manipulative, hypocrite and uncaring of others. I hate him.
I am destined to him. He owns me and he makes sure every boy in the school knows it. I am his thing and only he will be able to have me when we are legally Mr and Mrs Malfoy. I don't deny that's a true fact. The only thing that is actually reassuring is that traditions don't allow him to come near me before our wedding night: it's a relief. I can at least live my adolescent life without him observing my every move and ordering me around, making me subject to his insignificant needs like the good wife I ought to become one day.
While I am away from home and also safe from him, with my friends at Hogwarts, the only rules I have to follow are the establishment's rules and my own. No parents or husband to control me, only my ever observant sister who usually keeps a close eye on my comings and goings, though she doesn't know all my secrets. She has no idea my best friend is Lily Evans, a Gryffindor and a Muggle-born. Or that I will not spend a week this summer at the Zabinis', but in a Muggle house, in a Muggle town, with Lily's family. And I don't intent to tell her, nor my parents. They cannot understand.
Meda is the only one who knows. She wouldn't tell a soul because she's done far worse than just befriending a Muggle-born, she dates one in secret. In any case she's my cover for this summer and I'm very happy because I can finally be with Lily all alone for a whole week. We'll have so much fun together! We'll share a million secrets and she'll make me discover her unusual world.
Update coming soon xx