Okay so this has been on SJalways and forever for the past year but thought I'd put ma stuff up on here while I had access to the net. So there are 6 chapters here and there may be more eventually but you get the idea at the end of 6 it could be the end. let me know if you want there to be more.

I don't claim to be a great writer I don't even claim to be a good writer but at the end of the day I aint getting paid for it for a reason and do it cause I enjoy doing it however bad it is.

As usual I own nothing but the plot of the fic however much I wished I did. Rated M for Sam and Jack being Sam and Jack.

Chapter 1: Catch her

"Sam... I'm sorry," the words expelled from his mouth before he had the sense to stop them. He was chasing her up her path to her house. He had followed her from the SGC, all the way from the control room. If only the General hadn't called him back.

Her door slammed shut without a look back. He knew, felt, hoped that she was just on the other side of it. He closed on the door. Placed a hand against it hopping that she would sense him on the other side. Pressing his ear against the cold hard wood he whispered, "Sam, please just give me a chance to explain... I didn't... I don't want it to... I'm sorry. Just let me explain."

She could hear him. How did he know? How long had he known? Did he feel the same? Her mind racing her thoughts nowhere near the usual exquisite chorus that ran thought her mind. Tears started to roll down her cheeks. Leaning her back against the door she slowly slid down.

He heard a dull thud and a low sobbing form the other side of the door. "Sam, I'm not going anywhere just let me in and we can talk."

She felt a jolt in her heart as he said her name. Her first name she always melted at the sound. Her eyes filled with more tears and she let them fall. "Sir... I... I-I-I'm not wanting to hear it." She forced the words out through sobs. "Just go away."

"Sam. For crying out loud. Call me Jack we're not doing this chain of command thing. Not here. Not now. Not when you're like this." His voice was strained, pleading with her to understand that he needed to talk to her.

"Sir just leave."

"Sam what did I just say my name is Jack call me Jack. And we need to talk Sam. I know what is going on I know why you're so upset and I understand. Just let me talk to you face to face we need to sort this out." He was more aware of what needed to be said now that he had calmed down. The thrill of the chase over.

"Sir, how could you understand. You have no idea what I'm upset about and no idea what I'm thinking. We have nothing to talk about. Just leave me alone. I'll see you at the base on Monday." She had to deny it. He knew how she felt about him that much was obvious but the last thing she needed was to get a lecture on rules and regs. Not here, not today and especially not by him.

"I love you." The words were barely out his mouth when he heard quick movements form the other side of the door and then it burst open. Sam standing there completely baffled.

"You what?" she blurted out.

"I-I love you Sam. I've always loved you since... since... heck since my reproductive organs are on the inside. You will always be the woman I want and always be the woman I need and I give you my heart and I hope above all that you will give me yours." He gave her everything he had and hoped that it would change her mind.

"You have some nerve. Following me here and telling me that you love me after what has happened today."