Hurt
Chapter 1
The hardest part about loving someone who doesn't love you back is watching them drift away and you never even got to tell them. His raven black hair fell against his permanent frown and his eyes pierced into the souls of everyone who dared speak to him. Why everyone loved him I never understood, hell I didn't even know why I did sometimes. Then I see just one small spark in the back of those vicious eyes and he lights up my world. I don't know how he does it but no matter how many hits I take from him or cold glares that freeze me to the bone I can't stop coming back for more.
I looked over at him again. He accidently drifted off. He wasn't supposed to do that. We were supposed to have ... well to be blunt sex. Then I was supposed to leave and he would watch me go to make sure I left the property, at least that what he said. But to be fair I broke a rule today aswell. I said his name. I wasn't allowed to do that and niether was he but I was the only who ever got close. And today I just couldn't hold it in any longer.
He moved faster and faster. Today it wasn't skill it wasn't hate it was pure adreniline and hormones. Just plain sexual drive drove us faster against the other. I bit back moans but I let one accidentaly slip through my lips and it turned out to be the worst thing I could have done.
"Sasuke!" It rang through the room he looked down at me with malice in his eyes. We were to far in for either of us to be able to stop. He just rolled me over and continued being quite abit harsher than before.
I quietly watched him sleep. His deep breathing, the way he moves slightly in his sleep, the little noises he makes untill my own lids grew heavy and I couldn't keep my head off the pillow. I lay my head lightly against the pillow and drifted off into a instant slumber.
I woke up with tears about to poor down my face. How could I let him leave every time? Why didn't I just tell him?
"Naruto just stay with me." "Naruto I need you" " Naruto I love you" Every time I let him walk out that door and leave me here to cry. He wouldn't understand he wouldnt feel the same. Why would he? I keep him as far away as possible so he can't change my dream for revenge. I let myself indulge in these , now almost nightly, ...exercises. But I heard him. My name crisp and clear through the silence. I had to roll him away or I don't know if I could have contained myself from returning the favor. I sat up wiping tears from my now redened eyes. I turn to look to the spot where he used to be to find him there asleep. He looked so completly at peace like a child. I couldn't let him stay here. What if I cracked and told him? I couldn't risk anything. He had to leave and he had to leave now!
My sweet dreams were swiftly destroyed by a hard hit to the top of my head.
"Ahhh" I yelped in pain. "What the hel..." I was immedatly silenced by the most blood chilling glare.
"What are you doing?" He began throwing my things at me.
"Sleeping?"
"You were supposed to leave." He choked out words fighting for breath. "You arnt supposed to be here. You're supposed to have left!" Taking my shoulders in his hands he shook me. "You were supposed to be gone." Tears were now pouring down his doll like face and for the first time he showed sadness in those icy eyes.
"Teme are...are you crying?" I placed my hands lightly on the sides of his face.
"Please leave."
"Why are you crying?" He tried to pull away but I held strong. "Teme, teme talk to me. Sasuke?" He shook with tears untill he finally fell into my chest. His eyes pouring out tears.
"Naruto?"
"Ya Sasuke?"
"Please don't leave."
"Wouldn't dream of it."
If only waking that morning was that sweet.