Disclaimer!!! I don't own Naruto or any of the characters. Except Nikki. She's a product of my mind on sugar.

Nothingness. That's all I could see. Blackness surrounded me every which way I turned. No light, no nothing. The only recognizable thing was the blue tint to the black. I knew what this was. Imagine having a rope around your neck. Happiness is all around you and you grasp for it, only to be held back by the ever tightening rope. It suffocates you and you scream for help but no one hears. Your hearts stops beating leaving you cold. Leaving an empty shell of what used to be. that's loneliness. The blue tine is the loneliness I've felt every day for as long as I can remember.

I've always had good friend and family. I have a good life. Well to others at least. I never could get the feeling of being alone out though. I guess you could call me spoiled and selfish. I have been before.

'There are millions of others that have REAL problems out there, but here I am, running from what they'd kill to have,' I thought to myself as I slid the screen door to my house close and heading for the village gates. I was going on a 'trip'. Or at least that's what it said in the note I left for my parents. The truth? I was running away. I cant stand all the feelings in there. It brings back memories I never wanted and were never meant to have in the first place.

You see my clan, the Tonoe, are legendary throughout the nations. We are also called the 'Keepers of Secrets' our abilities are completely telepathic. As in empathy, mind reading, telekinesis, etc etc. but most people in the clan only get one of those. They're the lucky ones. I got all of them. I can use them at will. Except for empathy and seeing the future though. Empathy is always on and the psychic-ness comes and goes whenever. Also I remember everything that finds its way into my brain. Including other peoples' memories. I don't know how I learn about them, I just do. I'm kind of like a diary. Which is what my name actually means. Nikki. That my name. Tonoe Nikki. Fun isn't it?

Normally I wouldn't mind the memories. But they affect more than you could ever imagine. The happy ones make me jealous and the bad ones hurt like hell.

Sighing as I reached the gates to my village, I pulled my shoulder length, wavy blonde hair into a bun and out of my blue-green-grey eyes. Everyone always say its creepy to look me in the eyes. I can never figure out why though. So I just shrug it off. I'm also pale. Like glow in the dark pale. Its really cool but also really annoying because it affects my stealthy-ness.

Tightening my backpack filled with all the necessities, I took off into the night.

Away from everything.

I didn't look back.

I didn't need to.

I remember everything.

AN: Shall I continue? Yes? No? Maybe so? Review!