Hi peoples! I just won't go away, will I? First I write one story, then
another, then I add a chapter the very next day, and now here I am with
another fic.! Will the insanity ever end?!? Anyway, I took a look at all of
my other fic.s that I've wrote and they are just too happy! It's nerve
racking! It seems that every time I try to write a serious story, it comes
out with a little humor in it! So, I thought of a plot that COULD NOT
POSIBLY be funny, that is unless you laugh at stuff like this... I'm
rambling again, aren't I? Ok, here it goes......
REMEMBER: THIS IS FROM KAGURA'S POINT OF VIEW.
GoodBye My Love
I see Kyo sitting with Tohru and Yuki and I think of all the times that having Yuki and Kyo in the same place would be impossible. What had happened? How did this miracle come to be? Then Kyo, I see you smile at Tohru, and I know. I don't want to believe it, but it's true. Kyo, no one could possibly love you as much as I do! So why is it that you still chose her over me? They say that life is cruel, but to me this is a fate worse than death. To see you smile at her, and know that you will never smile that way towards me. To know that I could never bring you happiness pains me to no end. And yet you seem oblivious to that fact. I remember when we were kids, you held out your hand for mine, and I trusted you with not only my hand, but my heart as well. I loved you then, and I love you now. That will never change. From rising to setting sun, my love burns strong like a never-ending flame. Secretly I watch you as you hang around with her. You act like you'd rather be anywhere else, but your eyes speak a different story. Tohru is a nice girl, I admit, and she is my friend, but still deep down, I loath her. I loath her for the fact that she stole your heart. I loath her because she leaves you worried over who she will chose. I loath her because she has you at her feet and still denies it. She is in many ways a better person than I will ever be. But she is foolish in many ways as well. Thinking of all of this just reminds me of how bad a person I am, and in turn, I hate myself. I despise myself for being so greedy, foolish, and childish. For believing that you could ever love me the way you do her. I lay in my room, gazing at the ceiling, wishing this pain away. I love you Kyo, but you hurt me. I want this pain to stop. There must be a way! As I'm thinking, my mind comes to terms with the inevitable truth. I know what I must do. I must do it quick, for you are coming over to see me. Again I had to threaten you to come. You never come of your own free will. Why must I always force you? I walk to my kitchen and pull my death weapon from the drawer. I study the knife in my hand as I ready it, point to my heart. The same heart that you've destroyed. This act will show you how my heart has been bleeding all this time. Maybe then you will understand. I move the knife away momentarily only to write you a goodbye note, my love. So that you understand why I did this, and how it was no accident. After scribbling the note I slowly pin it to my shirt sleeve in hopes that it will escape the splatter of my blood. I smile as I envision the look upon your face as you find me here. With the smile still on my face I once again ready the knife. And just before I end my life a small laugh escapes my lips, I wonder what I might have been like if our 'so called savior' had never come.
"Goodbye, Kyo. I shall eternally love you, in the depths of hell." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kyo herd a scream as he neared Kagura's house. Something didn't feel right. No, something was terribly wrong. He began to run faster. As he reached her front door he called her name.
"Kagura? KAGURA?" His only answer was silence. He knew that she wouldn't leave if he was coming. No, she would be waiting at the window, watching for him like a vulture does it's prey. He opened her door and tried once more.
"KAGURA?" With no answer he panicked. He started running through the house checking every room. He then came to the kitchen. His last place to look. He feared what was behind that door, but knew that he had to. Opening the door he slowly walked in. There on the floor lay Kagura, a puddle of crimson blood surrounding her, a knife protruding from her chest. Kyo fell to his knees beside her.
"Ka-Kagura...." He tried desperately to wake her, but she never did. 'How could this have happened?' he wondered. He thin noticed a slightly blood-stained paper pinned to her sleeve. Carefully picking it up he read it with wide eyes.
Dear Kyo,
By the time you read this I will be dead, I'm sure of this. The first thing you'll think of when you see me will be 'murder', and in a since, Kyo, you were right. To the doctors, this will be classified as suicide, but for me, this was murder. You murdered me Kyo. The blood you see on the floor before you now is the blood from my very heart which has been bleeding from the day that you rejected me. I couldn't take the pain any longer. So this is my final wish. I wish you happiness, Kyo, all the happiness in the world. I will see you again, my love, in hell, but until then.... "Goodbye, my love."
-With all my love and pain
Kagura
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Bloody dagger, Loss of life. Victim slain, Killer's delight.
Killer and Victim Are one and the same, With the decision to end This ludicrous game.
By Enchanted Crimson Rose
REMEMBER: THIS IS FROM KAGURA'S POINT OF VIEW.
GoodBye My Love
I see Kyo sitting with Tohru and Yuki and I think of all the times that having Yuki and Kyo in the same place would be impossible. What had happened? How did this miracle come to be? Then Kyo, I see you smile at Tohru, and I know. I don't want to believe it, but it's true. Kyo, no one could possibly love you as much as I do! So why is it that you still chose her over me? They say that life is cruel, but to me this is a fate worse than death. To see you smile at her, and know that you will never smile that way towards me. To know that I could never bring you happiness pains me to no end. And yet you seem oblivious to that fact. I remember when we were kids, you held out your hand for mine, and I trusted you with not only my hand, but my heart as well. I loved you then, and I love you now. That will never change. From rising to setting sun, my love burns strong like a never-ending flame. Secretly I watch you as you hang around with her. You act like you'd rather be anywhere else, but your eyes speak a different story. Tohru is a nice girl, I admit, and she is my friend, but still deep down, I loath her. I loath her for the fact that she stole your heart. I loath her because she leaves you worried over who she will chose. I loath her because she has you at her feet and still denies it. She is in many ways a better person than I will ever be. But she is foolish in many ways as well. Thinking of all of this just reminds me of how bad a person I am, and in turn, I hate myself. I despise myself for being so greedy, foolish, and childish. For believing that you could ever love me the way you do her. I lay in my room, gazing at the ceiling, wishing this pain away. I love you Kyo, but you hurt me. I want this pain to stop. There must be a way! As I'm thinking, my mind comes to terms with the inevitable truth. I know what I must do. I must do it quick, for you are coming over to see me. Again I had to threaten you to come. You never come of your own free will. Why must I always force you? I walk to my kitchen and pull my death weapon from the drawer. I study the knife in my hand as I ready it, point to my heart. The same heart that you've destroyed. This act will show you how my heart has been bleeding all this time. Maybe then you will understand. I move the knife away momentarily only to write you a goodbye note, my love. So that you understand why I did this, and how it was no accident. After scribbling the note I slowly pin it to my shirt sleeve in hopes that it will escape the splatter of my blood. I smile as I envision the look upon your face as you find me here. With the smile still on my face I once again ready the knife. And just before I end my life a small laugh escapes my lips, I wonder what I might have been like if our 'so called savior' had never come.
"Goodbye, Kyo. I shall eternally love you, in the depths of hell." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kyo herd a scream as he neared Kagura's house. Something didn't feel right. No, something was terribly wrong. He began to run faster. As he reached her front door he called her name.
"Kagura? KAGURA?" His only answer was silence. He knew that she wouldn't leave if he was coming. No, she would be waiting at the window, watching for him like a vulture does it's prey. He opened her door and tried once more.
"KAGURA?" With no answer he panicked. He started running through the house checking every room. He then came to the kitchen. His last place to look. He feared what was behind that door, but knew that he had to. Opening the door he slowly walked in. There on the floor lay Kagura, a puddle of crimson blood surrounding her, a knife protruding from her chest. Kyo fell to his knees beside her.
"Ka-Kagura...." He tried desperately to wake her, but she never did. 'How could this have happened?' he wondered. He thin noticed a slightly blood-stained paper pinned to her sleeve. Carefully picking it up he read it with wide eyes.
Dear Kyo,
By the time you read this I will be dead, I'm sure of this. The first thing you'll think of when you see me will be 'murder', and in a since, Kyo, you were right. To the doctors, this will be classified as suicide, but for me, this was murder. You murdered me Kyo. The blood you see on the floor before you now is the blood from my very heart which has been bleeding from the day that you rejected me. I couldn't take the pain any longer. So this is my final wish. I wish you happiness, Kyo, all the happiness in the world. I will see you again, my love, in hell, but until then.... "Goodbye, my love."
-With all my love and pain
Kagura
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Bloody dagger, Loss of life. Victim slain, Killer's delight.
Killer and Victim Are one and the same, With the decision to end This ludicrous game.
By Enchanted Crimson Rose