Hey. This is my first story hear at fanfiction, please go easy on me. And I'm Norwegian and dyslexics so please don't judge me about my writing mistakes. If there are some mistakes, please do tell. I also have a youtube account called Sendaheart, I will make a trailer for this story. Hope you'll enjoy this story.

Sam's POV

I sat in the bathroom, not sure what I was doing. Just thinking of stuff, and being mad. Two days ago I'd kissed the dork! I can't believe I did it. I didn't even know I had does feelings for him before I did it. Oh. Gosh! I can't love that stupid nerd! I hadn't talked to Carly or anyone else since it happened. I hadn't checked my phone either, but I was sure there were a lot of missed calls. After that awkward moment with Freddie I made up a fake excuse to him, that I had plans to meet someone at twelve. Of course he knew it wasn't true, but I think he didn't like what happened, and surely he did not feel the same way! I mean his been in love with Carly since I can remember! I looked down at my wrist, where three almost, fresh cuts were cut. "Why did this have to happen to me?" I said to myself. I heard the front door open; it had to be my mom. I dragged my sleeve over my wrist, so the cuts wouldn't be seen. I got up, and ran out the bathroom door and in to my room. As soon as I got there, I could hear voices from the living room. "You know, this isn't that unusual from Sam. She skips school all the time, doesn't she?" mom said. "um.. well yeah.. but she always calls me or comes over to my house. She haven't been taken my calls at all" Carly's here! "So we've kinda been worried about her" oh no! That's.. Freddie! They were walking over to my room. oh no, I can't face Freddie. That'll be to embarrassing. I was thinking of an escape, and I saw the window was open, I ran over there and climbed out. "Sam? You there?" Carly said. "She's not here" Freddie said. "well, were is she than?" "no idea". They both seemed bummed, but I was not gonna talk to Freddie. I walked over to the bus stop, turning around every now and than, just to be sure Carly or Freddie wouldn't nodes me. I took the bus over to bushwell, I still keeping eye, making sure they where out of sight. I got in, saw lewbert asleep and took the elevator up to Carly's apartment. I looked around, I grabbed a snack from their fridge and sneaked my way up to her bedroom, took on the light and sat down in her bed. I was hoping Freddie wouldn't be with her, when she got back.

Carly's POV:

Me and Freddie where talking the elevator to our floor. Neither of us had really talked since we'd been at Sam's house. When we got out of the elevator and we both stood out side our doors I said "so.. um. Should we go back tomorrow I mean it's iCarly tomorrow aswell ?"
"I don't know, maybe I shouldn't go, but you can." "why not?" "you know, maybe she doesn't want to talk to me yet, and you should probably talk to her first and figure out what's on her mind." "yeah, you're probably right." We both half smiled and went in to our own apartments.
I went to the fridge to get something to eat before I went to bed. (it was getting late.)
when I opened it, I got kinda sad, it was so full! I really hope Sam's okey..

When I was done eating I got ready for bed, when I walked in to my bedroom. The light was on, I thought I left it off.. I walked over to the bed. Someone was sleeping in my bed! I screamed.

Sam's POV:

I woke up from someone screaming. "WHAT! WHERE, WHO, WHAT!" I was freaking out and looked everywhere. "oh carly it's you." I relaxed. She gave me a hug.
"SAM!. You're here! I've been so worried. You just ran away after the lock in! Why haven't you contacted me, or anyone else?" Carly was surely stressed.
"oh you know.. I've been places.. had people to see.. and that kinda stuff"
"Sam.." carly was gave me a serious look.
"okay, fine.. I had some thinking to do. Alright?"
"but sam, why would you talk to me? why have you never told me you liked Freddie that way?"
"whoa. What? Who told you that?"
"I…I saw you guys, when you, you know.. kissed him."
I looked down, thinking of what to say. "I didn't even know I felt that way! And I still don't know, I really hope I don't feel that way about him!"
"Sam are you still denying your feelings?"
"No! I don't know how I feel okay! That's why I've been away, and I didn't want to face or talk to Freddie" Carly seemed to understand, finally.
"so can I just sleep here tonight? With no more talking of this stuff." I said.
"yeah, sure.. but we will talk about it!" Carly pointed her finger at me.
I rolled my eyes, "sure."
Carly got on the other side of the bed, and she turn of the light.

Awhile had passed, Carly had fallen asleep. I didn't get it, I always fell asleep fast. Maybe cause Carly just woke me up, and than I where supposed to go asleep again straight after. I took a look around the room. it had been awhile, so I could fine in the dark. On one of the walls Carly had put up four stickers, four letters, it read CUTE. I smiled to my self, and closed my eyes trying to sleep.

Suddenly I was in a dark, dark room, there where no windows, so I couldn't see a thing. It felt like I'd been there before. Someone opened the door, and grabbed me by the hair, and pointed a gun at me. I heard a bang, and I woke up. I was breathing heavily. It took some time for me to saddle down. Carly was still sleeping. I looked around again, and than I saw does stickers again, but the last letter had fell down. Now.. it read CUT. I didn't know how to react, I felt lie I couldn't breath for a while. when got my strength back, I walked out of the bed. I made sure Carly wouldn't wake up. I walked down to the living room, and tried to sleep at the couch instead.
It worked.

There. The first chapter. Hope you liked it, hopefully the next chapter will be up tomorrow. Every chapter will be at least a thousand words, or longer.