After eclipse--when jacob kisses bella
Disclaimer-sadly i dont own twilight or any of the characters.
We broke free from the kiss after what seemed like days. I didn't want it to end, no i shouldnt think that. But when he kissed me, the moment i closed my eyes i could see what he coud see for all these years. I could see us sitting together on a swing in the garden with two kids running around is. I seen what could be our future. But what about Edward. I carnt just leave him. Because when he left me i was heart broken for months, and i don't want to leave anyone feeling like that. But he said that he wants me happy and that i can choose Jacob if thats what i want. I looked up at him and seen that he was waiting for me to speek.
"I need to talk to Edward, i'll be back soon" I said to him
"Sure thing Bells"
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"Edward, can we talk for a moment?"
"Sure honey no problem"
"Im sorry, i don't no how to tell you this"
He just looked at me, confuzed.
"ok i no that this is just horrible of me, especially after what weve been through. But if i dont do it now then i might never beable to" i said it with more guilt on my voice then i imagined
He didn't say anything.
"I love Jacob"
"As a brother right?"
"no, i love him so much i dont even no how i havnt known it before" i started to cry now, and if Edward could cry then im shore he would of been aswell
"But Bella i love you"
"I no, and i love you. But i love Jacob much more and i carnt have both of you."
I just stood there for a good 10 minuites waiting for an answere. I couldnt take it anymore, so i just ran back to Jacob. The person who im going to spend the rest of my life with. I no Edward could come running after me but he didnt, i dont no if that makes things better or worse.
I know Jacob heard everyword word of this so i didn't bother to explain to him. i just ran into his ready open arms.
"you sure this is what you want?" he asked really concered
"yes" i said under sobs.
We didnt speak for a good half hour. Just stood in the middle of no were in each others arms.
"I think we should get back"
"ok"
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I didnt want to no how i left Edward, or if ill ever see the Cullens again . I dont even no if Jacob belifes that i chose him over Edward. Even though i have explaind to him thousands of times in the last hour.
"You apsolutly sure, its not to late to change your mind?"
"for the last time, i dont want anything eles in the world except you"
"i love you Bella"
"I love you to Jacob"
His warm lips pressed mine once again.
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edwards point of view after Bella left him
Did i just hear right. Bellas left me for that dog. I thought she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me. She was going to die so she can live forever.
I know i said that i want what she wants. And i want her to be happy of coure i do but i just didnt think that she would just run of to Jacob.
This is all my fault, i shouldnt of left her lat year. Is this what it was. Payback? No Bella wouldnt do ?
"Edward, weres Bella?" i heard Carlisle call.
"Shes gone...."
"Gone were?"
"Bella just left me for Jacob"
"Are you serious?"
"Do you really think id joke about something like this?"
"no, im sorry, its just so hard to take in in less than 2 minuites"
"Well she never even give me chance to say goodbye"
"Im so sorry Edward, do you want to go after her?"
"No.I want her to be happy"
"Only if your sure, ill give you some time to yourself"
""sure sure"
Im glad Carllisle's give me some alone time. I dont want to be around my family when it finay hits.
So i started to run, ill run for as long as it takes for it to sink in. Id run for days if i had too.
Even if i had to run to Itay...
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Ok i no its like really bad. But im team Jacob and still think that Bella should of chose Jacob (lol).
So i started wrighting this and so i thought id put it up on here to see what eveyrone elese thinks. I no theres probz like loads of spelling and grammer problems but iv been through it loads of times and changed what i can find.
So can you review and tell me what you think and if you will read more. If enough people like it then i might put up another chapter but i dont think its that good lol.
Any way please review and tell me what you think:)