Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, but I sure wish I did anyways no one cares about that. First I don't write long disclaimers unless I'm bored or I have something important to say. If it is the later the message will be repeated at the end of the chapter, so it's normally cool to read my messages. This is my first fic on ffnet, so please go easy on me no flames ok?
*chapter 1
Never Going Back *
Kagome looked out her bedroom window a tear slid down her face, as se remembered what happened why she couldn't go back………………
"kagome?"
"yes Sota?"
" Are you ok? What happened?"
"I'm fine."
"I can help……….. please tell me, let me help you kagome…….."
She hugged her brother close and wept after a couple of minutes she pulled back and dried her tears.
"I'll be fine, I'm just tired."
He looked her over with eyes full of concern then left. Kagome climbed into bed , she hadn't slept all week. Her body aced almost as bad as her heart, she pulled the covers over her and drifted off to sleep.
** She looked at the transformed Hanyou, everything about him was different, his voice, everything.
"Inuyasha! Stop it!"
she yelled as e killed the last of the men who took part of her kidnapping. He turned to look at her and a evil smirk graced his lips, he began to move towards her. Kagome stood there trembling. Shippo ran before Inuyasha and it down on his arm but he was carelessly tossed aside into a nearby tree. Kagome ran to her kit.
"Shippo are you ok?" she asked holding his little body in her arms.
"Mommy Kagome! Look out!!" **
Kagome flew up, her alarm clock was ringing loudly. She was covered in sweat despite the cold weather and that feeling was there again. She had grown to know it over the past three weeks. Kagome made her way to the bathroom to through up what she didn't eat.
After her date with the toilet she went down stairs for breakfast that same cranky feeling washing over her, it would be gone by midday.
"good morning kagome….."
"Morning mom."
"how do you feel?"
"sick."
"Kagome don't you think you should close the well? I don't want you going back there."
"don't worry mom, I wont go back."
"hmm, but I also don't want him coming here."
Kagome sighed and a tear slid down her face. Her mother hugged her.
"I'm alright mom………………I'm going to be late!"
She grabbed her bag and ran off.
***
"Kagome! KA- GO- ME !"
"huh? Wha? What happened?" Kagome asked jumping up from her sleep.
"How do you think you did?" Yumi asked
"On what?" Kagome asked her friends sleepily.
"The test silly!"
"Oh no!!! I was a sleep!"
"you slept? Your joking right?" Eri asked.
"no…….. I failed my test."
"but that was your make up test."
"I know…….." kagome said with groan.
"what's been up with you lately? You've been falling asleep in classes-."
"Class settle down….." the teacher said as he came inside.
"Sir may I go to the nurse?"
"go ahead kagome.."
Kagome left the class room and started for the nurses office when the halls began to spin. She slowly edged her way along the walls to the nurse, finally she got there.
"Kagome! What's wrong?"
"dizzy…"
The nurse caught the falling girl and lead her over to her favourite bed. She had been coming to the nurse so often now that she knew every inch of the office and had picked up some health tips.
"thank you…." Kagome said weakly as she sat on the bed.
The nurse checked her pulse and blood pressure.
"Kagome have you been sick lately?"
"only in the morning….."
" vomiting?"
Kagome nodded.
"sleeping lately?"
"Somewhat……………………no."
"I see………. I'm going to send you home to get some rest."
"thank you…….."
* * *
**
"aahhh!!!!" Kagome screamed as Inuyasha's claws came in contact with her body.
Shippo sank his teeth into Inuyasha's arm only to be tossed aside again. Inuyasha grabbed her and ran off. The stopped at a cave.
"Inuyasha stop! You're hurting me!!"
His claws dug deep into her arms as he put her down Kagome was of course crying. As she looked into his eyes she realized that Inuyasha was gone
"What do you want?! Leave me alone!"
She pushed as hard as she could against him but he didn't budge only smirked at her. A sound distracted him, kagome ran for the cave entrance only to be pulled back Inuyasha's claws going deep into her legs. Kagome screamed in pain and he laughed at her. **
"Kagome! Kagome wake up!"
kagome opened her eyes and stared at her mother's face.
"mom………."
Her mother hugged her.
"it's ok………… don't think about it, he'll never hurt you again……………"
"mom………… his laugh *sob* he laughed at me……..*sob*…….i…..it was like he wasn't there *sob*…..i didn't know him anymore……………………."
"It's ok……..he's gone……"
"oh mom……………. Shippo, he-."
"get some sleep Kagome Shippo is fine…………………………… you need some rest."
She sighed and let go of her mothers shoulders.
"stay with me……….." kagome pleaded with her mother.
Of course her mother agreed and kagome soon fell asleep.
* * *
Kagome walked downstairs feeling more rested than she had ever been, she had been asleep for about four hours.
"mom?" she called.
"I'm in here!" Her mother called.
Kagome went into the kitchen .
"Hey mom, want any help?"
"Are you sure your up for it?"
"yea, besides your cooking has been off lately. Anyways I'll cook."
"ok if your sure…………."
* * *
"kagome honey it looks great."
"Thank you."
Everyone took a spoon full (chop stick full) but immediately spat it out.
"Kagome how much salt did you use?" Mrs. Higurashi asked.
"Oh not much."
"Can I see the salt bottle?"
Kagome showed her mother the empty bottle.
"kagome………………. That bottle was full before."
"I Know." Kagome said stuffing food into her mouth, "Are you going to eat that?"
"Have it!" They all yelled.
And she had it (yes the whole pot full.).
"So whose up for pizza?"
"I am!" Sota yelled.
"Yeah I'm starved!" Kagome yelled.
Her family sweat dropped.
As soon as Kagome had finished eating her slices of pizza and a big bowl of salty ramen she went and vomited.
"Mom I'm going to bed now."
"ok, but are you sure your ok dear?"
"yeah."
Kagome got into her bed clothes. She touched the ears at the top of her head, She was a hanyou. She had covered her ears for school and told everyone she grew her nails. She sat down looking out the window.
"Kagome?"
"yes, sota?"
"Did Inuyasha really do that to you?"
" how did you find out?"
"I heard mom talking…….."
Kagome hadn't told Sota about the 'accident' because she knew how much Sota valued Inuyasha.
"No Sota, it was someone else in Inuyasha's body."
"Then why do you hate Inuyasha? Tell me what happened kagome."
"no! I don't want to ! Don't you get it!?! I don't want to remember! But I cant help it!!"
Kagome grabbed her little and began to cry on his shoulder.
" Don't cry Kagome, please don't cry……."
" He didn't protect me……………… he was supposed to protect me!' Kagome said during sobs.
"Don't worry Kagome, I'll protect."
"thank you Sota……….. I really feel better now," Drying her tears and putting on a small smile she added, " lets go to ed ok?"
"Ok. Goodnight Kagome."
"night."
* * *
~** He turned her around letting go of her legs. Kagome dug her nails into his face. He growled at her as he wiped the blood from his and then using the same claw went for her face, kagome shifted and his claws caught her in her shoulder instead, the jewel shard that inuyasha had gotten from one of the men glinted a right blue colour not that anyone noticed, and that was when she became a hanyou.( don't understand the hanyou thing note at the bottom of chap will Clare it up.)
"you ought to taste better now……." He said and smirked at her.
"Someone Help!!! Help!" she cried out trying to get up.
Inuyasha pounced on her taking off her clothes, along with flesh, making her cry out in pain. He looked at her almost undressed body hungrily.
"Inuyasha stop i-."
She was cut off when Inuyasha Kissed her, digging his fangs into her tender gums. Once her tasted her changing blood, He went into a frenzy and started to drink from her bleeding mouth. He moved to her neck, kissing, liking and nipping to get her blood.
"Inuyasha snap out of it!!"
As he was moving up for a kiss she slapped him twice.
"huh? Kagome?"
"That's it Inuyasha snap out of it."
"I ……….ahh.."
The marking on his face flicked, he closed his eyes. It was obvious that he was trying to fight the side of him that wanted to finish what he started. Trapped under him Kagome could only pray that the right side won.
Suddenly he stopped struggling, his head was still down.
"Inuyasha?"
"now where was i?" He asked darkly lifting his head.
"no!!"
She was about to slap him again when he grabbed her hand, and licked the bloody grime of her fingers. In a fast movement, he viscously started to kiss and nip her breast. She screamed as he nearly wrenched off her nipple.
"Please stop! Your hurting me!"
She cried out as he started to lick the wounds on her stomach, that had begun to heal . His saliva stung her wounds causing the pain to be unbearable. She was y now falling in and out of consciousness .
~~ oh god I don't ant to be raped I got to find a way to-
Her thoughts were interrupted when Inuyasha broke her maidenhead.( somehow she didn't notice when he spread her legs.)
She cried out as the pain shot through her body, she gushed blood as her tore into her. The last conscious sound she heard was Inuyasha's howl of pleasure as his sperms shot into her.~**
* * * two days later.
"Kagome are you ok?" the teacher asked then added, "Hojo please accompany Kagome to the nurse."
"ok."
Kagome balanced on Hojo as he took her to the nurse.
"Kagome have you been sleeping?" the nurse asked.
"No."
"But you have to sleep kagome- Hojo you can go back to class now. Tell me what's been happening lately."
"I don't sleep much, eat a lot, morning sickness and my taste has changed. I also always want ramen salt and ice sometimes pizza but not as much as ramen and salt."
"I see……… take this to the bathroom, you know what to do."
Kagome took the pregnancy test. ~ I'll have a negative anyways.~
* 5 minutes later *
"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
The nurse ran into the room.
"kagome are you ok?"
"I'm……. I'm……..I'm pre pre-."
"come sit down."
Kagome did as told and sat on the bed.
"Do you know who the father is?"
"Yes." Kagome answered as tears streamed down her face.
"do you want me to tell your mother for you? Or would you rather?"
Kagome began to cry uncontrollably.
"I'm going to call her to come get you…..ok?"
Kagome didn't answer so the nurse went to place the call.
* * *
Kagome was sitting on the couch beside her mother.
"mom, I have to tell him."
"No you don't-."
"mom he deserves to know……………………. I cant get rid of them, because that wouldn't be right."
"I know."
" I don't want him never to know……………………. I don't want my child not to have a father……………… I don't want a child."
"oh Kagome!" Her mother hugged her and they both started to cry.
"I……..I don't want to go back."
Ok that was the chapter I rewrote it, now all I have to do is fix chapter 2, please bear with me until I get a chance to. Anyways about the hanyou thing, there is a thing I read once that with the help of the jewel shard and a blood transfusion with a hanyou/ demon the person transforms into a hanyou/ demon. I am using the same theory, hope that clears it up for you. Please review and ask any other questions on the chapter and tell me what you think in a kind and polite manner, I don't like flames because I think people who send them are extremely inconsiderate. Please review.
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