If You Ask Me I'm Ready Chapter 1: If You Ask Me I'm Ready, a glee fanfic

Disclaimer:I don't own anything.

A/N: I had this in my head for a while now, and I needed to get it out. The characters might be a little off. I can never write Rachel Berry's character rants. But I might go back and redo the story.

"If You Ask Me I'm Ready"

Since Quinn was a little girl she had always had a thing for Rachel Berry, and when her father had told her to stay away from her because her parents were fags. She had no idea what that meant when she was little, but she figured it was bad. Especially if her father had said that to her. So instead of being Rachel's friend she became her bully, and when she had started to feel butterfly's that should have been caused by boys she grew even more horrible to the brunette.

When Quinn didn't feel butterfly's with Finn she ran to Puck. She figured if every girl in the school wanted him then she should too. So she thought maybe just maybe if she had sex with him then she'll snap out of her Rachel Berry blinders. So she drank every wine cooler he threw her way, and ended up not having an orgasm, losing her virginity to an idiot, a bad hangover, Beth, and still not losing her feelings for one Rachel Berry.

It wasn't until she noticed how Rachel still wasn't over Finn to make her move. First she wanted to show Rachel how much of a jerk Finn Hudson was to her. But it only ended up hurting Rachel even more, and making out with Blaine. Which she knew he is majorly gay, but it still didn't make her feel any better the way they looked at each other after. But when she overheard Rachel telling Brittany she was done with boys. Quinn knew she couldn't just ask Rachel out or say sorry to her she needed Rachel to see she was sorry, in love, and ready to be with her. So she would do it the only way she could get Rachel's attention. Through song.

Quinn was walking down the hall when she notice Rachel grab her binder and shut her locker. "Hey, Rachel!"

The brunette scrunched her nose and readied her self for a slushie facial by the unknown voice.

"Rachel?" Quinn asked softly feeling guilty at Rachel's slushy ready expression.

"Quinn?" Rachel called out with her eyes still closed and hands on her face. "Quinn if that is you, will you please hurry up and dump that disgusting liquid on my face already. I do have a class to get to."

"No...Rach, please I'm not going to hurt you. Not anymore." Quinn said softly.

Rachel slowly created a crack between her fingers to see if the blonde was lying. Once she saw that Quinn was not lieing she brought her hands down still confused.

"Wha-What do you need?" she asked looking around for any sort of jock with a slushy in hand.

"Well I was wondering if maybe that offer for some voice lessons still stands, I really want to practice this one song. So if it still stands, I would love to take you out- I mean up...Take you up on that." Quinn stuttered blushing furiously.

"Uh...Sure." Rachel said in shock.

"Really?" Quinn asked a little shocked. She thought that Rachel would tell her she had better things to do then help her.

"Yeah. Yes, yes of course. I will always be up to help one of my fellow glee clubbers." Rachel replied smiling awkwardly.

"Okay...Um how about after school in the auditorium?" Quinn asked.

"Alright, I'll meet you there." Rachel nodded smiling.

Rachel had wanted to get to the auditorium a little earlier just to play a few songs but to her surprise when she walked out on stage Quinn was already there fixing her sheet music.

"Hey." Rachel called out a little surprised.

Quinn beamed saying hello.

"What are you doing here so early?" Rachel asked.

"I could ask you the same thing." Quinn laughed.

Rachel smiled softly walking towards the piano bench. "So, what song did you need help with?"

"This one." Quinn said handing the sheet music to Rachel.

The brunette looked at it intently, studying it.

"It's 'Un-thinkable by Alicia Keys'." Quinn supplied.

"Yeah...yeah it's a great song." Rachel said flipping the sheet after a few seconds she set the set of papers on the stand and began playing softly, then nodded to herself. "Did you-Did you want to practice your scales or are you ready?" Rachel asked softly.

"Can you teach me? How to practice scales I mean." Quinn asked softly.

"Of course." Rachel smiled.

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A few minutes later Quinn had messed up badly and Rachel stood up walking towards her, and put her left hand on the small of Quinn's back and her right, right beneath her ribcage.

"Sing it again. Feel it Quinn." Rachel said oblivious to the fact that all of Quinn's breath was now taken away by Rachel's touches. "One more time you can do it."

"Okay." Quinn whispered her eyes transfixed on the swirl of chocolate eyes. The blonde drew in a deep breath and started to sing. She sang higher when she felt Rachel's fingers push a little. Soon Rachel had Quinn singing every note perfectly, and re-tracked her hand.

Rachel smiled at Quinn and said softly. "See I knew you could do it. all you needed was a little push." Quinn nodded back her heart beating wildly. "Are you ready to play this song now?"

Quinn took a deep breath and nodded. "Yes, yes I'm ready."

Rachel began playing gently till she nodded to Quinn for to begin.

Quinn: Moment of honesty
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now
(Rachel: You should say it right now) She sang looking at the blonde.

*Wow...she's amazing...Snap out of it Fabray! Focus!* Quinn thought to herself.

Quinn: You ready?

Rachel nodded looking at Quinn from where she was sitting.

Quinn: You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
(Rachel: I deserve it, I think it deserve it..Let it go)
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
(Rachel: I can't take it)

Both girls looked at one another with longing in their eyes.

Quinn & Rachel: I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

Quinn: I know you once said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now
(Rachel: We should do it right now)

Bay, uh

You give me a feeling that I never felt before

And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
(Rachel: I deserve it, I know I deserve it. Let it go)
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it
(Rachel: It's what we make it)

Rachel watched as Quinn sat next to her. Both starting to sing to one another.

Quinn & Rachel: I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

Quinn: Yeah, sing...
Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me

*Wow she has a beautiful voice.* Rachel thought to herself. *And God those eyes! Ohhhh! Man those eyes! Focus Berry! Your suppose to be singing with her!*

It was completely silent both afraid to look at the other. Rachel decided to speak up. "You did beautifully, Quinn." Rachel smiled softly.

"So did you." Quinn replied staring at Rachel's lips while Rachel did the same. Rachel looked into her eyes catching the blonde staring at her lips. Quinn blushed and breathed out an awkward laugh, but noticed how Rachel licked her lips still staring at Quinn's mouth.

They both soon locked eyes and began leaning in slowly. They both kept their eyes flicking from their lips to their eyes waiting to see if the other would back out.

Painfully slow their lips finally met, taking their time to pull apart.

Quinn and Rachel both saw their lives flash before their eyes.

Rachel saw shooting stars around explode when she opened her eyes, and when she locked eyes with the hazel eyed beauty she saw everything she wanted to have and it was with one Quinn Fabray.

When Quinn closed her eyes she saw hearts everywhere and when she opened them seeking out Rachel's eyes she saw her life with her, and knew she was ready to do the un-thinkable.

Both girls didn't say a word they just went back in for more. Silently telling the other what needed to be said.

Soon the both girls straddled the bench letting their hands pull them closer, and as much as they needed air they were both scared to pull away. Scared that if they did, one would run away. So Quinn took it into her hands and straddled Rachel's waist, tangling her fingers within Rachel's dark chocolate locks.

"Hmm." Rachel hummed as her fingers grazed Quinn's bare thigh where her dress had risen up.

"Rachel, Quinn?"

Rachel quickly pushed Quinn off of her looking like a deer caught in headlights.

Quinn felt the pang in her chest when Rachel pushed her away then scooted all the way down to the end of the bench. Quinn turned her head from a surprised Rachel Berry to a extremely confused and pissed off Finn Husdon.

"What the hell guys!" Finn shouted. "What is this! Quinn I thought you said we belonged together!" Finn snarled. "And Rachel! I thought you said you weren't going to give up on me! On us!"

"Oh can it Finnessa." Quinn snapped. "God Finn I am so tired of your whole woe is me act. You are nothing but a self centered asshole. You don't deserve Rachel. She's too good for you anyway. Besides I was only going to use you to win prom queen." Quinn mumbled the end.

"You are such a whore Quinn, now I remember why I left you in the first place." Finn snarled.

"Hey!" Both Quinn and Finn snapped their heads to the brunette. "Watch your mouth Finn Hudson! Do not call her that ever again!" Rachel growled.

"Seriously Rachel, your going to stick up for her after everything she's done to you?" Finn squinted.

"I stuck up for you. All those times you treated me like crap, and when everyone thought you were nothing but a coward for not sticking up for Kurt, I stuck up for you."

"Rach, what about us?"

Rachel snorted. "Really? So what? I'm just your back up? Or were you just punishing me for making out with Noah? Because truthfully Finn all it was, was karma biting you in the ass from when you kissed me while you were with Quinn."

Finn stood in complete and utter shock.

"Now, if you both will please excuse me-"

"No." Quinn said calmly touching Rachel's wrist. "He needs to go, we were here first."

Finn scoffed throwing his sheet music at them. "Screw you! Screw both of you!"

Both girls were silent as they heard Finn slam the stage door shut and stomp down the hallway.

"...Rachel, I'm going to be honest with you. This whole song was for you...I've been struggling for years to say this but I'm desperately, madly, head over heels, can't keep my feet on the ground in love with you."

"...Whoa." Rachel gulped.

Quinn's lip began to tremble and her eyes began to tear up and asked the brunette.

"That's it? That's all you have to say? Rachel, the way you kissed me, I know you felt it too! I know you did! Tell me Rachel! Tell me how you feel about me!" Quinn begged.

Quinn stared at Rachel waiting for her to answer but she never did. Quinn stood up and began to walk away but Rachel grabbed her wrist.

"Your really in lesbians with me?" Rachel asked in a trance.

Quinn smiled sadly "Very much, and I want to be with you. If you ask me to be with you Rachel, I'll say yes. If you ask me, I'm ready." Quinn smiled sadly. "I'm finally ready, that's what this song was about."

Rachel sighed sitting down on the bench rubbing her face."Quinn, now I'mgoing to be honest with you. I hardly know you. But I want to, I want to know what your favorite song is, your favorite candy, your favorite movie, you favorite ice cream flavor...I want to know everything." Rachel said making Quinn's smile, but then she said. "But I don't trust you, and I don't love you." Quinn's smile disapeared but reappeared when she heard Rachel say. "Yet."

"I'll take what I can get...I want this Rachel. I want you, I want us; and I understand that you don't trust me or love me the way that I love you. I can wait." Quinn nodded slowly.

Rachel nodded "I have to go but...I'll talk to you tomorrow. Okay?"

"Wait...Why are you leaving?" Quinn asked feeling her heart sink.

"Because Quinn you deserve to be wooed." Rachel smiled backing away.

Quinn grinned waiting for Rachel to leave and began to jump up and down squealing.

A/N: Okay so it was really suppose to be a oneshot but now it's a two shot...I think haha