Shot
A/N: This is a random thing that came to mind. I am only having three chapters. This is A Jacob/Leah story. Sort of like the movie Greta with Hilary Duff. Check the movie out! It's a great movie!
Summary: Leah had it. She was done with this life. Everything bad would happen to her, everything. Until he came along, but all she could do was think of bad things and why she didn't deserve him. Jacob on the other hand thinks of Leah as a total bitch, though for some reason, he feels happy around her. Jacob has had enough with trying for a waste of time called Bella Swan. (A/N: Bella Swan is a bitch, whoever agrees, please, do tell!) He has been seeing right passed the one that is too upset to think right and going for the mortal that doesn't deserve him or Edward going for her.
Seriously hates Bella Swan! Enjoy the story!
Chapter One-Reasons of Death
Leah POV
The best part of the day, running around and being free and open. I walked out but then I felt me getting jerked back.
"What the hell?" I said at my mom who grabbed me back.
"We don't swear in this house Leah Ann Clearwater." I rolled my eyes. I hated my full name. Why couldn't I have a cooler middle name, like Tequila, I mean, I love Tequila, plus it would be a fun name to have.
"Whatever. I have to go, mom." I said.
"What about the dishes? Did you sweep the floors and mop them?" I rolled my eyes.
"You sound like the step mother from Cinderella. I am not a house servant. And yes, I did by the way." Truth be told, I wish I was Cinderella, at least she got prince charming at the end.
"Leah, listen. I know what you are going to do." I twisted my face up in a no-duh expression.
"Yeah, I am going to phase and run around to protect this city-even thought they don't deserve it- from filthy, reeking, annoying bloodsuckers. You're welcome LaPush and Forks!" I screamed out.
"Shut up Leah. Not only are you going to be doing that, you are going to complain to the pack-your brothers-about how miserable you are." I rolled my eyes and smirked.
"yeah, I am. I am miserable and I'm sorry for feeling like that. But I can't exactly hide my thoughts you know. Wolf thing, you wouldn't understand. Either way, how did you know about that?" I asked irritated and antsy.
"Your real brother. Seth is one of those pack members. He may not be able to do as many runs-" I cut her off.
"They are called patrolling and motherfucker Sam Uley-" Now she cut me off.
"Language and don't even bother with talking disrespectfully about Sam. He is a very good boy," I rolled my eyes. "and Seth does not patrol because Sam knows how important Seth's studies are. We don't want him to drop out of high school when he is only a sophomore. And your brother is very sad of what you think. He thinks of it as his fault. He thinks he hasn't protected you or anything." I closed my eyes and counted to ten quickly.
"let me guess, he cries himself to sleep. I don't care mom," Lie, that was a lie. I care for my brother as much as I care about anything else in the world. "Seth can be sad all he wants, but it is not his fault! It's my fault I am like this and it is your damn fault for making me live and sticking up for Sam fucker Uley!" I screeched and then I saw Seth at the top of the staircase. I was about to cry but I walked out the door too quickly. I took off my clothes in the woods right across the street and phased.
Seth's POV
I am working on my lame science project. Stupid summer school, apparently I didn't get that great of grades in science. I can't believe they are still teaching us the planets. We get it! Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune is the damn order! Well, Pluto apparently is a moon or something like that. We have to do a little model out of Styrofoam balls and paint with some sticks. I started to hear shouting downstairs. It was about me. Mom and Leah at it again.
"Seth does not patrol because Sam knows how important Seth's studies are. We don't want him to drop out of high school when he is only a sophomore. And your brother is very sad of what you think. He thinks of it as his fault. He thinks he hasn't protected you or anything." Mom said to Leah. It's true. I feel like the most guilty person ever. Leah is miserable, dad is gone, and mom keeps bugging her at everything, and what am I doing for Leah? Nothing. Though the whole school thing I wouldn't mind giving up.
"Let me guess, he cries himself to sleep, I don't care mom!" that one really hurt. I got up and opened the door. "Seth can be sad all he wants, but it is not his fault." I smiled and walked out. I stood at the front of the staircase at seeing Leah's head almost completely red with anger and mom facing her back towards me. "It's my fault I am like this and it is your damn fault for making me live and sticking up for Sam fucker Uley!" Mom's skin started to turn pale and then the color went back again. Leah looked up at me and her lip shook a little. She was about to cry. She ran outside before another word could be said. Mother started to cry now. I ran down the steps and hugged her.
"Mom, mom, it's not your fault. Just keep it easy on Leah right now." I said as she cried into my shoulder. I was just barely taller than her now. I put my fingers through her hair. "It's okay mom." I whispered and kissed her head.
"How much did you hear?" She asked pulling back and wiping the tears from her face.
"All of it. You were sort of loud. Well, all of it about me at least." I whispered to her. I bit my lip at the replaying of what Leah said about me.
"I think I need to get Leah some help." I rolled my eyes.
"Mom, you are pressuring her with everything. Don't blame her for being upset. I find it cool, but that is because I get to hang out with my friends again, Leah, she isn't friends with any of them. Plus, it's fu-freaking torture for her to be around with Emily and Sam all the time." I said to her.
"Ok, well, I am making dinner soon, so go upstairs and finish your science assignment. I want to see it when it is done." I rolled my eyes and turned. She slapped my ass and I groaned in annoyance. Must she do that? So annoying.
Leah POV
I ran faster and faster. The rush, the wind through my fur, it felt like my getaway. Until two voices came in. Jacob Black and Embry Call. Both were laughing at something stupid.
'Well there goes my happiness.' I mumbled.
'Great to hear from you too, Leah.' Embry thought to me.
"Whatever jack ass. Don't test me, I have had a dramatic day until I phased. And you are later than I am!" I accused.
"Yeah, we were placing bets on who could get a hot girl that we saw on our way here. Turns out she was a stripper, didn't know that they really had strippers around here. So she took off her top for us, I won by the way, she made out with me.' Jake piped in.
"Well good for you." I said sarcastically. Then I got mental images of the girl. She was pretty, though she had such fake blonde hair ever. "I thought you two liked brunettes." I said to them.
"She took off her top! I don't give a shit what her hair color is!" Embry said. I rolled my eyes and ran a little slower. Break time. I started to just go to a walk. Soon I felt them on top of me.
"Get the hell off of me before I tear you pieces of shit to shreds!" I snarled.
"Sorry." Jacob said.
"I did that purposely, I can't say sorry." Embry said. I growled baring my teeth. "You could use a breath mint." He said.
"Oh shut up!" I growled.
"Wow, you get yelled at for honestly now a days." Embry said. I pounded my…paw on the floor and turned around to start run again.
"So Leah, what happened before you phased?" Jake asked surprisingly politely.
"got in a fight with my mom, not like it's your business." The whole argument replayed in my head and so did the look on Seth's face while he was looking at me, that repeated over and over.
"Wow, you really stuck it to Sue." Jacob said.
"Well, she deserved it." I said plainly.
"You could be nicer to us though, Leah. I mean, you are sort of a bitch and all. And you are annoying, and irritating, and you take all the fun out of this whole wolf thing." Embry said. I was going to cry soon, seriously. I can't be tough Leah all of the time, sorry.
"Shut up Embry. You are acting like a damn three year old. Well you do have an attention span of it!" that wasn't me surprisingly, it was Jacob.
"Thanks." I said. It was shaky though.
"Wow, my best friend insulting me! It's okay when the pack bitch is insulting me, but now my best friend. Damn." Embry said. I came to an abrupt stop.
"Embry Call, if you don't shut the fuck up, I am going to sneak into your room while you sleep, chop off your balls, stuff them into your mouth and then cut off your tiny dick and stick it up your own ass and leave you there to suffocate on your own balls." I hissed.
"Wow, vivid." Jacob said.
"Leah, you are sort of scaring me." Embry said as I kept sending images of ways to kill him in his sleep that involved cutting off a part of his body.
"That's the point." I said simply. I started to go for a walk.
"Well seriously, I just wonder, could you be, I don't know, not be a fucking bitch for one day? Because I mean I am just thinking of how many death threats like that I could have done by now. Like plugging you and suffocating you with a gag and plug your nose too." Embry said with a smile in his voice.
"Shut up, you don't do death threats well." Leah said almost in a beg. Embry laughed.
"I'll stop if you stop." Embry said.
"I'm up for a challenge." I agreed. A half hour passed and we came across nothing. "Ok, that's it, there is nothing around here." I grumbled.
"Lee's right, there is nothing around here." Jacob agreed.
"Since when is it Lee?" I asked. "No one calls me that now, not even mom." I was sort of sad about that.
"Sorry, I forgot the ah." Jacob sighed and I knew why. Because that was pathetic.
"Jake, it's cool." I said, I felt a little happier.
"I'm phasing back." Embry announced. I rolled my eyes and he did so. I phased back soon after then I heard rustling in the bushes.
"Hello?" I asked as I picked up my clothes.
"It's just me Leah." Jake said coming out.
"Do you mind?" I was still naked completely. He looked at me shocked and turned around. I put on my shirt and shorts. "Clear." I mumbled and walked away.
"Leah, wait, please." Jake said catching up to me.
"What now Jacob?" I asked annoyed.
"I'm - I'm sorry about you and your mom." He said.
"Well, I sort of am too. That's all? You seem like there is something else." Even though it was obvious, I started to walk towards the beach. After every run I would walk to the beach and sit at my secret spot.
"Did you mean it about when you said that it was your mothers fault for you living?" Jake asked me quite loudly. A tear strolled down my cheek and I wiped it off. I turned around to face Jake.
"Come on." I said and he followed me.
Flashback
Sam and Emily just got married, why can't I die! Sam and Emily walked up to my family to thank us for coming, not like I had a choice.
"Leah, Sue, Seth, thanks for coming and supporting us." Emily said with a smile on her face.
"Not my choice." I mumbled playing with my dress that was quite tight.
"Leah, will you ever forgive us?" Sam asked me. I looked up at him seriously.
"No, and I will take that to my grave. Bye." I said and turned around. I walked out the door but then I got a thought in my head. I turned back and screamed to them. "Have fun fucking her! I know you will think it's me Sam Uley! Take that to your grave!" I screamed and smiled and ran to my car. I started it and drove home. I will never forgive them, I will take that to my grave. I, Leah Ann (wishing it was Tequila) Clearwater vow that I will die before I forgive them.
Flashback Ends
Soon we got to the beach and we both sat down. Then I talked. "Yea, I did mean it. Long story short, I would rather be dead." I said plainly. I glanced at Jacob for his expression. It was shock, knew it.
"Your life can't be that bad." Jacob whispered.
"Kid, you barely lived life. Why are you wasting it on a leech lover?" I asked him. He shrugged not even bothering to protest. "Wish I had someone to tell me that I was wasting my life when I was going out with Sam."
"How does that relate to you wanting to be dead?" He asked me.
"easy, we are sadly alike in many ways. Sad for you at least. When you give your heart freely, almost too freely to someone, they'll take advantage of you. They'll play with it, but then they break it completely. They break it and bury it. Done and done. That is what is going to happen to you if you don't drop her. You'll end up like me. I want to die because of Sam. Make sense?" I asked.
"Sort of. You're saying I am like you in the worst possible way?" Jake asked.
"There's a good way?" I asked laughing.
"Well your brother has a list. Sweet kid, he has a list, its called '100 Amazing Things About My Sister.' I've read it. Number one is that you seem to be there for people. Which you are, you are here for me now, right?" He asked. Seth really loves me. He is so cute.
"I'm here for you. Don't take this personally, but that bitch of a girl Bella Swan really needs to get a life. She's playing with both of you. The bloodsucker and you, sadly." Shit I started to sound too caring!
"Well then I'm sure you would be happy to find out that I have given up. They are planning on marriage." Jake's voice cracked on marriage. I rocked back and forth. I sighed once I saw Jake's broken face. I closed my eyes tightly and hugged him. He didn't hug back at first, he just was shocked. "Why are you-"
"Shh, just enjoy it. I am never sweet and sensitive." I said pulling away. "And, not trying to sound like a bitch, but yeah I'm very happy. You deserve a lot better Jake. You are a great guy, you remind me of me before I was…this." I pointed to myself.
"A wolf?" Jake snorted.
"No, a crappy person that can't be nice to save her life I guess. But, don't change. And I don't mean that like how they would write something in your yearbook, 'stay cool' or 'don't change over the summer.' No, I mean that so sincerely. I mean it by stay the same Jake, don't screw up your life just for some girl. I can't take back my damage." Jake looked at me with puppy dog eyes.
"What damage? I don't see any." I laughed.
"Maybe not on the outside, but on the in, my heart is a black hole. Anyway, I'm gonna get going. I'll see you around." I got up and so did Jake. He sighed and sniffed once. He was still upset about losing Bella. I went into for another hug. I kissed him on the cheek. "Don't change." I whispered in his ear. I ran back to the house.
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Peace and Love ~Noelle~