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Song used is Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson

I thought this song worked perfectly because to me Larxene is a sadist but only because shes been forced to grow up fast, not letting anyone walk over her. Its Marluxia that brings out the soft side of the savage nymph.

There wasn't much time in Castle Oblivion to relax, but when there was Larxene used this time to listen to her favourite music, and think about that one special person, Marluxia. She put her own thoughts into the one song that seemed to fit her current mood perfectly.

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Larxene raised her eyes to the ceiling, sure they both shared the same goal; to rule their own way and be free from their own superiors but was Marluxia becoming more than she could handle.

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

Marluxias motives to Larxene were still unclear, and as she gently clenched her sheets the savage nymph closed her eyes, trying not to imagine the worst.

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

The Marluxia that she knew was the Marluxia she cared for deeply. Someone who could sweep her off her feet and make her feel that she was the only woman in the world. Yet would this thirst for power make him into something else.

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

Larxene smiled a little as the same lyrics passed her ears


I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

It had been a long wait for Larxene, her life as a somebody brought great loneliness. Marluxia filled that empty void where her heart once laid.


He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

The verse hit Larxene hard, sometimes Marluxia wanted more, more power, more control. It was through times like this that Larxene would unwillingly doubt the one person who seemed to care for her.

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

Fading
Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster

A small tear fell from Larxenes eye, gently sliding down her soft cheek. Larxene was more than certain that Marluxia would be the one person to make her feel special. He was her beautiful disaster.