Okay, I had this story posted a couple years ago, then kicked it off for being NC-17. I got pissed off and said, "Fuck this! I just won't finish it! Well, I've changed my mind. I'll post one of my 12 existing chapters every few days while I work on writing the ending. Hope you enjoy. And if you don't enjoy? I hope you don't pester me for not enjoying it.

A/N: Matt is 17. Tai is 18. TK is 8. Indicates Matt's thoughts.

Disclaimer: I OWN DIGIMON! Oh, wait, I don't do I? Dammit!

WARNING This fic has non-consensual sex, violence, AND is Yaoi. Don't like? Don't read.

Let me Sleep Forever

Matt sat in the dark living room, all alone staring at the clock. Why isn't he back yet? Matt wondered as he watched the clock click to 3 A.M. He's usually home by now. Matt rose from his chair and wandered to the bathroom. He was greeted by a mirror image of himself. Matt didn't like what he saw in the mirror though. He got me pretty good this time. Matt had a bruise around his right eye and dried blood trailing from his nose, to his chin. He took a washcloth and began to wash away the evidence of his fight with his father.

Face now clean, he went back to his chair, where he spent far too many of his nights. It was always the same sequence of events that led him to that chair. Father gets drunk. Son yells at Father. Father hits son. Father leaves house in drunken rage. Son waits up for Father to return. Only, tonight was different.

Matt sighed and thought back to happier times. Back to when his Mom was still alive. They were all happy then. Back before his Dad had become a drunk. It'll be 3 years next week, since Mom died. Matt felt the tears burn the back of his eyelids. Why did she have to die? Why can't things go back to the way they use to be? Why did Dad have to start drinking and doing God knows what else?

Another sigh escaped his lips as he glanced back up at the time. 4:23. Maybe he meant what he said this time about not coming home. But he always says that before he storms out the house. No, he's just trying to scare me. Just "teaching me a lesson" and "putting me in my place." Matt laughed out loud and rose out of the chair again. He went to his bedroom and got dressed for bed. He'll be back tomorrow. Matt assured himself, as he laid his head on his pillow. He'll be back.

"Matt, wake up!"

"Hunh? Go away." Matt mumbled and threw his pillow over his head, trying to escape the annoying rays of sunlight that crept in from the window.

"Matt! Get up! We have to go to school!"

Matt removed his pillow from his head and wearily opened up his eyes. TK stood in front of him, obviously upset with Matt's over sleeping.

"Matt! C'mon, you're gonna make us late!" TK tugged on his older brother's arm trying to coax him out of bed.

"M'sorry TK," Matt mumbled again, and crawled out of bed.

Matt slowly put on his clothes and went into the bathroom. He combed his blond hair while examining the large purple bruise around his right eye. How am I going to explain that to everyone? Matt felt a tug at his sleeve and looked down at his younger brother. TK looked like he was about to cry.

"Matt," TK whispered, "Did Daddy do that?"

"Yeah," Matt sighed.

"Why does Daddy hurt you Matt?"

Because Dad's a prick.

"I don't know why TK. Come on, let's go." Matt grabbed his younger siblings arm and led him out the house.

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"Matt! Pick your head up from off that desk this instant!"

Matt groaned and slowly raised his head. I really need to stop waiting up for Dad. Matt's thoughts towards sleep quickly evaporated when he saw what was standing next to his teacher. He looked at what seemed to him, the most beautiful pair of brown eyes in the world. Matt's eyes traveled up to the disheveled brown hair. Then back down over the rest of the beautiful boy's body. Matt blinked back into reality for a second. Whoa wait! He's another boy! What am I thinking? I can't be attracted to another boy. Can I?

"Class, this is Taichi Yagami. 'He's going to be spending the rest of his senior year with us."

"Uhm, hi, nice to meet you," the brown haired beauty whispered shyly. A blush slowly formed over his cheeks from having the whole class staring at him.

"You can sit in any one of those empty seats by Matt," the teacher said, pointing in Matt's direction.

Taichi walked down the aisle and chose the seat to Matt's right. For once Matt was happy that he was so anti-social. The only seats in the class were the ones around him. That made it so the beautiful creature had to sit next to him. Taichi turned towards Matt. Matt realized he was staring. Matt guiltily shifted his eyes down to his desk. I hope he didn't see me staring. I hope he didn't see me staring. Matt kept chanting in his mind. What is wrong with me? I've never felt this way about anyone before. And why'd it have to be a guy for that matter?

Matt shifted his gaze back up and found those gorgeous brown eyes looking into his. Taichi smiled at Matt. Matt nearly melted.

"Uhm, do you have a pen I can borrow?"

A pen? I have millions of pens. You can have all my pens. You can have anything of mine you want.

"Find your own damn pen!" Matt snapped.

A look of hurt flashed over Taichi's eyes and without another word, he turned away from Matt.

Shit! Why do I always do that? I drive everyone away from me. All he wanted was a freaking pen. But could I say, "Yeah sure, I have plenty." Nooooo. I have to act like a freaking asshole.

The bell rang to go to second period, forcing Matt out of his self scolding. He looked back over to his right, but the beautiful boy was gone.

TBC….

Okay, please review so I'll know whether or not I'm wasting my time with this repost.