A.N: I think this song fits them if Sam did love Freddie. This is my song fic, so tell me what you think.
Sam P.O.V:
I just want to scream, I'm in love with Freddie. At the moment Freddie and Carly are getting wahoo punch downstairs. We just did another amazing webcast and I couldn't stop staring at Freddie like always but he's staring at Carly. Sometimes I just sit in my bedroom and cry for hours because I know I will never get him. Nobody likes me in that way, I mean I'm a tomboy. I don't like makeup or shopping. It's not fair that boys like girly girls, and I'm not going to change for them because it wouldn't me so I'll have to deal with being a spinster for the rest of my life. Sigh. I feel like singing but nobody knows I can. They won't hear me downstairs.
"Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl"
I start crying but I don't mean to but it happens every time I sing this song. I love him but what can I do?
"Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Dark hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl"
Freddie P.O.V:
I've been in love with Sam since our first kiss two years ago. But I'm afraid to tell her because she probably doesn't like me in that way so she will beat me up. So I go along with the charade of "loving" Carly.
It's after the webshow and I decide to check up on her. I'm outside the door, wait is she singing? She's good. Sam's facing the T.V screen
Sam P.O.V:
As I finish I turn around guess who's there? The nub, Oh god did he hear me singing?
"Sam your really good, why don't you sign up for the talent show?" Freddie inquires.
I reply " What are you doing here? Go away you shouldn't have heard that!"
Freddie says "Sam were you singing about me? If you were I have something to te"
I interrupt "Shut it Frednub! Go away! Wha"
Freddie puts his hand on my mouth to stop me talking and whisper yells "Sam let me finish, the thing I want to tell you that I love you"
"what did you say?" I whisper scream.
"You heard me Il-o-v-e you" He spells it out for me.
"Are you messing with me? Oh that's a new low for you Fredweiner. I have to go" I say quickly with tears brimming in my eyes ready to fall. So I left.
Song is I'm not that girl from Wicked the musical, I went to see it recently and I loved it. It was awesome and Lee Mead as Fiyero was totally hot! Should I carry on with this story?
Live long and rock on!
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