Love is selfish
There's a beat of a drum strumming away,
the sound of a familiar voice so far away; yet so close
The cracks on the mirror, the smashes in time
coming to see me committing a sweet crime
As the ever present rhythm, picks up a beat
It's time to decide to fight, or to flee
And as the gradual sound increased my heart sped quicker I laughed shakily, this was what I wanted, wasn't it? For me and Liam to be together properly, then why did I feel so bad? The walls narrowed all around me, trapping me, there was no escape, only denial.
I will battle to the death…
Sounds, a voice, lyrics, sweet words that filled my heart with hope and yet my head thrashed around in the unbelievable truth of what I was doing, reality. Photos of my friends and family came crashing down from the wall in a crumpled heap their faces glaring at me, they didn't understand, no one did.
I exhaled shakily, I had to think straight, my mind was saying one thing whilst my heart pushed me in another direction with such a brutal force I thought it'd pulse out from my ribcage splitting the skin and run off without me leaving me a blank emotionless heap.
The mirror shattered into shared pieces each small fragment reflecting another life, another story of despair. The long lost faces of innocent souls screeched back at me begging for their lives, I was the decider, I had brought about their death.
My aura glowed around me once a bright dazzling green was now a fiery furious red that spilled blood onto my once cream carpet.
They howled "selfish girl" and continued to scream louder than any fire engine siren.
I clutched my head in agony,
"It's not fair" I groaned the overwhelming pain absorbing every inch of my fingers and toes.
Yes it is, we were made for each other, I also wish there was another way but…
The voice, his voice, once again calming my nerves, convincing me into a decision that was already implanted in my head by a demon.
Love is cruel, love is vain, love is selfish and love is me…
This is my story of how I came to fall in love with Liam, a romantic, a killer and also one of the undead. The story of two worlds colliding, fairy tales that are no longer works of fiction or Chinese whispers. Don't dismiss the unknown. And never forget, keep watching the mirrors, from out of the corner of your eye; you see something watching you; just make sure it's a guardian angel and not a spiteful demon…
Summary:
Adele is a normal sixteen year old, she loves shopping and chocolate and writing stories, going into a fantasy world where just about anything seems possible. But a stories just a work of imagination; isn't it? The fauna mirror world is just part of a dream, something else that is so far from reality it's almost impossible to believe, almost…The angels are seeping through the gaping wound; the cracks in reality; in her mirror, but everyone can dress up in disguise, even a crafty demon…
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