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A Day in the Life 11;A Dream is a Wish your Heart Makes
The flashes never stop, and the people never stop screaming my name. I never thought my life would be like this. I'm just this small town girl from Texas, who won a contest to meet Dylan and Cole Sprouse. Now, after the course of time, I'm 19 years old, and living the life I only dreamed about. But of course, dreams never come easy, and there's always drama that comes with it.
I became a star at the young age of 14, barely knowing anything about the entertainment business. My dad passed away just a year later, and it's been 5 years that he's been gone, and it's been hard. I had doubts about Dylan and I being an 'item' or 'together' but it all worked out, and we're still together, after it all. I've been hated, and I've been loved; all across the world and back. So, don't think I'm perfect, because underneath everything, I used to be a normal person, known only by family and her friends. I'm still a normal person, but a normal person known all across the world.
The studio was quiet for a Friday afternoon, quieter than usual. Usually, I'm singing and experimenting with things, but not today. Today I'm going over songs I've written, revising them, and writing more. I've been at this for hours, after my guitarist, Tony, left to go home, and told me to do the same thing. But I CAN'T, I HAVE to finish this. I just have to add one more line and one more chorus and—"Miss Young?" I looked up from the paper of lyrics I was looking over and revising, with a blank stare across the canvas that is my face. "Yes?" I asked. "Dylan's here to see you, can I send him in?" I smiled to myself, looking down at the paper and back up again, and then said "That'd be fine; thanks."
"Hey, it's kinda late, don't you think?" Dylan's voice appeared in the silent room, making me smile slightly again. "Hold on, I gotta finish this." I said to him, looking up at him, and then looking at the paper again. "No, you're coming with me. Not one more word, no more lyrics. You're done for the day, ok?" He said to me, taking the paper and the pencil from my hand and putting them in a drawer.
I looked into his eyes sympathetically. "Don't give me that look." I smiled slightly, trying not to, to make him mad. "That's what I'd like to see, a SMILE. You've been so depressed this week, and today's your BIRTHDAY, you should be excited about it." I smiled fully, and said, "Ok, tonight I'll have fun, just for you." He smiled back to me and said, "That's what I like to hear from you." He looked at me, and I looked to him, just staring at each other. His lips came to mine, for only a moment, and then parted. We both smiled at each other, and looked at each other.
"Enough with all this mushy stuff, we'll do that later. But, right now, I have a surprise for you." He took my hand, and guided me out of the studio, to his car. We drove for awhile, until we got to my favorite restaurant. I think I know what this means. But who knows with Dylan.
He opened my door, and grabbed my hand. We winded through all the tables of people in the restaurant and finally got to where my 'surprise' was. Before I actually SAW it, Dylan put his hands over my eyes, and then counted down. "Open your eyes on 3; 1, 2, 3!" His hands went to the sides, and I saw why he had been acting funny the past couple days. Cole, Judy, Pia, and all my other friends from Texas were at a huge table, laughing and smiling, yelling "SURPRISE!"
I feel the happiest I have all week long. I've been really sad and all, since my dad passed away 5 years ago, 2 days ago. It's been hard, and now it's all worth it. I'm so happy I'm alive, this is amazing. The tears came from my eyes, tears of happiness. "This is so amazing." I said, wiping them from my eyes softly. I hadn't seen anyone from home in a whole year, and they're all so different then before.
We had the manager take a picture of all of us together, for the first time in forever. I'm going to cherish this moment forever; it made my birthday worth it, and amazing. I'm 20 years old, and I couldn't be happier than I am. Tonight, everything came into full circle, and it made me so grateful for what I have.
On this night of April 18th, my birthday, I have become complete. My stomach hurt from laughing so hard, and my eyes have become swollen from crying so much too. Now, Dylan and I have driven back to the condo, and we're in the parking lot. "Oh, and there's more than just that surprise, so follow me." He said, making me smile as I got out of the car. I can only wonder what is in store.