Disclaimer: The song is Better Than Me by Hinder. The characters are Lisi Harrison's
I
think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I
made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of
the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't
miss you
I sat on my bed, thinking about the thing I regret the most. Losing her. Her, being my one and only true love, who I lost for such a stupid reason. I couldn't handle her. I couldn't handle how much she needed to be reassured. I couldn't handle how much she loved me.
But
I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your
hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think
you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I
remember when she and I were just sitting on a park bench. It was so
normal, and yet it was so nice to just be beside her, her hair
billowing out behind her back, and into my face. I remember her
laugh. I remember how she acted. I remember all the good times we
had. The one thing I don't remember, is what I ever did to think I
was good enough.
While
looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I
took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't
want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing
room
I told myself I won't miss you
I said to myself I wouldn't regret giving her up. I wasn't her type, I wasn't good enough to have her, I wasn't good enough to love her. I loved her a lot, but in all reality she deserved so much better.
The
bed I'm lying in is getting colder
But
I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your
hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think
you should know this
You deserve much better than me
Wish I never would've said it's
over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm
older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the
end
Except I really wish I had another chance. I wish I hadn't said she deserved better than me. We were perfect together. I never got over her, no matter what my friends have said. She got over me. She's had other boyfriend, and none of them were like me. I knew I wasn't for her.
I
really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence
tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better
than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your
innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve
much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You
deserve much better than me)
The only problem is that I do still love her. I still love her a lot. And I really wish I could have her back.
And I, Derrick Harrington, have fallen so hard for Massie Block, that if I can't get her back, I don't think my life will be complete.
Author's Note: Not my best, but I fell in love with the song, and I definitely had to make some type of story to it. So, another story for you readers, and I hope you like it. BTW: This story is COMPLETE!!! Unless you want me to go on in the futureā¦
My Love,
Lilly Green
