I'll say this once...
Okay, I'm Exprezo. This is my first shot at posting a fan fiction here... and actually finish it. This story starts out in the third person at no perspective as the opener then it switches back and forth through narrators depending on the chapter. The story holds very serious themes such as prejudice, drug addiction, harsh language, graphic yaoi sex scenes, graphic scenes of violence, social violence, abuse, drug use, political prejudice etc. So please, if you disagree with anything here then don't read it. Some of the content has been either researched or pulled from personal experiences of friends and myself, and several scenes will be written or beta-read by a set of friends who wish to be left unnamed but I will credit them on each chapter if need be. I do not own some of the characters of this story. I know you don't need me to say that but just doing so. I will try and up date at least twice a week and each update should be around 6-15 pages long, could be more though. R&R's are loved. Now let's cut the chit chat and start something amazing.
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"I can feel it, my heart. It's pounding…no. It's racing. Beating, beating too fast… I can hear it, feel it, thumping here in my chest; it's going to explode… yes. It feels so mortal… so, so right… Feeling it right here in my chest, controlling the beating of my tethered heart. But it doesn't stay here dormant. It flows freely throughout my body, starting in the beating of me and the bass line flows along my limbs, coursing through my veins and pulsates out my fingertips. I can see it as it flourishes through out the room, capturing my peers in its beating trance. Vibrations of blue and pulsations of green trick to the beating of the throbbing drums. Yes, I can see it. The flashes and the lines twirling around beating, pounding, racing, throbbing in me, me, me, throbbing in me. No! This, this is not the beating of my heart. No, it can't be. Yet, yet it is oh so similar… but it's not, I know it's not my heart, but oh how I wish it where…"
Sweaty slates of pastille tinted flesh uplift presenting glossy eyes of onyx, partially hidden behind raven strands of sweaty hair. The eyes, blood shot and shaky, quickly darted around the room allowing Sasuke to slowly grasp the sight of muddled melancholy that surrounded him.
He could almost see the tall walls of misery wilting away, still they separated him from the harsh world on the outside. A world of chaotic sin, full of cars and people rushing passed each other with extreme disregard for one another. It was nothing more then a blurry masquerade of multicolored lights that spiral around causing nothing but confusion.
The inside of the apartment was pretty much spotless other then the occasional set of clothing that had been lazily discarded into a messy pile on the floor. Or perhaps a pile of the boy's school books tossed carelessly aside. It was always certain that you could find coffee stained cups no matter where you went in the house.
Slowly he raised his head, quickly lowering it again as he realized that his mind had yet to settle when the room began to spin. "Damn," Sasuke hissed, sliding his hand over his forehead, his fingers rolling over the outer sockets of his eyes. "How… how did I get back to this pit?" He sighed grudgingly as he sat on the bed and rested his head in his hands.
"You can't escape reality forever bud." A familiar voice rang though the open room, ricocheting off the walls. Sasuke's thin, faded lips slightly curled up in to a vague smirk at the sound of this voice.
"Escape? I was merely magnifying my misery, moron," he said slyly, not bothering to turn his head toward his visitor. He simply stared the floorboards, closing his eyes and taking a short deep breath in; the harsh smell of alcohol filled his nostrils. A very unkind smell it was, but it bothered him none, for he had grown used to it. It somewhat reminded him of his past.
"Clever, but why magnify misery when bliss is just a trip away?" The voice responded in a condescending tone that mixed in with the silence of the room.
With the sound of footsteps heading his way a deep slump appeared in the bed right behind Sasuke. "I find that the best way to get over a hang over is to start drinking right when you notice you are hung over," the voice joked and a bottle of Jack was dangled before his face. The feeling of a warm hand rested on his bare shoulder pulled him completely in to the world of reality.
He sighed and grabbed the bottle, tilting it to his lips. A burst of ritual water spilled into his mouth, covering his taste buds and scorching the back of his raw throat. He lowered the bottle and sucked his teeth; the cool air working as a soothing blanket of ice gently putting out the fire in the back of his throat. "Bliss is simply a faux front others hide behind themselves so they can avoid the misery that real life entails… Remember, reality is misery."
"Wow, you're a pessimistic bastard. You know that?"
Sasuke gave a weak chuckle as he stared blankly down at the ground as he tried to come up with a clever retort to that statement. Finally giving up on the task he took another swallow of the liquid and set the bottle of the floor. "How'd I get home?"
He soon felt a rush of heat pressed against his flesh as he felt the embrace of his comrade's arms wrap around him and grab the bottle from him.
This sudden shock of heat allowed him to realize how cold he actually was. The vague hint of a smile that graced the boy's lips quickly vanished as he realized that he was nude. Soon he became quickly irritated by the presence of his friend. He did not motion to put a stop to the banter. "You passed out sometime last night. Sakura helped me lug your lightweight ass home. What did you take anyway?"
"I don't know, something that blond chick was passing out," Sasuke said grudgingly as he tried to shake off a feeling of nausea in his stomach "It was a trip. I can tell you that much."
"It was probably acid, I'd watch out when taking stuff from her." The voice warned. "I've suffered from a few bad trips taking hits from shit she carries around. She's quick to dust your shit and not tell you about it till you're freaking out about pink elephants and purple dogs."
Sasuke didn't respond again, his dark eyes simply stared down at the wooden floor. "Why am I naked?" He asked curiously as he looked behind him to see to see azure orbs accented by bright yellow, half spiked hair and a bright childish smile.
Naruto smirked. "You pissed all over yourself last night, and when Sakura and I got you home we tried to strip you and redress you but you flipped on us and wouldn't let us dress you again," Naruto explained lamely. "So you slept ass naked." He said with a laugh.
Sasuke closed his eyes, feeling a bit of embarrassment from the statement. He could always trust the idiot to take care of him when he got sloppy, but he could never just do so and now hear about it the next day. "You're lying." He responded
"Nope," Naruto said with a smile before holding up three fingers. "Scouts honor."
Sasuke eyed him. "Two problems with that… You were never a scout, and it may be small, but you have a penis."
Naruto looked at his friend for a second, annoyed. "What?"
"You're male… three fingers is brownies… a female organization." Sasuke explained. "No matter how small your cock is…" A rush of irritation sent through Sasuke's mind "What the hell am I explaining this for?!" He snapped pulling himself up.
Naruto cocked an eyebrow and smiled as he looked at his fingers. "Two fingers and you're not properly stretched." He said sheepishly only to receive a disgusted groan and a glare from his friend.
"Please refrain from your faggish ways, ideas and anything else that retains and or alludes to anyone's cock being shoved up your ass while around me. I'm nauseous enough as is."
Naruto glared over at Sasuke for a few seconds trying to decide if he wanted to deal with the raven haired boy's slight prejudice against homosexuals. It had taken a long time for the boy to even accept the fact that Naruto was gay in the first place. When he had told him he thought he was bisexual Sasuke avoided Naruto for two months. When Sasuke found out from Sakura that Naruto had no interest in females at all, Sasuke hunted Naruto down and tried to beat the boy's face in for being "a worthless faggot", as the Raven haired boy had screamed so bluntly as he continued to break the boys cheek bone.
It only took 2 day's for Sasuke's guilt to tear right through him and he ended up standing out side of Naruto's hospital room for 6 hours until Naruto noticed him and made him enter the room. The conversation consisted of a lot of awkward silences, a crying Naruto, an attempted apology and Sasuke feeling twice as bad about the situation then he did before he had even entered the room.
"Hey, horse cock," Naruto said crossing his arms in irritation. "If you're uke, it really doesn't matter how big you are, so you can stop with the 'small jokes', they have no affect on me. But for the record my penis is not small, you are just freakishly big."
Sasuke raised an eyebrow to the other. "Can we change conversation?"
The blond haired boy examined his friend for a few seconds with an amused smile before grabbing the bottle of rum and standing up as he gulped down the harsh liquid. Lowering the bottle he looked at Sasuke. "Get dressed. We'll go to Akimoto. I'm sure Hinata has the place open by now." He gestured to his friend and jokingly scampered over to the door, into the hallway and out of sight.
"What time is it?" Sasuke called after Naruto but didn't receive an answer.
With a grudging moan Sasuke slowly pulled himself up and placed his feet firmly on the cold floor sucking air through his teeth. He felt the shockwave of ice flow up his leg. "Why the hell don't we have carpet flooring?" he grumbled to himself as he made his way over to his closet grabbing a change of clothes and making his way out of his bedroom and into the cold hallway.
"Eight thirty." He heard Naruto's voice finally answer him from the next room.
"What?" He asked with a bit of spite in his words.
"It's eight thirty. You asked a while ago" Naruto said with a shrug from the end of the hallway where he was leaning up against the wall with a cigarette hanging from his lips.
He was dressed in a pair of plain black jeans and a black T-shirt with bright orange paint splattered across it in random areas and a bright orange hoodie that was the reverse of his shirt because it was splattered with black.
"Put that damn thing out of the house!" Sasuke snapped glaring down the hallway at his roommate. He watched the boy as he chuckled and took another drag from the cigarette as he pushed himself off the wall and walked toward him.
Naruto stood in front of the naked man for a few seconds as he blew the smoke out of the side of his mouth in attempt to guide the smoke away from Sasuke's face, while his face held a mischievous smile. "My bad." He said before taking the cigarette out of his mouth and quickly sticking it to the flesh on Sasuke's shoulder until it was out.
"Fuck, Naruto!" Sasuke hollered as he pulled away from the burn of the cigarette. "Asshole!" He said as he grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him closer to him raising his hand to hit him but found following through with it would be in vain because the boy would more than likely laugh it off.
Sasuke growled as he glared deeply into the boy's blue eyes which were held in a half moon shape from his bright smile. "Sadistic bastard," he said as he pushed Naruto away from him back into the hallway and closed the door.
"Ha! That's a first." Naruto called from the other side of the door with laughter still lingering his if voice. "Hurry up though," he said as he walked back down the hallway and out in to the large living room and flopped down on the sofa and stared blankly up at the ceiling.
Sasuke stared down at the sink for a few seconds before he turned and walked over to the shower starting it. He turned the temperature to an almost ridiculously hot level and watched the steam slowly rise from the water as it continued to heat. After a bit he began wondering if was possibly to hot to bathe in. Decided to take the chance he stepped in to the shower, "Ah, fuck" he hissed as he pulled away from the water finding that it was indeed to hot. Still he did not reach to turn the tempter down any, understanding the fact that eventually his skin would get used to the heat.
He began to relax as the heated water began to flow down his body washing away the sweat and grime that remained from the party the night before. He began to struggle with piecing together the events that had occurred.
He cocked his head backward and sighed, finding the task was impossible and it was useless to even continue trying because he would never be able to fully recall what had happened. He slowly stepped further in to the water letting it run over his face and he zoned out, letting his mind freely roam.
"Damn it! Hurry up and get out already! You're clean!" Naruto's voice quickly pulled Sasuke out of his daze and he quickly opened his eyes.
Sasuke let out a sigh and contemplated staying in the shower a while longer simply to irk his roommate. He decided against it because the temperature of the water was now uncomfortably cold. He reached down and turned off the shower before resting his head against the cool tile of the wall where he stayed for a while, letting the water drain from his body.
He gave another sigh before stepping out of the shower while drying off and quickly he changed into a plain dress shirt and a pair of dark blue jeans before he messily styled the back of his hair using far too much hair product.
He looked himself over one last time before walking out of the bathroom and down the hallway to the living room where Naruto had sprawled himself across the couch again. His feet positioned up near the head rest and his arm hanging lazily aside.
Sasuke glared at him for a few seconds "Idiot," he mumbled in order to grab Naruto's attention.
Naruto popped up and looked at Sasuke with an agitated expression smeared across his face. "Bout time, what the hell took so long?" He asked as he stood up and began to stretch.
Sasuke held a blank gaze toward his friend before offering a small shrug of the shoulders "I didn't notice." He muttered as he slowly walked across the room to the coffee table.
Naruto smirked as he watched his friend make way across the room, a smirk of amusement shining in his eyes. "You are so out of it." He chuckled.
Sasuke smiled a bit thinking that over. It was true, he was still recovering from the night before; his mind had yet to catch up with him so everything felt rather numb to him. He wouldn't think too much about it because it really didn't bother him all that much, but still, it was indeed noticeable. "What ever it was it knocked me on my ass," he huffed as he grabbed his cell phone off of the table and flipped it open.
"Hey moron, U ok?" – Sakura
Sasuke smirked and began to think of a reply: "Akimoto = coffee." He replied quickly before flipping the phone shut and looking over to Naruto. "Come on."
Bleh! It's a bit short but not too bad. They will get longer once the story get's going. Hope you like so far.
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