Okay so this story starts when Adam wakes up in the hospital, the first thing he sees when he opens his eyes is Drew sleeping at the end of his bed.
Why can't I move? What happened? Where am I? Why cant I speak? Wheres Becky? All these questions were swirling through my mind at 100 kilometers an hour.
It was making me dizzy just thinking about all of it. With all the strength in me, I try to call out Drew's name so he wakes up. Nothing comes out, as I keep trying
to signal him, it feels like a train is running through my chest with every breath. I black out.
A few weeks pass and days seem like they're getting longer. Slowly my body starts healing, but I keep thinking about Becky. I cannot stop, shes a poision to my kryptonite.
I need to tell her that I love her, and time is only making me more frantic. More questions swirl through my head. Is she with Todd now that I can't communicate with her?
Has anyone told her that I was here? I wish my phone didnt break in the crash. I wish I were paying attention. I wish I didn't get so damn jealous about some stupid
guy. Of course I trusted her, I mean. She trusted me with being around Imogen. The reason she probably hates me is because I made out with Imogen in that stupid van.
I love Imogen of course. But, not in the same way. I betrayed Becky. I wouldn't be surprised if she would never talk to me again because of it.
School starts in two weeks, and my mom is forcing me to go. I've only been out of the hospital for a few days, but my body seems to be in recovery mood. All I have left is an cast on my arm,
and a slight wobble to my step. Thankfully, while I was in the hospital, my doctors kept giving me my dosage of testosterone. I've noticed a change in my voice, as
well as my body turning into what i've always wanted. A guys body. Now I can finally be true to myself, and hopefully Becky will take me back.
Sitting on this damn couch, playing the same games everyday gets boring. Especially with my bestfriend Eli in NYU, my brother Drew visiting his fiance Bianca at her
university. Nones around to hang out with.
- Adamn, lost in his train of thoughts doesn't hear the knocking sound at the glass door. Eventually the person at the door gives up and clearly sees him on the couch,
they just proceed to open the door and casually sits next to Adam. -
"Whoa! How the hell did you get in here?" Adam shouts, as he looks over to the mystery girl who found her way into his house.
"Adam, you never returned any of my facerange messages, or calls. I had to come see if it was true, if it were true that you were okay. After our kiss in the van,
it made me realize that I love you, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about you. Your accident was because of me, we moved too fast and I scared you. Im sorry,
I just want you to know that you make my life better. Everyday gets easier knowing your okay, and against all odds, youre still here." Imogen says without taking a breath.
-Adam looks like hes about to be sick and runs off to the bathroom and hurles into the toilet. His mind racing, flash backs of the crash, flash backs of becky soar through
his mind at the speed of light. He falls to his knees and burries his head into his hands freaking out. Adam soon faints and falls against the wall.-
It's two days before school starts again, Drew's finally back from visiting Bianca, and moms got us preparing for our senior year. This year is going to be different,
I keep telling myself. Drew and I will basically be ruling the school. You see, Drew can't play sports anymore because of his idiotic choices in the past. Therefore,
he had to choice an alternative, his alternative being politics. He is now the new school president, and with Clare by his side. This year is gonna rock. Now if I could
just take the plunge to talk to Becky...
-First day of school Audra drops off Drew and Adam at the front of Degrassi.-
"Bye boys! Love you! Drew, dont get into trouble the first day!" Audra shouts out from the van.
-Both of the boys turn around and Adam lets out a slight chuckle. Drew scowls and nudges him. They smile and continue walking up the stairs-
Walking up the stairs to start my first day of my last year at Degrassi feels so rewarding. I've been through so much within these walls, and to come here a new man.
It feels so good to be able to look at my former bullies and laugh in their face. Because I made it. I am here until the end. None is stronger than I am, and none can
bring me dow-
-Adam stops his train of thought to the first sight of Becky Baker in the arms of another man. He drops to his knees and holds his chest like his heart has been
ripped out and stomped on. Drew notices and pulls him to his feet-
"Look bro, this is NOT how you want to start your year. You knew deep down that if you didn't do anything to contact her, that this would happen. I hate what shes
doing to you. She shouldnt have this much effect on your life." Drew says as hes holding his brother up.
"Drew, shes already with another guy. What do you want me to do?" Adam says running out of air with every word.
"You don't know forsure that shes with him. Keep that in mind. But as for now, you have to do your best to move on. Or talk to her." Drew says as hes lets go of Adam
letting him stand on his own.
-Adam watches as Becky closes her locker and walks around the corner. The bells ring and Drew runs off to class leaving Adam alone at the front doors. When all of a
sudden someone grabs him from behind-
I am sorry this is short and sweet, this is my first story. Next chapter will be longer, and I promise you. It gets intense. 3