Disclaimer: I don't own Hunter x Hunter nor the movie Found (2012)
A/N: This was inspired by a movie and I was fascinated by the relationship of the characters in the movie Found (2012) and rephrased some lines because their lines were great. Although the real movie contains no real sexual attraction between the characters, there are brotherly love interaction there and I interpreted it as one with the sexual kind for this fic. I honestly think Killua and Illumi would fit the characters' role better but I don't ship them as much as I ship HisoGon, I think. It depends, really.
Warning: Yaoi, Blood and Gore, Decapitation, Incest, Age Difference, Gon is 12, Hisoka is 27, Killing, Sexual Fantasy in Hisoka's part, Possible Bloodplay, Minor Character Death, Bullying, etc.
Please do not continue if any of those themes displeases or intolerable for you and I do not condone the characters' actions. Also, please excuse wrong grammar, repeated use of words and narrow-minded creativity in this fic.
Thanks for my friend, Patty, for criticizing my works :DD
Summary: Gon has always been on good terms with Hisoka, his brother, and Gon knew Hisoka would never hurt him because brothers don't hurt each other, right?
Gon just hoped Hisoka won't do much worse when he found out that Gon knew his brother's secret.
Chapter 1: My Brother's Secret
Gon stares at the bag in his brother's closet.
Gon shouldn't be inside his brother's room right now without his brother's permission. But he is. Gon stared hard at the black duffel bag inside his brother's closet, his hazel colored eyes wide and unblinking. His hand twitched, moving to grab the bag in his brother's closet. Gon's body moved fluidly, already used to opening his brother's secret whenever he had the chance when his brother is out.
Gon kneels on the floor, putting the duffel bag in front of him, and reached for the plastic gloves tucked behind his pants that were covered by his white baggy shirt. Gon's eyes still held his gaze on his brother's bag while putting the gloves on both his hands, not needing to look anywhere else but what held his interests at the moment.
Heart beat increasing, Gon reached for the zipper and starts to open the black leather bag that held his brother's secret. A pungent smell assaulted his nose the moment he fully opened the bag but he paid no heed to it as he keeps on staring at his brother's secret, mesmerized by the surreal reality that led a human head in his brother's bag.
Gon lifted it up to look at it completely. Every few days it's a new head. Usually they are men. But one time he had a little boy's head in there. Today was a boy, by the looks of it, slightly older than him by three or four years.
The dried blood splattered around the head made his plastic gloves cling to it, giving him a difficult time when he begin to drag down his fingers starting from the closed eyes up to the slightly parted lips. The head on Gon's hands felt cold to the touch. He contemplates to the times that the head once held thoughts and feelings. It kissed somebody it loved and now it's just a head in a black duffel bag.
Gon truly hoped he won't end up that way.
Gon worries about his brother finding out. If Hisoka found out Gon sneaked inside his room, he would probably kill him too. Killers always kill the nosy people or what the killers in horror movies have done whenever Gon watches it.
"Gon!" The boy was woken up from his musings when he heard his aunt Mito called his name. Gon carefully placed the head inside its holder and positions it inside his brother's closet the same way it was previously situated. Or so he hoped.
Gon made his way down the stairs to meet his aunt Mito.
"Didn't you hear me the first time, Gon?"
"Sorry. I was upstairs."
Gon proceeded to sit on the chair on their dining area, watching his aunt pacing at the kitchen in preparing for dinner. Gon's legs are swinging back and forth while waiting for the right moment to ask his aunt for permission.
"Ne, Mito-san…" Gon started off.
His aunt hummed inquiringly. "Is it alright if Killua and I go see a movie at his place?" Gon asked, looking at his aunt with hopeful eyes.
Mito looked at Gon and saw him using his puppy dog eyes on her. She sighed, she found herself giving into Gon's request faster than before. "Alright," Gon readies himself to shout his gratitude to his aunt when his aunt interrupted him.
"But be back before 3" Aunt Mito added which earned her a sound of protest from Gon,
"Mou, Mito-san! I'm already twelve, not five." Gon crossed his arms and pouted. "I don't need a curfew." His just aunt chuckles softly at Gon's childishness. Whatever Gon said, he was still a kid in her eyes.
Their eyes landed on the entryway when the entrance door opened. Hisoka, with his bright colored outfit that screams magician, walked imposingly towards the staircase. His face held a frown and his dark aura was intimidating to both Gon and his aunt.
Gon watches his brother took a couple of steps ascending the staircase when Hisoka suddenly stops when he heard aunt Mito muttered an audible "He could've said at least 'I'm home'."
Gon felt uncomfortable in his seat when his brother went down and fixed aunt Mito a dark look. After a few seconds, his frown changed into a grin so wide making his eyes close forming a shape of an inverted U. Hisoka walked to Gon's chair in a couple of strides and placed a hand on his little brother's shoulder. Gon tensed up at the unexpected contact.
When Hisoka opened his eyes slightly, Gon shuddered at the cold look directed at his aunt and Hisoka secretly reveled on taking note of the shiver. Without taking Hisoka's eyes off of aunt Mito, Gon felt Hisoka's hand on his shoulder slowly caressed his neck on his way to Gon's chin, tilting it towards him. "I did say 'I'm home', didn't I, Gon-kun?~" Hisoka's tone was deep and playful. Hisoka stared at aunt Mito for few second then tilted his face downward to meet his little brother's uneasy expression.
Gon didn't know what to feel. "Y-Yeah." Gon lied. The answer Gon gave unconsciously is what he thought Hisoka wanted to hear. Besides he didn't exactly heard if Hisoka really did say that when he entered or not. Gon's sweat rolled down from his temple to the side of his cheek.
Hisoka watched the wet substance trailed down and licks his lips. Gon's eyes darted his eyes to the dark pink appendage that leaves a trail of saliva on Hisoka's previously dried lips.
"Well, welcome home then." Aunt Mito said, breaking the two brother's eye contact. Hisoka then turned the other way to resume ascending the stairs. Gon watches his brother's back, still feeling the lingering heat of Hisoka's hand on his chin.
Gon looked down; his thoughts are in a storm about what just happened. But before he could think up further, aunt Mito, once again, interrupted his train of thoughts.
"Gon, go upstairs and do your homework now. I'll call you when dinner's ready." Aunt Mito suggested. Her face looked troubled by the brothers' interaction earlier, although she tried to hide it by using the firm but soft voice to Gon; she knew he could detect her uneasiness.
Gon, sensing that he shouldn't protest anymore, agreed willingly, "Okay."
Dinner was an uneventful event. The only people o the table was Aunt Mito and Gon. Hisoka, as always, just ate in his room and Aunt Mito's husband, probably in a nightclub somewhere, his aunt supplied, is not present as well. Gon couldn't help but feel unwanted. At least aunt Mito is here, Gon thought gratefully.
Gon was doing his homework on his bed, lying on his stomach. He should've been finished before dinner but he always got a hard time with dealing math, so now, he is now past his bedtime. Gon was so focused on the math problem so he didn't hear his door opened.
Gon was startled when a hand touches the curve of his back. Whipping his head to face the intruder, he was surprised to see Hisoka's figure. Hisoka sat gently beside Gon, his hand still present on Gon's back and his other hand placed on the bed in front of him.
"Do you need my help, Gon-kun? ~" Hisoka questioned, already knowing the answer to his question by the smirk on his face.
Gon stared at Hisoka, his hair down from after shower and a towel around his neck, his dress shirt unbuttoned on the top part, gracing Gon with Hisoka's dripping wet collarbone and chest.
Hisoka bent a bit forward to see Gon's homework. Gon's eyes never leaving the presented patch of skin, now having a closer look because of his brother leaning forward. Hisoka bent a little more so his dress shirt dangles at the front from his position, giving space for a delectable view for his little brother. Hisoka's nipples are showing off and his impressive abs now visible.
Gon gulped unconsciously. He could feel a stirring inside the lower part of his abdomen.
Hisoka smirked but cooled his expression to a questioning one. "You don't want me to help you Gon-kun?" He tilted his head to look at Gon.
This immediately caught Gon's attention. Blushing furiously, Gon was afraid that he was caught ogling his brother, he stuttered out his reply. "N-No! I-I mean, Yes please!"
Gon instantly turned to face his homework, still slightly blushing. "Umm, this part here…"
During the tutoring session, nothing interesting enough happened, much to Gon's disappointment, although the said person was unaware of it.
Finally they are done. Gon sighed tiredly, blinking his eyes from drowsiness. He felt the added weight to the bed lift and when he turned to look at Hisoka, all Gon saw was his back exiting Gon's room. "Hisoka." Gon called out, yawning tiredly.
Hisoka halted his steps.
"Thanks." Gon muttered, rubbing his eyes. He dozed off before he could hear his brother's reply.
With half lidded eyes that glimmer with hidden intent, Hisoka covered his mouth with one hand, grinning madly, Hisoka whispered, "Anything for you, Gon."