Third person POV-
"So No i honestly don't think you Can become a hero without a quirk"
"I'm Sorry Izuku! I wish things were different!"
"DEKU!!!!"
"You could always take a swan dive off the building!"
those words kept ringing in Izuku's head over and over again.
so many people had made it more than clear to him that he was nothing but a useless quirkless ordinary boy...
even his idol all might Said it, and even his own mother!
Izuku took a small glance at half burned the notebook on his desk, today Bakugou had bullied him again, making him look like a fool in front If the class...again
He had taken notes on every hero he found interesting, he knew their moves, what made them good, their fighting styles and moves. he knew them all!
"I'm Sorry Izuku! I wish things were different!"
His mothers words
'Mom... maybe things are different... maybe..maybe i was never meant to be a hero at all...but... maybe something else..'
All mights POV-
"Phew! If Aizawa hadn't dropped by when he did and erased that slime monsters quirk, things would've been really bad!" I said to myself
Despite what had just happened my mind kept lingering on that boy from before
'Was i too hard on him? He seemed really sad by it..'
And Also...i wasn't really one to talk, After all long ago i used to be quirkless too.
The more i thought about the more that boy reminded me of myself from back then..yes.. i desperatly wanted to be a hero too
I began feeling bad
i'm all might!
I'm supposed to bring people faith and hope!
Not destroy dreams...
What i Said was true..partly...but i was stressed! he had seen me in my Real form... and the words came out wrong. I could just hope that he didn't have it too bad
Izuku POV-
I did realize that i was sad, and because of that sadness my mind began to go Dark...it had before, but all the other times i harshly pushed the Dark thoughts away, hoping with all my might that there was just a little hope for me...but i had come to accept the harsh truth, for people like me...for quirkless people. There's No hope...
So this time..this time i embraced the Dark thought, hoping that maybe they could Help me find a reason for all of this..
Maybe i don't need a quirk!
All i need to know is the others weaknesses
But... right now all i have going for me is my Notes...
I need something else...some...bodybuilding...Yeah that'll do!
But a normal gym won't do. That'll take too long... then what?...hmmmmmmm...
THE BEACH! Yes of course! Dragging all that trash Gotta do it!
Okay! So If i Can become strong than even without a quirk i Can be something! Someone!
With a strong body and god reflexes there are a lot og people i Can take Down..a lot of the heroes attacks are tought to defend from, but If you know enough, and If you know their exact moves and tecknikes than you Can avoid it and than, before the heroes Can compose themselfes you counter attack
"But first..."
I stood up from my desk and went out in the hallway to a cabinet with some boxes
I took a rather large box, and startet collecting all my hero related stuff
-my action figures
-my posters
-the cups with all mights face
-even my calander
Despite what all might had told me i still looked up to him, After all i shouldn't hate him for what he told me, he only told me the truth After all. But to change.. this was what i had to do to reach my New goal
...also...
My Dream of going to UA... is not a reality...
I ripped the poster of UA Down and threw it in the box along with all the other things
My mom had sorted trough a lot of stuff that needed to be thrown out-
So i put my box next to all the others to have it thrown out
I just hope that mom don't look at what is inside of the box
'She could never understand...could never understand, just how lost i am?...how hurt i am?'
I started to wonder...If i should be a villian...was this really the right place...i didn't hate me mom, No far from! I still loved her dearly..which is Why i didn't want to drag her into the darkness along with me...it would hurt her less If i left, than If she should see me slowly turning into a villian...
I looked around the room. I had everything i needed to survive on my own.
- a suitcase
- clothes
- money i've been saving for years
- sleeping bag
The list goes on-
I didn't like hurting my mom like this but it was the only Way..
So i took a Piece of paper and a pen, and startet writing a goodbye note to my mom... even though i Said i didn't like to hurt her i knew it would. It woukd hurt really badly..After all my dad already left us..so when i was gone she would be all alone. I didn't like that thought but as i Said..this was the only Way. The only way i could find reason with my life
After i was finished with the note i started packing. Luckyly my mom was working late tonight so a had lots of time.
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It didn't take very long to get all i needed but it did take long to get the courage to actually leave. I grew up Here. This was my home.
And for a while i started doubting the decisions i had made.
But not a long time went by and those Dark, evil and broken thoughts came back.
And i walked out of the apartment. Not closing the door.
Not looking back