Preface
Its been 2 weeks since he left. I dont know how I coped, every day seems like a eternity, every eternity seems to last FOREVER. I don't think I can keep it up any longer, pretending nothing has happend because it has. It's killing me more than any one thinks it is. I had a boyfriend who was a vampire, a best friend who was a vampire and a whole second family who were vampires. Like I said HAD and never will again, unless I do somthing about it. But what can I do I don't know where they went. All expect 2. Alice and Jasper. But will Jasper still feel guilty of what has happend. Oh well its my only hope i'm falling apart here, half way through falling appart. I am allready half dismanteled. I have no more hope so I've made up my mind i'm tracking them down, all of them.
