ANSWERS


Disclaimer: I don't own them, but if I did, they would be in a
different place than what they are at this current time.

Odds & Ends: uh..this is Grissom and Sara…from Grissom's POV.

Old song but I like it and it fits….or I made it fit…..First Smut
story..so please, please, please, please, please be kind..cause I'm
not a man so this whole male POV is harder than I thought….
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I can almost hear the stillness as it yields to the sound of your
heart beating
And I can almost hear the echo of the thoughts that I know you must
be thinking


Time has a way of making life different for all who wait…For me, I
never thought I would find myself at her apartment. It started out
normal, she invited me over to go over the current case we had been
working on. But the smell of her perfume seem to intoxicate me,
nothing in my whole life had done what her scent was doing to me. I
tried to considerate on the case but her beauty and smell kept
distracting me. Before I realized what I was doing my hand reached
up and started to stroke her face. She turned and for a moment I
read everything that she was thinking, the stillness of the room
couldn't mask the sound of our hearts racing to what was about to
come………

And I can feel your body tremble as wonder what this moment holds
in store
And as I put my arms around you I can tell you've never been this
far before

Her skin was soft as I slowly touched her cheek. She started to
move closer to me..our faces about two inches away from each other.
Her lips start to part as if to let me know it was alright to kiss
her. But I stopped, I knew it was wrong. She was with another.
Before I could speak my arms (who seem to have a mind of their own)
wrapped themselves around her and my lips met hers. I could feel
her start to tremble, my lips moved to her neck as we slowly laid
upon her couch. Her fingers went to my head and started to search
my hair, the feeling was something strange to me. Something I
hadn't felt in some time..work had taken over every moment of my
life, until she arrived and for some reason, she held me, I could
never get away…I looked up at her face as to ask if I could unbutton
her shirt…her face gave me what I was looking for and we start to
undress each other…..


I don't know what I'm saying as my trembling fingers touch
forbidden place
I only know I've waited for so long for the chance we are taking.


Her back arches as I travel lower and my hand seeks and finds the
very place I had always wanted to touch, but never knew I did. I can
her her moans as I part her and slowly and lightly trace my finger
over her hole as if to tease her. I can feel her wetness as I
continue the slow torture. Her moans become words as she begs to
feel my fingers inside her. I enter slowly feeling the inside.
Thoughts of this moment that I had always envisioned rushed back to
me, as long as I had known Sara, I dreamed of making slow love to
her and I knew this was wrong, but she wasn't arguing or trying to
stop me as I take my fingers out and replace them with my manhood…….

And as I taste your tender kisses I can tell you've never been
this far before
And as I take the love your giving, I can feel tension building in
your mind

I start slowly, in and out….I can feel the love as we continue at
the pace…I come down to kiss her and as I do, I realize that she
knows we shouldn't be doing this but it is something we had wanted
for so long. Both of us, have been seeing others but the love in
our hearts had brought us to this point. Neither one of us to deny
our hearts…..we both hit our climax, and I fall upon her and start
to place small kisses on her neck not wanting to leave her………

And your wondering if tomorrow I'll still love like I'm loving
you tonight
You have know way knowing that tonight will only make me love you
more
And I hope that you'll believe me, cause I know you've never been
this far before

I don't know when we had fallen asleep but I awoke to the phone in
her apartment ringing I was laying next to her with a blanket draped
over the both of our bodies. I didn't want to move she lay there so
peaceful like, I just stayed and finally the ringing stopped, I knew
who it must have been. I wondered if she had been with him, made
passionate love like we had. I wondered if she cared for him like
she cared for me….She spoke, bringing me back to reality, I looked
in her eyes and saw the thoughts cross her mind, Does this change
anything?, Do you regret it?, Do you love me?, Where do we go from
here?….I kiss her softly instead of talking as if to reassure, or to
keep her there..with me, not to go back to him….Or to make the
moment last and never to die…I break the kiss and she whispers
"I love you, Gil" and a smile falls over her face…I return the smile
and we recreate the night before…with more than we had started
with…..Answers.