*Hia, my second story here, I hate reading these stupid, godforsaken author notes so I'll keep this short. This is what happens to Bella when she moves to forks already a vampire. I'll fill in the gaps later (maybe chapter three she starts to find out the whole story) if you want to see how this story is ('cos I ain't gonna tell you right now that's just daft) then read on.
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*Bella's point of view*

All I could remember of what happened that night was the darkness and the pain. At first it was just in my neck, the back of it, I didn't see my assailant. Then it spread, it was like a fire, an actual fire that boiled inside of me. It was unimaginable. And it felt like it had lasted forever. I done everything I could, but I couldn't stop myself from screaming for the whole time. I didn't know how but eventually I felt the pain recede, first from my fingers, then my feet. That was around the time I noticed changes to the world around me. I could hear so well, that was the first thing I noticed. It was like I could hear everything within the hospital. And also it was like it was being said in the same room, but never shouted. I could bare the noise of a jet engine, but still the sound of a rabbits nose twitch all at the same time. At least that's what it felt like. During that time the doctors around me were making notes all the time, in face by the sounds of the pencils and pens I could tell what they were writing. It was incredible. One of the doctors was writing about how beautiful I was, it was hardly true, I was never a good looker, so to speak. What was he writing that for? The pain brought me back to reality; it was past my elbows and knees now. But the fire was raging in my heart stronger than ever. It was so painful I cried ever louder, waking my sleeping mother. She hadn't left my side bless her, and my step father hadn't left hers. I listened to a doctor taking notes on a clip board.

Day three, no sign of change with subject, she hasn't slept or eaten in the whole time, intravenous food to be administered in two hours time. Oh god... needles; I hated the bastard who ever invented them. I'm sure they had some purpose other than to take blood. I smelled the room. That was the most noticeable change so far. I could smell everything that was in this part of the hospital. Everything from clean to filthy, living to dead, it was extraordinary. I couldn't believe it, what was happening to me? The pain was past my shoulders and hips, that was when I tried to open my eyes. But I couldn't it was like they were glued together with super glue. It was hardly the least of my worries, like what was going to happen when the pain reached my heart? And stuff like that, but for some reason it really worried me. I heard my mum speak.

"She's beautiful, Dr, why is her look changing?" what? I'm changing?

"I don't have an answer for you, apparently there is an expert coming down here to have a look at her." An expert?

"An expert?" thanks, that's what I said.

"Yeh, a Dr Carlisle Cullen. Supposedly the best Dr in North America." He said disbelievingly. I wondered who green his eyes were right now. That was when the pain reached my heart. It was searing now, exploding, burning, impossibly hot. The pain was all consuming, my body convulsed.

"Dr!" my mum shouted.

"Oh You!" Phil shouted out the door. "Get in here now!" I heard a Dr Run through the door. I felt hands touch my body, holding me down. But they couldn't. If I wanted to move I would.

"I... Can't hold... her!" I heard a Dr moan under intense strain. I felt my body slam down and the sound of breaking bones. Not mine though, the Drs arm had shattered. My heart beat. Then beat again. It gave a very final sounding beat, then just one more. Then nothing.

I was dead. The sound of the heart monitor flat lining filled the room.

Was this what death felt like? Nothing? Just normal? How could I hear? How could I move, if only a little? How could I breathe? How could I smell? How could I think? How could I think of things, to think about how I can think about them?

Wow!

I actually got that last one there. I felt around my new mind. It was massive, like I could think on several things all at once, but it wasn't like multi tasking that was too simple, this was something totally new. In my mind I also felt something very odd, like a bit of resistance, just covering the outside of it. I could feel it was malleable, that it could be moved, not very far though. I wondered what it was. But a sound brought me back to reality. My mum was crying. She was crying so hard it was difficult to think of anything else. I opened my mouth to speak. I just got a few words out.

"Mum...? I'm... here... thirsty..." was all I could say. My mum looked at me like she was seeing things.

"Bella?"

"Thirsty..." I said again.

"What are you looking at! Get her something!" Phil shouted at the Dr's I could hear them all close their mouths. More force them shut.

"Oh Bella baby I'm here, it's going to be ok love." She whispered, I felt her take my hand, she gasped, so did I.

"Mum... you've got... a fever?" I just about managed, a bloody bad one too, she was boiling.

"But Bella, you're so cold. DR! Get her a blanket she's freezing here!" she yelled out the door. After a moment I felt my mother tuck me in with a blanket, but it made no difference to me what she ever, I didn't feel cold at all. Actually I felt very comfortable, like I was at the perfect temperature, nice and toasty actually. A moment after the blanket was in place a nurse came in with a glass of water. I felt a straw go against the edge of my mouth. I started to suck at it. The moment it hit my mouth I gagged in disgust. It was the worst thing I had ever tasted. Hideous, vile, like drinking a shit/piss cocktail. I spat it out and gagged.

"Bella what's wrong?" she tasted the water. "it tastes fine. You have to drink." I tried again, but the same happened. this time an unexpected voice came at me, I hand't heard him.

"is this Bella Cullen?" the man said.

"are you Dr Cullen?"

"it's just Carlisle and yes I'm here to see Bella." He was the voice of my new start.