destiny calling
What if it was Bella who´s the vamp in the beginning and Edward who´s a... well not normal but human ´ll probably fall in love nevertheless but as we know Bellas thinking is quite different from Edwards so who know´s what happens when they get closer =)
Btw I´m really sorry but my english isn´t that good (as it´s not my mother tongue), if there are lots of mistakes please don´t hesitate to correct me,especially with regards to is my very first fanfic and I hope it´s going to be a good one I´m really trying to give my best.
Thanks!
Disclaimer for the whole story: I don´t own the story and characters,yep Steph it´s all yours ;)
Prolouge
Sometimes leaving your beloved one is the only way. It´s gonna hurt but in the end it´s better than hurting the person you love again and again- so I´ll have to say goodbye!
Edward
What do I exist for?
I have eternity ahead of of me but what do I live for?
Bella
Chapter 1- school sucks but school 4 ever is hell
BPOV
Tic..tic..tic...
Life´s not fair but that´s not really new to me. I´m Isabella Marie Cullen and right now I´m stuck in my own personal hell. Hm but considered what I am that´s probably where I´m supposed to be as a vampire. The hours at school seem to be an endless blur of boredom, because everything I hear is already saved in my unfailing vampire memory . How I envy my older brother and sister, Emmett and Rosalie, who where changed at the age of 22 and 24, everytime we started somewhere new they could play the senior students and after 2 years of boredom walk away to college. But I´m stuck in the body of a 17 year old girl forever, so playing a college student without looking like a freak is impossible, especially when you´ve got FREAK written on your forehead anyway by your appearance. I´ve been to Darthmoore once and made a medical degree it´s been some nice years..and my father Carlisle was really proud of me as he´s a doctor himself. I´m the youngest member of my family, but one of the best when it comes to adapting to our vegetarian lifestyle, which means drinking animal blood instead of human´s. My father says it´s my gift to have an amazing self-control (just like he has)...well it´s not really cool compared to Alice who sees the future or Jasper who is able to control people´s feelings but it´s definitely handy when it comes to blending in. I´ve been with my lovely, strange family for almost 40 years now and I wouldn´t trade them for anything in this world.
Tic..tic..tic...
Ahhhww is this aweful lesson never going to end? Another 10 minutes - I shot a pleading look towards Jasper who was sitting right next to me.
„Sorry Bella I´m not going to play nosebleeding again" he wispered just loud enough for me to hear. I smiled at the irony of my favourite escaping plan, „Alice told me Mrs. Franke is suspicous enough and would like to see the blood this time".
„Oh darn but it´s soo boring here! Maybe we should give Jessica some nosebleeding and accompany her to the nurse" I smirked at the thought of my enemy bleeding but then I saw Jasper flinching at the thought and my smile vanished. „I´m sorry Jazz, forget what I just said" Damn I completely forgot, I´m so accustomed to being around humans. One of the reasons why Jasper is sitting next to me in most of our classes is because he´s really having a hard time adapting to our lifestyle. He´s been living on a "normal" human diet for a century and only changed when Alice had found him and joined the Cullens. It´s good I´m close to him at school as it calms him down to feel how unaffected I am by human ´s got more trouble when Emmett is around him and hungry – it increases his thirst to an unbearable level. Poor brother being an emphat isn´t that cool after all.
„Miss Cullen möchten Sie mir vielleicht die Antwort nennen?" Oohhh what was the question again, I searched for a split-second in my subconscious mind for her question..ahh she´d asked for the german word for "to throw", how easy, „That would be werfen Mrs. Franke, do you want me to decline the verb for you?" I asked sickly was she even bothering asking me? She knows that my German is superior to hers..no wonder I´ve got too much time on my hands being the only Cullen-single and once I´ve read something it´s just saved in that stupid unforgeting memory. „Er no thanks Miss Cullen", hm funny she looked a bit dazed, I shouldn´t smile so wide as it scares people obviously. „Just blend in!", I heard Rosalie´s voice yelling in my well..let´s get over with this boring day, tomorrow will at least add a new student to our little school community: Edward Masen the police chiefs drug-taking nephew or at least theese are the rumors.
EPOV
My mom had tears in her eyes when she waved me goodbye and I felt the urge to comfort her, telling her that I was fine that I didn´t need to leave her, but I knew that would be useless and it´s probably better for her to believe that I am taking drugs. The truth is, deep down she knows it´s not drugs that make me collapse and give me moodswings all the time but the constant murmuring in my head.
I´ve always been different from the rest. As a kid I had endless nightmares because at night I heard a hushed voice right next to me and it freaked me out completely. When it got more and more and louder over the years my mom started sending me to every doctor and psychologist in this country. They made endless tests and never got any results at all but the diagnosis that I´m making things up to be interesting. Yeah right as if a single child with only his mother left wouldn´t get enough attention. So at the age of 12, I just let it be and easily took the diagnosis offered "I´m a show off". My mom eased up a little after I admitted that but kept a close eye on me anyway. School´s been horror for me in Santa Barbara, which seems to be quite normal for a teenager. But in my case a lot of people around me ment a lot of mumbling in my head which gave me splitting headaches all the time. And the fabulous nickname Harry Potter when I was clutching my head again...so it´s no wonder I didn´t have a single friend there. Nevertheless stupid me decided to go to the spring prom anyway hoping to have a good time. This is where I had a complete breakdown. When I woke up in hospital they told me they couldn´t say exactly what was wrong with me, then one of the doctors gave me THE look and told me I should stop taking drugs. I stared at him dumbfounded was he serious? No wonder I hate doctors!He talked to my mum who rather believed that theory than my non existing explanation to what had happend at the spring prom. I guess I can´t blame her for that, I´d become a very good liar over the years for her sake. I´m not going to miss that school at all but enjoy the new start in rainy what about my poor mom now she´s going to be all alone...I felt miserable but slowly walked through the gate towards my new life.
„Bye mom, I love you", I mouthed for her and turned around.
I hope you liked my first chapter,if you want to feel the mood Edward´s in when he leaves just listen to : Moby – Porcelain. My version of Edward will be just as „optimistic" as it is in Stephanie Meyer´s.
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