Hi there well this isn't a story it's a little poem I wrote...I decided to make it about Bella/Alice.
Bella's thoughts about Alice who has eloped to marry Jasper.
Disclaimer: I own nothing..nothin'...nada
Need Me Like I Need You
A single tear falls down my face
As I sit here and think..think
I think about you and me
All of the memories
The good, bad and sad ones
And I smile but only for a little while
Then I look at your picture
And I think damn so beautiful, but so wrong
I put your picture down as a frown grazes my face
I pull out my journal and read old entries, back in
the good ol' days when things were ok.
Reading..reading I feel a familar pain in my chest.
My eyes scanning each word.
Each word so passionate so neat, thoughtful and sweet.
I realize that even now you still have a spell on me
Instead of that comforting warmth
I feel like I'm extremely cold
Instead of my heart contiously beating it now barely beats.
Finally I close the book not being able to take it anymore
If I keep reading my heart will be forever sore.
Never having the chance to heal
Bad enough I will never feel
I sit on the couch watching the clock
Wishing I could restart time
Hoping desperately I could have another shot of making you mine
But I know that won't happen
I know that would be too much satisfaction
I just wish you could need like I need you.
You were my addiction, you are my weakness
I love you so much
I will never be able to say 'I love you' again
I want you now, I want you in the future
Need me like I need you
Need me like you oxygen
Like you need food to survive
Like you need a tissue when you cry
I want to be a necessity to you
With a love so strong that
I will protect you from harm, and nothing can go wrong
No it wouldn't be perfect all the time
But it will be everything that you would have ever wanted
Need me like I need you
Turn these old dull gray days sky blue
Work that magic that you have always had
I wish you would come back and hold me
Tell me everything is going to be ok and you will stay
I'm just sitting here looking at the door
Thinking you will walk in and say
"Need me like I need you."
More works in the future! Let me know what you think of this please and thanks :)