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Dear Remus, (aka moony, moonshine, remy, etc…)

How are you doing? Actually that's a rather dumb question when I saw you not two seconds ago. I know you are wondering why I'm writing to you when we sleep in the same dorm. The answer to that is quiet simple its because I'm a bloody coward. I know that I should say this to you in person but as mentioned (Yes moony I know big words) above I'm a bloody coward. I'm writing this letter about mushy stuff and you know I'm not good with mushy stuff so bear with me.

You know that I can count the number of people I love and care about with my fingers. There's Uncle Alphard who was the first adult who was ever decent to me, the first one to show me that there were decent Blacks. Then there is Andy because of whom I actually got the courage to leave that goddamn place I used to call home. Of course Dora is included because one just can't help but love her even though she burned my tail. Ted for being brave and standing beside Andy, marrying her even though he knew he could have been killed.

And of course you know I'm forever grateful (Yes I can be) to the Potters for taking me in and taking care of me like I was their son. Perhaps I was but dear old God decided it would be more hilarious to mess with my life. And there is James who is my brother in every aspect but blood (well if you don't count the fact that he is my cousin thrice removed). Do I need to say anything more than that? Peter perhaps is a clumsy idiot but he I a well-meaning idiot.

Last but not least there is you. Remus you're the most confusing person I've ever met. It took me one hour to get to know James, four days to get to know Peter and five bloody years to get to know you and yet sometimes I feel like I don't know you at all. You're just to mature for your own good. You're the complete opposite of me. And maybe that's why I'm undeniably irrevocably (As stated above I do know big words) in love with you. Right now I'm sure you're staring unbelieving at the letter but Moony its true. I do love you, I, Sirius Orion Black, resident sex god of Gryffindor and all-round ladies man is in love with you.

I think I've always been in love with you, but it took me too damn long to realize. Hell I probably wouldn't have realized if I didn't catch you kissing Christopher whats-his-name. I've never been so jealous in my whole life and all I wanted to do was pull Christopher of you, cut of his testicles and feed it to the Giant Squid. The only thought running through my head was 'what the hell is the bastard doing touching my Remy' (yes I know you don't belong to me but Merlin I wish you did). For the next few days my head was plagued with thoughts of you and it frightened me. So to forget I buried myself in girls and booze and avoided you (I know I worried and hurt you and for that I'm sorry) and I'd have kept on doing that if it weren't for the fact James confronted me and bodily threatened me to stop this bloody absurdity (He threatened to cut of a part of the anatomy that no male wants removed). I remember breaking down and telling James everything from being jealous of Christopher to wanting to push you against the wall and snogging the living daylights out of you. You know I fell asleep after that (I didn't think it would be that emotionally draining). In the morning James had the nerve to smirk and tell me as I quote "about time you realized your feelings for Moony oh and Sirius if you don't tell Remus within five hours then I'll tell him for you." Which is why I'm sitting on my bed with you looking curiously at me (because freaking James locked us in the dorm) while I'm writing this letter.

So Remus J. Lupin I have only one thing to say or rather ask.

Will you be mine?

Love

Sirius (aka padfoot,siri,etc)

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