"Lalala
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De cravi esca letisimo
Lalala
De quantian
La finde reve
( lalala...
your wishes can
bring forth a destructive future.
lalala...
or you can
bring salvation.)"
I've been thinking a lot...and it's true. People have the power to make peace for themselves..or distress. It's what's in your heart, as well as your decisions, actions and beliefs that decide what your path will ultimately be.
There will always be darkness in every person's soul, that much is certain. To argue otherwise would be a waste of breath-it harbors within everyone.
But there is light too..a purity, a guiding force that nudges us in the right direction. That, also, is within everyone. That, I firmly believe.
There must always be a balance within people..everyone holds this within their very souls, their minds and hearts. I don't believe anyone can be pure light...but neither can they be pure evil. Everyone is human, after all.
Except me..
So where does that leave higher powers? Where does that leave Fate? The very Gods themselves?
Why do they not respond?
Answer me this, then, O god: what happens when an angel falls in love with a demon? When two distinct opposites become entwined with their very hearts? Their souls?
Is such a thing possible?
Where does that lead fate?
Why does it involve...me?
I love him..No matter what my reasons. No matter what my fate tells me otherwise. I love him, have loved him, will always love him.
Even if it means death.
My chance at life? It's almost over. But I will not stop, will not give up. I must let him know.
Even if he doesn't understand, even if he hates me..
..destroys me...
I must let him know. I must.
I'm leaving now, going far away, into a place where I will most likely never return from. So what do my actions say about me? What do they prove?
I can only hope that it wont be adverse..
That I make a difference.
Goodbye, cruel gods.
Goodbye, cruel Fate.
I've had enough of being your plaything.
I will make my own fate.
With him.
Goodbye..."
Fontina Blu Cent
De cravi esca letisimo
Lalala
De quantian
La finde reve
( lalala...
your wishes can
bring forth a destructive future.
lalala...
or you can
bring salvation.)"
I've been thinking a lot...and it's true. People have the power to make peace for themselves..or distress. It's what's in your heart, as well as your decisions, actions and beliefs that decide what your path will ultimately be.
There will always be darkness in every person's soul, that much is certain. To argue otherwise would be a waste of breath-it harbors within everyone.
But there is light too..a purity, a guiding force that nudges us in the right direction. That, also, is within everyone. That, I firmly believe.
There must always be a balance within people..everyone holds this within their very souls, their minds and hearts. I don't believe anyone can be pure light...but neither can they be pure evil. Everyone is human, after all.
Except me..
So where does that leave higher powers? Where does that leave Fate? The very Gods themselves?
Why do they not respond?
Answer me this, then, O god: what happens when an angel falls in love with a demon? When two distinct opposites become entwined with their very hearts? Their souls?
Is such a thing possible?
Where does that lead fate?
Why does it involve...me?
I love him..No matter what my reasons. No matter what my fate tells me otherwise. I love him, have loved him, will always love him.
Even if it means death.
My chance at life? It's almost over. But I will not stop, will not give up. I must let him know.
Even if he doesn't understand, even if he hates me..
..destroys me...
I must let him know. I must.
I'm leaving now, going far away, into a place where I will most likely never return from. So what do my actions say about me? What do they prove?
I can only hope that it wont be adverse..
That I make a difference.
Goodbye, cruel gods.
Goodbye, cruel Fate.
I've had enough of being your plaything.
I will make my own fate.
With him.
Goodbye..."