Why must I cry?

Its sad now looked apon in fear the once kind and gentle Tails now soiled by the hands of evil. I couldn't do it I couldn't save him. For once in my life I was to slow and it coast my little bro dearly. If I could have a second chance I would take it in a heart beat. I'm the older brother I was suppose to protect him but alas I couldn't pull myself together in time. The claws of evil that now surrounds him shakes me to the core but I couldn't lay a finger on him in battle. I know that's not really my younger brother in front of me ,not really, but still it hurts to see him, to see what he has become. I could only try to imagine the horrible things that they could of done to him to pollute his soul like this. As I watch him hurt and kill people I feel like its me doing those horrible things because in reality it was me. It was my actions that let to this not Tails' and that's why I cry.