I have so much Reichenbach angst, and while I was rewatching the rooftop phone call (heart = breaking) I started writing chopped up sentences and words and stuff that I thought might be going through Sherlock's head. So this is basically a bunch of mixed up lines and sentences, and if you don't like then I don't mind :)
It's so cold up here.
Freeze.
Don't move.
Talk.
Your eyes on mine.
It's so cold up here.
Reach out your hand. Hold it.
Hold it in mine. Please.
It hurts. Tears on my face. I can't.
I can't make it stop. I'm sorry. I can't.
You're safe.
I'm hiding it. I need you to believe me. Please.
It's so cold up here.
Why now? Why you?
I love you.
He's gone. You're safe.
Keep them all safe.
I'm sorry, John. I'm sorry I couldn't fix this. I couldn't end this. This is my note.
You'll understand. In time.
I can't leave you.
No.
Keep your eyes fixed on me, only on me.
Do this one thing for me. Please.
It's so cold up here.
I've got to go now.
Goodbye.
I love you. Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Falling.
It's so cold down here.
Thank you for reading! Just so you know, when I wrote 'I love you' I didn't really have a particular kind of love in my head. Although I am a diehard Johnlock shipper (sorry Kirsty) I did not write this as a romance, so you can interpret that as either platonic or romantic, whichever you prefer. Thank you!
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