Totally given up on my other story... D:
Anyway, hopefully this new one will be better :D It is short drabbles on Nanao and Shunsui's relationship, hope you enjoy it :3
R&R please ^^ !

Christmas Feelings

Nanao Ise had been working for Shunsui Kyōraku for at least ten years now. And she could truthfully tell you that she had been in love with him for at least nine and a half. Of course she would never tell him this. She wasn't afraid of telling him, oh no, she was afraid of his answer.

Everyday she mentally scolded herself for falling for such a stupid, drunk, lazy pervert and why she didn't quit when she realized it. Of course she knew why she had fallen for him. His sweet words everyday to her, the way he would always try to hold her and pretend to be 'wounded' when she hit him to stop him approaching. Though she knew of course that all these approaches were him passing the time and that they held no meaning, no matter how much her heart wished they did. She also knew that she would never quit out of fear that he would come after her and drag her back to the office by force and strapping her to one of the chairs, even though she didn't mind him doing that at all, just as long that it did lead to more things, but she knew he would never love her even if she did warm his bed for one night.

The fact that she was in love with the stupid idiot was the reason she was walking the a temperature of about -10 degrees and holding a bottle of his favourite Sake and a stupid Christmas card with a snowman printed on the front of it. She sighed when she thought about the card. It had caused her alot of stress earlier that day. She had this problem every year - wanting to make his card that he would throw out in a couple of days absolutely perfect. No smudging, no spelling mistakes and correct grammar and neat handwriting. She always got annoyed with this, it was only a Christmas card, he probably got about a hundred each Christmas. But the thing that always bothered her about his cards was that she wanted to badly to write how much she loved him down of the piece of snow white card, to just let the black in flow freely and show him she cared so much. Again, worry stopped her.

She started wondering if that this emotion, worry, did not exist today, what her relationship would be with Shunsui. Either all loved up and probably setting up their wedding or not even keeping in contact with each other. She chose the second one.

She sighed as she once again pulled up her coat so it covered her nose, but once again it slid down. She sighed again and saw her misty breath in front of her. She frowned and started pondering on the fact of why she hated Christmas and the cold.

The first thought instantly put her in a bad mood and even more depressed. 'I'm all alone and I have nobody to keep me warm.'

She knew who would fit this role perfectly and felt her chest tighten. 'His tanned, muscular body, the way I would be able to trace them muscles all the way down to his...' She snapped out of her thoughts and blushed furiously at them. She knew that she only had these sexually feelings because of him stopping every man coming her way, oh yeah, and that fact that she loved him. Though she was not a virgin, she would still like some action once in a while, especially with him, and not just for one night.

She didn't realise that as she was thinking this she has subconsciously stopped on a bridge over a frozen lake. The moon was shining on it and it was making the ice sparkle and glitter. Any human that saw this would immediately think that it was one of the most beautiful scenes that they had even seen. Except of course for Nanao. Just because she was in a bad mood and the fact that the ice reminded her that she was alone again at Christmas made her think that the scene was boring and dull.

Suddenly her phone cut through her thoughts and the silent atmosphere around her. She got out her phone and looked at the caller ID before answering. Before she could even utter a single syllable out, a booming voice she recognized easily was shouting down the phone right in her ear.

"NANAO-CHAN!" Shunsui's voice shouted.

Nanao rolled her eyes at him being drunk as usual but couldn't stop the small smile that had crept on her face. Though of course she still kept her tone sharp so he wouldn't guess what she was feeling.

"What is it, sir?" She snapped, and felt a victorious triumph go through her when she heard him whining.

"My Nanao-chan is so cruel to me! I was just ringing her to hear her beautiful voice and wondering what was taking her so long." He told her. She could literally hear his pout. And then she realised that she was right outside his house, totally forgetting that the bridge belonged to him, seeing as it was his front garden. Then she heard laughing down the phone.

"Shun-kun! Come back and help us, we need some more of you." More laughter. And more than one. All girls too. Nanao felt her heart fall in her chest and blamed herself once again for falling for such a womanizer.

"Coming my dear princesses!" He called, laugheter in his voice too. She couldn't take it.

"What do you want, sir? If you are wondering where I am you should take the time to come away from your.. women" She spat out the word, "and actually help the woman that has helped you all these years in the freezing cold and ice." With that she snapped her phone shut and took one last look at the window, where it was pitch black and the lake, and started to make her way home.

She hadn't even walked off the bridge yet when a pair of muscular arms wrapped around her waist, halting her mid-step. A warm face fell into the crook of her neck and it sighed softly.

"I'm sorry, Nanao."

She felt his voice rumble through his body and held down the shiver that wanted to rack through her body. She wanted to stay like this forever.

"Sir, would you please let go off me? And how did you even get here so fast? I didn't even hear the door open." She tried to struggle out of his grasp, but he just held on tighter.

"Never."

She stopped struggling and felt her heart beat at twice it's normal pace. He had totally ignored her second question and only answered the first.

"For I fear if I let go a man that is not worthy for my Nanao-chan will come and steal her heart before I can even try." He mumbled in her ear, his stubble gently grazing along it. She could smell the sake on him and knew he was drunk. So his words meant nothing then. Though she could not stop the feeling that jolted through her or stop her still pounding heart. Then he went back to his playful self.

"Ahh, I see my Nanao-chan has gotten me my favourite sake and a card! I shall treasure them forever my dear!" He said dramatically, turning her around and letting her go while plucking the said things out of her hands.

"I also have a gift for Nanao-chan too, I shall give it to you now!" He said to her. Before she could even say she didn't want his gift, a pair of soft warm lips were on hers. She widened her eyes and saw that he was watching her and her reaction. When she didn't respond he wrapped his arms around her waist to calm her down and as he did this, her eyes slid shut and she returned the kiss passiontley.

Shunsui brought her body closer to his and ran one hand through her hair as his tongue explored her mouth and battled with her tongue. She moaned in pleasure at the thrills that were being sent through her body and she let him win the battle with their tongues. When they both needed to breathe, Shunsui pulled his head away and let it rest of her own.

"You have no idea how long I have wanted to do that" He whispered softly to her, while moving a strand of her back behind her ear. She laughed and asked him the question that she wanted to for so long; "Your place or mine?" Even though she knew the answer, even if it meant the long, cold walk back.

He just smiled and looked over to the bridge and she copied him. Suddenly she thought that the view looked breathtaking as she was in the man she loves arms and he had just given her the most amazing kiss of her lifetime.

"I love you." He told her, looking away from the scene and into her eyes. She looked back unflinchingly.

"I love you, too" She whispered, and then they walked wrapped up in each other comfort and warmth back to her place, to make love to each other, and no one else but one another again.

Nya ! I don't even know where this story came from.. xD
Anyway I hope you liked it :D