The character of Ruruoni Kenshin are propety of Mr. Watsuki.

The song at the begging of the Chapter is from the band Reik, the title is "I wish to be"

The history of this fanfic and the characters NOT related to Rurouni Kenshin are mine.

This is 'the translation' from my Spanish version i have promised when publish it. So; sorry if have some errors.

Chapter 1

"I'm your best friend, your tear handkerchief, of lost loves, you recharge in my shoulder, your weeping does not stop, I only caress you, and you say to me, Why life is so cruel with my feelings? I hug you and console you, you request thousand advice from me for protect yourself, of your next encounter you know that I take care of you. What you don't know is that I wanted to be the one who keep you awake and your hopeless. I wanted to be your cry the one that comes from your feelings. I which to be the one for who you wake up in illusion. I want to be the one you always live in love for.

You remain seeing me, and you ask me if something is happening to me, and I don't know what to do if you ever knew that I am dying for you. I wish to tell you what I feel for you, but I am scared of your rejection and then you can only be alive in my mind for ever.

I wanted to be your weeping and your life.

I wanted to be your weeping and your life..."

Remembering that song, Aoshi continued hugging her against him. He didn't remember how much times was the same. He was always Leena's tear handkerchief because she always came back to him with a broken heart. Ever thinking on her as a men's magnet specially for the idiot's ones.

Rushing out of his train of thinking when her spoke against him. (What a wonderful hot handkerchief Aoshi can be! All girl melt in his presence and wishing be Leena. He's 25, a well formed boy, perfects abs and strong arms, six three, black hair, and dark blue eyes.) But she doesn't think on him that way and he know it.

Even so he never reveal his emotions on any way, isn't only with Leena it is with everything in general. 'Iceberg' was his nick name in school. The weird thing here is that from over all the girls that he can choose, the one in his arms is the one who made his floor move.

"Did you have an idea of what that jerk say to me?" Now is when Aoshi had to swallow hard, when the details enter. Stubborn as he is, he listen her and don't allow his heart even to a different move; and the reason, Leena never should know what's on his heart as he say to himself.

"He soliciting me of having…well you know. The thing is that I don't want it yet because I knew him just two weeks a go and I explain my self." (Another sob) "Then he shout me that I'm a bitch, a whore, and the he don't want anything else from me. (Sob) And for that he was playing doggie with me waiting just for the moment. 'What are you thinking whore? You don't deserve anything else.'; he say. Am I that Aoshi?" And again the tears started to flow like a river, strong as when she arrive to the apartment, the one Aoshi and her shared, falling to her knees.

"I gave him a damn strong right, that send him to the floor….you know me…and he shout a lot of other things. The only thing I know is that I came here running. (Sob)…I feel dirty, horrible…"

"You are NOT what he says, Leena. You aren't, and I know."

"Everything is Sanouske's fault. The toriatama no-baka fault." She continue murmuring this against his chest until she fall sleep with Aoshi's arms over her.

He knew very well the history about what happen with Sano. She was dating a blond cop guy with green eyes when she meet him. And everything start from the very first day.

Everything began from the first day. That morning Aoshi finally return to the city he grew up. Determined to find an apartment as soon as possible, spend some days inadvertent from his brother avoiding the pressure of his insulting. And there he is, yet at the airport reading the ads of the newspaper, when saw one that call his attention:

ROOMMATE

WANTED

BILLS AT HALF

CALL:-

And he call, more for the curiosity than anything else.

Saitou was having a bad day giving initial talk to a new recruit, and this is one of the most hated thing in the world for Shinomori Saitou . Giving the first round was the worst thing. Several blocks after the station turned around and aggressive tone and very serious face said to the boy: "This work is based on rules so, open well your ears and listens it because I not going to repeat it. First don't mess with me, stay out of my way, got it. Second obey your superiors, in that case ME and follow instructions. AH! And don't make stupid question; thus you were avoided problems." Saitou finish with a smirk crossing his lips.

Feel somebody watched him, he turn around ready to say hello to the nosing civil. But he was only greeted with the scene of his brother, Aoshi being in the company of beautiful young woman, that have the most beautiful eyes he has ever see. They was grayish eyes blue and made a contrast with her waist long brown and red sparkles hair, and her incredible olive skin. This was the girl who put the ad.

"Well, Aoshi Shinomori…. How long from has happened?"

"Three years", answered Aoshi coldly tone.

Reaching him in a easy way no one wait for the heavy punch to Aoshi straight in the face. Leena and Jack exchange looks at the cop reaction. But seeing that the new one do absolutely nothing, without a second though she step in front of Aoshi looking in a very bad mood to Saitou hazel eyes and begging to shout him about police brutality and a lot of other things.

Saitou was surprised that this girl had the courage to scold him so hard when she had already see him hit a civilian. 'This is an explosive one!', though him passing over his lips at the same time a wide smirk saying to her: "Hey 'girly'! you shouldn't be so explosive…"

"And you think you're the best one to tell me how to leads my self?"

"This is family issue. The idiot you're defending is my stupid little brother. And this just the consequences for came in town and don't notify your family." That part saying eying direct to Aoshi.

Leena turn around with wide eyes and not thinking to over consequences slap Aoshi in the face. He see this one comes but don't bother himself in avoiding assuming it will be soft, but she prove him wrong when the hit was as hard as Saitou's. "if it wasn't for that situation, it could be a strong right because, when something makes me angry, I'm not as sweet as you see me , got it?". Saitou was again caught by surprise with this girl and ignoring that she was lists say to Aoshi: "Little bró this one had my good side. Do something not as an Iceberg as your usual self".

"Jerk", was the only word from Aoshi.

In a sexy way she turn to Saitou. "Officer sorry, but you have something wrong here. Me and Mr. Shinomori aren't a couple or something in that matter. The thing here is that I'm renting my apartment at roommate way and we were in our way to see it. But in the case that I'm slap him I doubt that he wish continuing with this. So, if you excuse me…" and she start to walk away not without a word to Jack:

-"OH! I almost forgot. Officer! If you will to continue acting that way in every altercate you plows in, then this isn't your career." Without a second glance she begging her way.

Saitou hit Aoshi lightly and in low tone add that he was not going to be at his house. But in the instant he decided to do something Jack called her. Watching her seriously said that she could speak of people like that and then giving her a wide smile he offer his card: "I wish you know me better in a friendly dinner. Have a nice day." Jack say that as he turn around and with is right hand at goodbye and followed they patrolling route.

Saitou can't believe this guy, but say nothing. Only placing his hat on shape with his usual style and say to his brother, that did not show any emotion: "Boy this were a good one and you loose her", passing him began his walk. And only say good day to Leena.

Aoshi continued in the same position unmoving seeing as Leena began to move away. Knowing that Saitou would not let him stay at his house and couldn't just arrive at the house from anyone of his friends, call the girl who was moving away from him to follow her wherever she went although outside temporary. "Hey, Leena, still lack to see the apartment". She turned around without being able to hide her surprise and a single "AH?" was her response, already given everything by lost. But the guy in front her saw as a serious man.

-"The apartment, wanted to see it, so I can make my decision."

-"Oh!. In this same sidewalk, follow me."

Without a word all the way she thought that this is really a quiet guy and he thought that she is more explosive than Misao. "Misao. What will be of her, What can be she doing now? I'm really an idiot with her and I lost her for it'. He stop his train of thought when arrive to the apartment. Even if in the add was no description of it he hoped much less. It was a penthouse with a decoration like removed from a magazine. Leena remained in the door while Aoshi gave an exhaustive glance to each detail of the apartment, but not let show any emotion.

As he did not say a word she decided to explain the details. "I'm the owner and have no balance. The agreement is this: you pay the maintenance, is about $200.00 dollars half water and electricity. Things you buy and let in accessible places you put your name at it and thus nobody will touch them, if you don't name it I'm not responsible. Don't soil to much and if you are going have a party or prolonged visits just warn me with time. If you fail to two times your things will be at the street in 15 minutes."

Then she approached to a bedroom door with keys that previously separated from hers and said that this would be his room. It was enormous, walls paint was dark blue and light blue the ceiling, everything was very clean and the pain seem of good quality, closets doors were of mirror and marble at the floor. "Know that what you break you pay it."

-"I like the paint. The payment of the painter was to be huge. Who ever was it made a excellent work."

-"Painter? Well thanks for the fulfilled one.

Aoshi watched with a very serious bearing, but was astonished. She seems like a rich girl, but making all this things and without worry bring a stranger home to live with her. "The fact of living with a stranger doesn't worry you?" Leena simply did not answer him and ask if he would accept or no. Obvious he accepted so if doesn't, Aoshi would not be in the situation he is at the moment, remembering everything while curled up her in his chest.

Well? Let me know what you think about it.

Aoshi is a little OOC.

And even is this Fic is Aoshi & OC I'm a fan of Misao&Aoshi but I can't take this idea out of my mind.

Don't forget the blue button.