We Loved Her

Sequel to They Loved Me

For lord moldymort who asked for it, Enjoy.

I'm so tired. I never wanted this to happen. I didn't ask for it. They didn't either. She didn't.

I tried to change it, to wander of this course as much as possible, but it was as inevitable as me seeking vengeance.

As him being a jinchuuriki.

As her being tethered to us inexplicitly.

Inevitable.

I wasn't blind. I saw this as a possible outcome long before it too, became inevitable. But I had to do what I had to do.

He would become my means to an end. To my end.

She would be set free. From me, from the heartache, the desperation that I always brought her even when I tried not to.

No she didn't deserve that. That look never looked good on her.

I also saw things ending differently too. It just didn't go that way.

I would've come back after my self imposed mission was done.

To him, who I saw as another version of me in a way. A happier, better version. Kindered spirits we were.

To her, my salvation. Whatever I would've had left I would have given it to her. I owed her that.

But that wasn't what I got. Wasn't what he got. Wasn't what she got.

Ah, it's time for this to end. I wonder if you know how I feel.

Hn.

You will. I'm sure of that.

I wish you weren't here. You don't belong here.

I've already been your misery. I won't be your death.

I won't allow it.

I love you.

It wasn't suppose to happen like this. We were supposed to be happy.

Together forever.

I was suppose to fix everything.

I was supposed to save him and bring him home.

To make her happy.

I never saw this happening. Ever.

I promised them both. I'm not supposed to fail. I never have before, why did this have to be the first time that I did? It's not fair.

But what can I do when there's nothing left for me to do?

It goes against my nindo to give up, and I won't. I can't.

Not until the end will I give up, and when that time comes I won't let there be any casualties.

I won't let her be a casualty. Not of my failure and not of him.

I'm sorry.

I hope you both can forgive me one day.

I hope she doesn't hate me. I swear I tried with everything I am to make her happy. I hope I succeeded atleast a little bit in that aspect.

Though if I didn't I undertsand.

You are my only regret. Not him.

I'm sorry I wasn't enough.

I promise I won't let you get hurt here, and I promise to keep this one.

It's time. There he is. You need to leave. This isn't a place for you. This is my burden to bare.

Sayonara.

I love you.