(A/N) This is my first story So don't kill me if it sucks.
Disclaimer- I don't own Twilight. If I did I would be married to Emmett by now. Nor do I own What Hurts The Most by Cascada. I wish I dod, though! I luv that song!!!!
Bold- Bella's thoughts
This- Song lyrics
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What Hurts the most
(Bella POV)
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
Rain. Same old Forks, raining to match my miserable mood. The depression was starting to take over.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
I'm not ever going to stop crying. It's pretty much all I do since he left.
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
Sometimes I act like I am feeling better. Only when Charlie seems to be catching my mood, though.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
We were so close to each other, we were always talking and laughing. Then after my birthday, he started acting different, and then after about a week or two, I watched him walk away from me in that darn forest.
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
He didn't see all that could have happened between us. All I was trying to do was love him forever. Maybe he didn't want it.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
Every thing reminds me of you. But I continue to suffer through it.
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
My Friends are the only reason I smile anymore.
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
They tell me that it will get easier, but it just gets harder to find meaning in life each coming day.
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
If I ever see you again, I am going to say everything that I had kept locked inside.
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
I just want him back.
(A/N) I am going to make more of these, so if you have any requests for songs, lemme know!!!!!!!! Please Review!
Emmett: . Is there any stalkers in here, .Diva?
Me: NOOOOOOOO!!!!! YOU CAN"T PROVE ANYTHING, FRIGGIN COPS!!!!!!!!! The cops are after me so just review, k?