She is caring.
She is good.
She is light.
She is the opposite of me.
I am cold.
I am evil.
I am dark.
She is beautiful.
She is graceful.
She is happy.
And yet, behind those smiles, I sense sadness.
Guilt.
Fury.
Her mother is dead.
Her father too.
She lost her first friend.
And her guild as well.
She is alone.
Determined.
And beautiful.
She reminds me of my first love.
The blonde hair may be the only physical similarity.
But so is their smiles.
Those smiles that hide so much pain and loneliness.
Smiles that fool everyone but those that look closely.
She once had someone who looked.
But he left.
Without any explanation, just a note.
That note sent her running.
She didn't want to be alone
Not again.
But she was too late.
He was already gone.
At night, she is always searching.
For clues to bring back the guild.
But she hasn't bothered to contact them.
She doubts her abilities.
She doesn't think she has potential.
But I have seen it.
And that's why I think she's perfect.
She'll have inside information.
She'll bring something we need.
She is powerful.
We'll be able to make her even more powerful as well.
She'll become the Goddess of Stars.
I also want to believe.
That maybe her light will be able to withstand my darkness.
And maybe.
Just maybe.
I will be able to love her without complications.
Lucy Heartfilia.
The beautiful blonde.
Who lays on her bed, crying.
Mourning for her friends.
Will become my lover.
Zeref's lover.