A/N: Hi everyone I'm NEWbiee aka the well-known NEWbie, who has for years been commenting here in the Metal Fight Beyblade fandom, mostly in the "M" rated area. Yes I've finally made an account and am actually publishing a story! Can you believe it? XD

I'd tell you how I got to this point, but then this A/N would never end and I would rather you'd get to reading my story. Please feel free to go read my bio page. It took me forever -_-

So here it is...My first published story!

This story contains multiple pairings, some untraditional...but I hope you still give the story a chance.

Main Pairings: NileXChris, NileXKyoya, GingaXRyuga

This is my baby and FINALLY publishing this is like nerve racking as hell because I have no idea how anybody is going to take it or even if anyone will read it, let alone like it. I've been writing for years, I'm just now getting the balls to publish this and hopefully many other stories if this goes well.

This story is rated "M" which in my head/language means "NO FILTER". If you don't like that, or yaoi or boy's love etc...THEN DONT READ! The one thing I WILL NOT tolerate on my stories is nastiness, bashing etc.. I've been a commenter for years I know the game.

Don't try me! Thanks!

Even though this is a "M" rated story and you knew what you were getting into when you clicked on this, let alone coming to this section, I will still give you heads up with warnings at the beginning. :)

Just a heads up:

Double Lines= POV CHANGE

Single Lines= SCENE CHANGE

Music Lyrics= will be Italicized, Bolded and Underlined

If you need anymore head's up let me know in the comments or PM me.

Now its time to end this long ass A/N and get to the story..

Disclaimer:

I own none of the characters, just the plot idea!

I do not own the one line from the song mentioned- that all goes to Selena Gomez and her writers

Hope you enjoy! Love Ya!

NORMAL POV

"And you heard it straight from the artist himself. Nile has a new song coming out and a huge announcement for his fans. All of this is to come this Friday! Don't miss the announcement from Nile himself here live and the debut of his new song. That's Friday! 6 pm! Tracy I'm so excited, as we all know it's rare for Nile to do tv interviews!"

"Yes I know I'm excited too Morana! I can't wait to meet him and I know the fans can't wait to see their favorite pop star in this exclusive interview. Friday will be a big night."

Nile sighed and swiveled to look at his manager who was standing behind him in his office at home.

Nile frowned, "Turn it off Kenta..."

Kenta quickly moved to turn off the flat screen tv mounted on the wall in the office.

Dynamis rolled his eyes and moved to sit on the edge of Niles desk, "Oh quit being like that! You should be excited! Doing cartwheels and everything!"

Nile sighed, "Dy you know how I feel about tv interviews."

"You have nothing to worry about. Just because it's live, that doesn't mean I still don't have control over what they get to ask you. You'll be just fine Ny. Think about what the interview is actually for. That should make you smile."

Nile shrugged, "Yea I guess."

NILE'S POV

Dynamis rolled his eyes again and groaned dramatically, "Oh my God! What's wrong with you today!? Why're you in such a funk? Did you and Chris get into it last night?"

The truth is yes we did but I'm not gonna tell him that so he can chew my ass out again about dating somebody you work with.

I sighed loudly and got up out of my seat, "Kenta what time is rehearsal?"

I could hear Dy growl, "Did he just ignore me? No he couldn't have..."

Kenta glanced nervously over at Dy. I rolled my eyes and batted my hand in that direction as if to say 'Don't worry about him'.

Kenta nodded quickly and moved over to me, handing me my phone, "Rehearsal starts in ten minutes for you, but the band is already rehearsing right now... Well they should be anyways..."

I snorted, "Right. Who knows what's actually going on..."

Just as I was about to grab my keys from Kenta and leave out, my phone vibrated.

Chris3: You still mad at me?

My first thought was to ignore him completely, but considering I have dance rehearsal tonight I don't think it'd be a good idea to do that.

We've worked in that post argument environment before and he purposely worked my ass to the bone. Not to mention, we fought the entire time.

Not wanting to repeat history, I swiped my screen to reply.

I never said I was mad...

Chris3: You didn't have to say it. Your actions tell me everything.

No they don't. Idk what you're talking about. Sounds like you're paranoid to me...even though you wouldn't have to be paranoid if you didn't do anything wrong

I grabbed my keys from Kenta and me and him left out the house.

Yea we left Dy, but I can bet that he'll be at rehearsal anyways. Actually I don't have to bet because I know for sure that he's gonna be there. Just not for me.

Well maybe so he can chew me out about completely ignoring him.

Oh well.

Once outside we moved towards my truck, but on my way to the truck I got a reply from Chris. I tried to ignore it, but the distress, worry and stress must've been written all over my face.

Kenta spoke up softy, "Um Nile. I'll drive. I know you have a lot on your mind right now."

I glanced up at him and just nodded and gave him the keys.

He knows I'd be no good on the road right now. Not with the way I'm feeling right now.

I got in the passenger seat, buckled up and then decided to give my phone a glance to see what Chris had said.

Chris3: whatever! I'm not paranoid. I was just checking in on you. But that's what I get for caring so much about you...

Whatever. You weren't checking on me for my feelings, to make sure I was okay. You were checking in to earn some brownie points towards the possibility of having makeup sex tonight.

Chris3: Bae it's not even like that and you know it. Damn. Give me a fucking break. And since you brought it up, I think you might need a good fuck session to get rid of this fucked up attitude you have.

Oh I bet you would just love to do that right? Well you better prepare those muscles in your hands because that's the only thing you're gonna be fucking tonight. OH! And did it ever occur to you that YOURE the reason I have this "fucked up attitude"! No because you never do anything wrong.

It took Chris less than thirty seconds to call me after sending that text message.

And it took me 0.5 seconds to reject his call once his face popped up on my screen.

By the time we pull into the parking lot at rehearsals, Chris had called me eight times.

Within a ten-minute drive to the studio.

I think he'll get the point by now. And I really don't care at this point because I have more important things to worry about right now.

Chris will be just fine. I'll deal with him at dance rehearsals.

NORMAL POV
(Inside the studio's mock concert room)

"Ryuga just calm down. For me please?" Ginga pleaded with big eyes. He was standing in Ryuga's line of sight so that he was the only person he could focus on.

Ryuga growled, "No! This is bullshit! I'm not for this today. Fuck! We can't get through one fucking practice without hearing his fucking mouth and I'm sick of this shit!"

"Who the fuck cares what you're sick of!? You don't run shit here! You have no fucking power. So I'd advise you to sit your little ass down and shut the fuck up willingly, before I make you do it by force!" Rago yelled.

Ginga quickly grabbed Ryuga's wrists and placed a firm hand on his chest to keep Ryuga from lunging at Rago.

He had to use a little force to keep him held back, but he didn't mind.

Ginga locked eyes with Ryuga, holding him in that space, "Whoa! Ry honey! Calm down! It's not worth it love. It's not worth it. Don't even entertain it. He's just trying to get you all riled up so you can get in trouble and possibly fired. Love, it's not worth it."

Rago chuckled darkly, "Yea let your little bitch hold-"

Ryuga lunged again.

But this time it was just bad timing, because right at that moment Nile and Kenta walked through the door.

Nile looked at the scene frozen in place in front of him with wide eyes: Ginga holding Ryuga back as Rago and Ryuga lunged for each other.

Nile raised a brow after taking about thirty seconds to get over the initial shock of what he was seeing.

"What the hell is going on now?"

Just as Ginga was about to answer, Dynamis stormed in behind Nile and Chris stormed in from the side door.

Chris locked his wild and angry eyes with Nile and jabbed his pointer finger in his direction, "We need to talk! NOW!"

Nile sneered and growled, "Excuse you!"

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?" Dynamis yelled after getting over the initial shock of what he was seeing.

Kenta looked at Dynamis nervously, "We don't know. We literally just got here and Nile had just asked the same question."

Dynamis sighed, closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose, "Nile go handle your shit with Chris and I'll deal with this."

Nile spun around to protest but Dynamis held up his hand as if to say stop. He glared at Nile and muttered venomously, "Don't. You're already on my shit list, so I'd suggest you do what I say. We'll talk later."

Nile groaned and stormed across the room and out the doorway that Chris was standing in.

Chris locked eyes with Dynamis and gave a subtle nod. You could clearly see that both were still extremely pissed off, but neither muttered a word to each other.

Chris swiftly moved out the room and slammed the door behind himself, taking out some of his frustration on the door.

The room was completely silent for a total of twenty eight seconds before Dynamis went off.

NILE'S POV

I stood with my back to the door, brooding and livid.

I didn't even realize Chris had left the room until I found myself harshly spun around, and then roughly pinned to the hallway wall with my wrists pinned above my head.

Chris's face was inches from mines and his eyes said everything.

He was livid, angry, hurt and confused.

"When I call you, you answer the phone! Do you know how fucking worried I was! Don't do that shit again! Fuck! I don't give a shit how mad you're at me, you answer that motherfucking phone!"

But yet through all of those emotions I could still see his love for me in his eyes.

But I can't let that suck me in. No. Not this time.

I sneered venomously, "Chris get the fuck off of me! I'm not for this shit today! If you don't let me go in the next five seconds I swear-"

He snorted, "What? What the hell are you gonna do?!"

I growled.

But unfortunately before I had the chance to speak, his lips were harshly pressed against mines. I soon found myself in a fight for dominance as he ravished my mouth.

For a few seconds I forgot how angry I was with him and my hips bucked while a moan escaped from my throat.

He pressed his body firmly against mines and that's when I broke out of his trance, snatching my mouth from his by harshly whipping my head to the side.

I felt the word slip from my mouth in a harsh whisper, "No..."

We both panted and I refused to look him in the eyes.

I can't do this. I just can't.

He groaned loudly and buried his face into my neck, "Bae! Fuck! Please just give me a break, just this once. Just tell me! What the fuck is wrong with you?"

Still refusing to look at him or even move, I spoke in a monotone voice, "You know what you did. Now let me go Chris. I can't deal with this right now. I just can't. I'm asking you as calmly as I can to let me go before I completely lose it and I do or say something I'll regret..."

He sighed and pulled back from my neck. I could feel his eyes on me and I still won't give him the satisfaction of looking at him and giving him my full attention.

It was killing him. He hates when I do that.

"But Bae how am I supposed to attempt to right what was wronged if you won't give me the chance to."

I knew if I looked into his eyes I'd fall apart right there and give in. He'd get his way, have his way with me and then it'd be as if nothing ever happened.

So that's why I still refused to look at him.

I squeezed my eyes shut and took a deep breath in attempt to keep calm, "Chris this is the last time I'm gonna ask you. Please just let me go."

"Promise me we'll talk later."

I sighed, I could feel my anxiety and anger rising, "Ok fine whatever..."

He kissed my cheek and the corner of my mouth, "I love you..."

I stared out into space and murmured, "Yea...I know..."

I could feel the look he was giving me and it was breaking me. He let my wrists go and took a step back to give me a little space.

I turned my head forward and quickly looked down at my feet while slightly wincing as I rubbed at my tender wrists.

Chris let out a loud sigh and then gently kissed the top of my head, but because of my anxiety and anger being so high right now I actually jumped and winced when he moved to touch me.

After he kissed my head I snatched away from him and quickly moved around him to go back in the door behind him while murmuring softly, "Uh yea...we'll talk...we'll talk later..."

I could feel his eyes on me as I snatched open the door and slipped in as fast as I could with my eyes to the ground.

What I hadn't realized at the moment was that Dynamis was still yelling and screaming and going off, so as soon as I stepped in the room everything went deathly silent.

When the realization hit me after the fact, I snapped my head up to see the entire room's focus was now on me.

I mentally slapped myself and my eyes locked with Dynamis's. He gave me a look like I was his next target and I bit my lip and shook my head while anxiously wringing my wrists.

I was on edge and I could feel a sudden anxiety attack coming on.

Dynamis sighed and shook his head, "Nile get over here and sit down. Kenta get him a cold water please."

I moved across the room to my stool that sat in the corner by the door behind where Dynamis was standing. Kenta nodded and quickly moved out the room to get me a bottle of water from the break room.

Dynamis glanced over his shoulder at me and our eyes locked. He could see I was on the verge of breaking down-anxiety attack on full blast. He took a deep breath, shook his head and then turned his attention back to everyone in the room.

I put my feet on the bars of the stool, leaned forward putting my elbows on my knees and my face in my hands. I quietly took deep breaths trying to calm myself down.

Dynamis spoke sternly, "Alright. So as I was saying...this bullshit ends today. I'm sick of this fighting. We're about to hit the road for at least 9 months and I refuse to deal with this shit. You're not going to ruin this for Nile, for everyone whose apart of this entire team. We've all worked too hard for any of you to fuck this up! We're supposed to be a team, not at each other's throats! Nobody runs anything here except me or Nile! And when neither one of us is at practice we expect you to act like the mature adults you're supposed to be and do what the fuck is expected of you! We're not taking this shit on the road. I mean it! You all will be fired and replaced before I let this bullshit go on the road."

I heard the door open and Dynamis stopped for second.

I then heard quick footsteps move towards me, figuring that it must be Kenta, but I didn't move to look up at him.

Dynamis continued, "As of today, if I EVER walk into this bullshit again, anyone who looks to be involved will be fired on the spot. No buts about it. I don't give a fuck if you were just trying to hold someone back. You're involved and will be fired and replaced. And as far as today goes, Ryuga and Rago, you both were wrong and that's that! Ryuga you need to learn to keep that temper under control. Ginga you need to stay out of shit, if those two would've actually gotten into it, you would've been hurt and then that would've been a absence in the team that would be unnecessary and that could've been prevented. And Rago honey, we may be fucking but it doesn't give you any power over anyone here. You don't run shit here and I love you honey but I'm tired of hearing about your fucking mouth and this authority you're throwing on people.-"

There was a growl, a loud slam as if a stool fell over and I looked up just in time to see Rago go off.

Shit was about to hit the fan.

NORMAL POV

Rago yelled, "Oh so everyone has a problem with me now! You all smile in my fucking face and then go run and snitch behind my back!-"

Dynamis cut him off and took a step forward yelling back, the aura of authority brewing off of him, "Did I say I was done!? Did I give you or anyone in this motherfucking room permission to speak! No! Sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up!-"

Rago growled and jabbed his pointer finger at Dynamis, "No! Now look here-"

Dynamis cut Rago off again and spoke with nothing but venom in his voice, "Rago! Shut up and sit down! I'm not going to say it again! This is the shit everyone is talking about! You think you run shit, that you can do as you please. And then you stand here and try to overrule my authority! No! I run this shit and I'm telling you right now that your ass is on a very thin line right now! You have one more time, ONE, and then-"

"Dynamis FUCK YOU! Fuck all of you! I don't have to deal with this shit! Y'all hate me so much, fine! Have fun finding yourselves a new drummer on such short notice because I QUIT!"

Rago snatched his jacket off the back of his stool that fell over on the floor, and stormed in the direction towards the door.

He stopped right next to Dynamis and growled, "Don't wait up for me because you're going to be waiting for the rest of your fucking life if you do. It was fun, have a nice life!"

And with that Rago was gone, the door slamming harshly behind him.

Dynamis put on a blank face, looked at everyone in the room and spoke in a monotone voice, "Anyone else? You're all welcome to leave if you want..."

Everyone remained silent and the majority of the room stared wide eyed in fear and shock.

Dynamis gave a subtle nod, "Ok. The rest of rehearsal is cancelled, you can all go home or to whatever you had after this."

Hikaru spoke up with a look of disbelief on her face and in her voice, "But Dynamis what are we supposed to do? What are we supposed to do without a drummer? How are we supposed to find one on such short notice?"

Dynamis closed his eyes, took a deep breath and batted his had in her direction, "Don't worry about it. I'll handle it. You worry about what you're supposed to be doing. Rago will be back, don't worry."

Ryuga snorted, "Ha. And to think I was about to go out and celebrate! Shit."

Ginga and Dynamis both glared at him.

Kenta cut the moment short and spoke up in a soft but panicked voice, "Um Dynamis...help I think Nile his having a panic attack."

Dynamis spun around quickly and everyone's attention fell to a hyperventilating Nile.

Dynamis's eyes grew wide and he gasped, "SHIT!"

Him, Hikaru and Ginga were the first to Nile's side, followed by the entire room surrounding them.

Dynamis stooped down in front of Nile trying to get his attention, "Ny honey, can you hear me? Calm down. Whatever you're worried about, it's going to be okay..."

That seemed to make matters worse. Niles eyes grew wide and he pulled at his hair, his gasping getting faster.

"FUCK! Somebody go get Chris! NOW!" Dynamis hollered without taking his eyes off of Nile.

Selen was the one to move and she took off out the room and down the hall to the dance studio.

Hikaru rubbed Nile's back and spoke softly, "Ny. Ny it's Ru. Ny calm down, tell me what's wrong. What's going on? Tell me what's going through your head..."

No answer or acknowledgement.

Ginga stooped down next to Dynamis and called out to his best friend, "Nile buddy. Nile. You're okay. Calm down before you pass out. Nile..."

Still no answer or acknowledgement...

"FUCK! What the hell happened!?"

Everyone turned to see Chris standing in the doorway with mixed emotions on his face, but the most evident was worry.

He rushed over to where Nile was, pushing through the crowd. Ginga moved to stand on the side of Nile, Hikaru stood on the other side.

Dynamis glared at Chris as he stooped down in front Nile, "I should be asking you that. What the hell happened with you two? His anxiety seemed to get worse after he finished talking to you..."

Chris glared at Dynamis for a moment before turning his attention to Nile. He reached up and rubbed Nile's arms, "Bae. Bae what's the matter? Tell me what's wrong Love."

Tears began to fall from Nile's eyes as he continued to hyperventilate and pull at his hair.

Chris stood up and gently pulled Nile's hands from his hair, "Bae don't do that..." Nile fought back at first and snatched away from the touch, but Chris pulled his hands away anyways.

He then pulled Nile into his chest and held him tightly, shushing him and rubbing his back, he spoke into his ear in a soothing voice, "Shhh it's okay. Whatever is wrong we'll get through it like we always do. I've got you. You're okay. Everything in going to be okay."

At first there was no change, but within a few minutes Nile cracked and broke down into Chris's chest hugging his waist tightly.

Chris sighed in relief and kissed the top of his head, "Shhh. I've got you Bae. I'm here. You're okay. Breathe. Slow deep breaths. I've got you. Shhh..."

Everyone sighed in relief when Nile responded to the suggestion of taking slow deep breaths by doing so. He responded, which meant he was alert and he came back to them and reality.

They all were sure he was going to pass out this time, but luckily it didn't get that bad.

Dynamis sighed loudly and then looked up and met Chris's eyes, "THATS the only reason I allow you to stay around. The ONLY reason you two are still in a relationship..."

Chris shook his head in disbelief, "You're incredible. Unbelievable."

Dynamis scowled, "You're no good for him."

Hikaru sighed loudly, "Ok you two are so not gonna do this now. Not in front of Nile. Enough."

Chris kissed the top of Nile's head and spoke softly, "You wanna get some fresh air? Let's step outside for a minute so you can clear your head okay?"

Nile nodded into his chest. Kenta handed Chris Nile's water and then they moved slowly to the door and out of it.

Once outside Chris moved them a few feet from the door and then made Nile drink at least half of his bottle of water. The two then proceeded to just stand there in silence holding each other tightly.

After a good five minutes, Nile was the one to break the peaceful silence.

"Thank you..." His voice was small and meek.

Chris kissed the top of his head while murmuring, "Of course love. That's what I'm here for. To take care of you and to be there for you in any way I can...Ehm...well when you allow me to I mean..Ehm.."

Nile playfully hit his back and giggled a little, "Shut up!"

Chris laughed and kissed the top of his head once again.

"Y'know you kinda had me worried back there. I thought I'd lost my touch for a minute there. I didn't think I'd get you to calm down, you almost broke my heart there..."

"But I came back to you didn't I?"

Chris sighed, "Yea. Just don't scare me like that again. If I can't do what I'm supposed to do, what good am I to you?"

"Don't start that nonsense Chris..."

Nile looked up to meet Chris's eyes, his chin resting in the middle of the blondes' chest. His arms tighten around Chris's waist and their eyes locked.

Chris wiped under Nile's eyes and brushed his bangs from his from his eyes. He then held his green eyed lovers face in both his hands.

A tiny smile appeared on Nile's lips and he spoke softly, "I love you. Ok?"

Chris grinned, not daring to break their intense gaze, "I love you too."

Nile's smile widened, "Kiss?"

Chris smirked, "Of course."

Nile managed to get a small giggle out before he found his blonde lover's soft persistent lips on his.

The kiss started as a few pecks, but the few pecks quickly turned into a full blown make out.

Nile couldn't help but to moan as Chris sensually ravished his mouth. The kiss was deep and full of passion. Full of love.

It was the same kind of kiss that made him fall back in love with him time and time again.

And turn him on.

Nile broke the kiss and their eyes locked again, foreheads pressed together. He panted and smirked, "You think you're so slick.."

Chris chuckled and smirked back, "What? I didn't do anything."

Nile continued to smirk and raised a brow, "Tryna turn me on?"

Chris just grinned.

"I'm still a little tiny bit mad at you y'know.."

Chris chuckled, "Yes I know. Your name wouldn't be Nile if you weren't still mad."

Nile played shocked.

Chris chuckled, "But either way I'm still gonna fix what I need to fix like I promised and I have something planned for you later."

Nile raised a brow, "And what would that be?"

Chris smirked, "You'll see."

NILE'S POV

I hate the fact that I love him and yet I'm still contemplating on what needs to be done.

He loves me, I have no doubt in my mind or heart about that. It's just...No I can't do this right now. I've got too much on my mind and nerves. If I do, I'll find myself back in another panic attack. This last one was tough enough.

"Bae?"

I shook my head realizing I had just got lost in my thoughts, "Huh?"

He smiled softly and raised a brow, "I said, so are you gonna tell me what this panic attack was about?"

I shook my head, "No. I can't."

He frowned, "Why not?"

"I just can't Chris. Please just drop it, I don't even want to think about it."

He sighed, "Ok. Fine. Just promise that you're gonna talk to somebody about it. You know what happens if you don't."

I sighed and glanced to my left at the sun setting, "I know. I know."

"I'm just worried about you love, ok?"

I nodded and looked back up at him, "Yea. So when is dance rehearsal?"

He frowned, "You're not dancing today. Not after that panic attack. That was too much. You need to go home and rest your nerves."

I groaned, "But I'm fine! I wanna dance. Please?"

He shook his head, "It's not a good idea Bae. Plus, I'm not agreeing to nothing unless Dynamis approves it first. He already hates me enough as it is. Let's see what he says and take it from there..."

I sighed, "Fine..."

We walked back in hand in hand, our fingers intertwined. Everyone's eyes were on us as soon as we stepped through the door.

Including Dynamis's eyes.

I received a reassuring smile from everyone...except my manager.

I rolled my eyes at him and then glanced up at Chris, "Let me ask him. I don't need you two fighting."

He nodded and stood there with his arms crossed over his chest. Pretty much waiting for the war to start.

But it's not gonna happen on my watch. Not right now, I can't mentally deal with that right now.

I turned on my heel and moved to Dynamis, who was standing in the middle of the room going through his phone.

When I approached him he didn't even bother to look up at me, he just murmured with a snarky attitude, "You done with blondie over there?"

I rolled my eyes once again, "Well yes I am feeling better than I was, THANKS for asking..."

Dynamis snapped his head up to look at me, "I knew you were fine when you walked in here hand in hand like a pair of love-struck teenagers. So there was no need in asking. Plus, not asking spared me all the gory details of what happened outside. Not interested. You know that."

I sighed, "Look I'm not feeling this conversation right now. I just want to ask if it'll be okay for me to go to dance rehearsal. Chris doesn't think it's a good idea, but I wanna go. So he wanted to get the okay from you so he doesn't get his ass chewed off later for making a decision without your approval first..."

He raised a brow, "Do you really think it's a good idea for you to go dance after that little performance you put on not even an hour ago?"

"Yes. I feel fine."

Dynamis shook his head, "No. I'm gonna have to agree with your little blonde boyfriend this time. You don't need the stress of learning a new dance on your mind to. You need to go home and take your anxiety meds and take a nap. Rest up. We can't afford for you to fall apart again."

I whined and pleaded with puppy dog eyes, "But Dy! I wanna dance! I feel fine. I don't know what you and Chris are so worried about. Dance helps me sometimes. So..PLEASE? Just for a little while?"

Dynamis just stared at me for what felt like forever. He then turned his attention back to his phone and batted his hand my way, "You've got an hour. That's it!"

I squealed like a teenage girl and hugged Dy from the side, "THANK YOU!"

He groaned, "Yea yea." He then looked up and over at Chris and their eyes met, "He gets an hour that's it. No longer. And no hardcore shit. If I find him in there past his designated hour, that's YOUR ass. Got it?"

I let go of Dynamis to see Chris's response. He shrugged his shoulders and stuffed his hands in his jeans, an impassive expression on his face, "Whatever. You got it. But remember this was your decision."

I looked back at Dy and gave him a look as if to say 'Don't even say a word'. I could tell he was biting his tongue hard to keep from going off and giving a smartass retort.

After glaring at Chris for a few moments longer, he turned his attention back to his phone and mumbled under his breath, "Fucking dick."

I snorted, "I heard that..."

He shrugged his shoulders without looking up, "So? I'm telling the truth and you know it."

I laughed mentally and walked back over to Chris.

He wasn't lying, but Dy is as much of a bitch as Chris is a dick.

Chris smirked at me and gave me a peck on the lips. He then turned his attention to the entire room and spoke loudly, "Dance Rehearsal in fifteen minutes. Our regular room. We've only got Nile for an hour today, so don't be late!"

With that Chris kissed me once more and left out.

Once he was out of the room I pulled out my phone and sent Ru a text. She was over in the corner talking with Selen and Mei Mei, so I didn't want to disturb their convo.

I need to talk to you when you get a chance...

I looked up and watched as she smirked while reading her phone. I saw her quickly type back and I looked down at my phone just as her reply was coming through.

Ru: is this about this sudden PDA you two are showing?

No. Although what I can say about that is that it wasn't me who initiated it.

Ru: But you didn't stop it or seemed to mind...have you thought about what we talked about?

I sighed. Here we go.

Yea. What do you think contributed to my recent panic attack?

Ru: I figured. :( sorry

It's not your fault. I just have a lot on my mind and it's extremely overwhelming

Ru: Yea and we'll talk about it later tonight...

Ummmm...

Ru: REALLY NY!?

Well he has some type of plans for me tonight and won't tell me what they are...

Ru: :[ yea and we both know what's going to come after these so called "plans" Ny

No we don't because I don't know what the plans are and there's no telling how I'm going to feel afterwards...

Ru: Don't bullshit me Ny! The last thing you need to be doing is fucking him or getting fucked by him. Or how the hell any of that works-you know what I mean! You don't need to put yourself in that position, you're just gonna get sucked right back in again!

You're not lying. When he fucks me like he does after we've fought, he can get me to do anything he wants after doing that! XD

Ru: -_- Ew! TMI!

Lol sorry...but seriously I know what you mean and you're telling the truth...

Ru: He does it every single time. But this time you're gonna snap and have another panic attack after you realize what you did and realize that you still have a decision to make. Why put yourself through that?

Sigh. I know. I just...I love him..

Ru: I know. More than you love yourself...just promise me you'll think about it beforehand or when you feel yourself falling into that situation

I promise. We'll talk later and if not later than lunch tomorrow?

Ru: Of course. Ginga too?

No doubt. We need to have a little talk about him putting his ass on the line like that, I can't afford to lose either of you...

Ru: I know Ny. I'll see you in dance in 5...ten-four?

Ok. Ten-four! Over and out! :)

Before going into the dance studio, I made my way to the changing rooms connected to the studio and changed into my sweatpants.

I hate dancing in my jeans when I'm learning a new dance.

When I walked into rehearsal I noticed that Ryuto was there. Which meant we were learning something out of Chris's league or something complicated.

Chris was setting up the music so he didn't even notice me come in.

I put my bag and phone over by the wall where the door was. I then took my place front and center facing the mirrored wall and decided to do a little bit of stretching.

Who knows what they had planned.

After about five minutes of stretching, Chris came to stand in front of the class. It seemed everyone was on time like he said to be.

I guess they all saw what kind of mood he was in today, so they decided not to push their luck.

Chris winked at me and then addressed the class as one, "Alright, I hope you all took the responsibility of stretching like you're supposed to because we only have Nile for an hour. Which means we have a lot to cover in little time and we're jumping right in as of now. I advise you to pay attention."

Chris then pulled the remote to the stereo out of his back pocket and Ryuto moved up front next to him.

"You all know how this goes. This is a new dance so that means a demonstration first and then we get down to specifics."

Me and the other dancers moved to the back wall, of course Ru and Ginga were on either side of me.

Chris and Ryuto took the center of the floor and Chris hit the play button on his remote, quickly slipping it back into his pocket.

The beat echoed throughout the room, the snapping on the track evident to be a part of the dance.

The dance started off with Chris facing forward and Ryuto strutting around him in a circle snapping in tune with the snaps on the track. That is until my voice hit the track, Chris held his hand out and the two sharply snapped into ballroom hold.

Slow fluid movements with Chris leading and Ryuto following. Legs moving in perfect sync, bodies pressed together, snapping finishes to every movement.

When the hook rang out the two broke apart and they went for it.

"I'm so sick of that same old love..."

I could tell this part was all Chris.

It was hard, sharp and full body movement.

Arms up, arms down, back and forth, criss-crossing.

Hip hop movement all the way. It said Chris all the way.

And I have to say he looked sexy as hell doing it too. That's where the attraction first started. Watching him in his element, in his hip hop roots and skill.

The smooth drop down and slide on the "Oh" part, that was Ryuto all the way and a perfect touch.

Then when the second verse hit, they were back into ballroom hold. The movements just as slow and fluid as the first verse.

Yet I had a favorite part in this verse where the lead spins the follow, who is on one foot, in a complete circle slowly.

The chorus hits again and the movements are the same as before.

When the bridge comes in the dance gets intense. There's a lot of moving and switching back and forth. There's a floor slide and then we're back into the chorus, movements harsher though and filled with more energy since it is the build before the end of the song.

The dance ends with the lead holding the follow close and the follow's leg wrapped tightly around the lead's waist.

The dance was hypnotizing and exciting altogether. It got my blood pumping and adrenalin rushing just knowing that I was about to learn this.

The fans were going to love this.

When the song ended the two turned to us, slightly out of breath, and bowed as everyone clapped.

Chris then took a deep breath and addressed us all, "As you can see the dance is a tango and hip hop combination. If you couldn't tell, I was the male and Ryuto was the female. You all will be in pairs and the pairs will be..."

Chris looked at Ryuto and he took over, "The pairs are Nile and Hikaru, Ginga and Madoka, Massamune and Selen, and King and Mei Mei."

Chris moved to the front of the room and leaned against the mirror, "Alright Up! Nile and Hikaru in the front. Then it's from left to right: Ginga, King and then Massamune. Ladies are with whomever she's supposed to paired with."

Everyone nodded and moved quickly into position.

About forty-five minutes into rehearsal I was hot, sweaty, frustrated and irritated.

By this time everyone had dropped their partner at least once, fell themselves, fell out of sync and lost balance.

The music stopped and Chris yelled, "Not good enough! DO IT AGAIN! "

And that was the reason why I was irritated.

Everyone groaned and got back into first position.

Me and Chris have been in three arguments since we started learning the dance. It was mostly about him being an ass and going into that drill sergeant mode.

The group has only made it to the chorus once since starting to learn the dance.

We spent twenty fucking minutes learning the ballroom hold because it was crucial if we wanted to get the tango part of the dance right.

Ru was the only reason I've bitten my tongue these last five minutes, because I was on the verge of going the fuck off on Chris.

The music started and so did the fucking drill sergeant, "Nile your leg isn't snapping back hard enough or in time! Massamune fix your hold! Ginga...Oh my God! What the hell!? For fucks sake everybody stop! START AGAIN!"

I growled.

Ru looked at me as if to say 'keep your mouth shut'.

But I couldn't.

I groaned and snapped, "I'm tired of singing the same fucking few lines over and over Chris!"

"Then get the dance right and do what the fuck you're supposed to do and then you wouldn't have that fucking problem!" He snapped back.

Just as I was about to lay him out, Kenta came in the room, "Ny your hour is up...lets go.."

I sighed and mumbled under my breath, "Thank God."

Chris addressed the class as I got my bag and phone, "Alright since Nile is leaving we're moving on to back up dances only. Starting with Sober. Nile doesn't have a big part in that and we've already worked on half. Everyone into position! Ryuto start them off, I'll be right back."

As I was making my way out the door following Kenta, Chris was on my heels.

I sighed, "What now Chris?"

He grabbed my wrist and stopped me mid tracks in the hallway. I turned around to look at him and he kissed me softly.

I pulled back scowling, "No. Don't be nice now..."

He smirked and pushed my bangs off my sweaty forehead, "Be ready by six forty-five. No later. I mean it."

I rolled my eyes and went to turn on my heel, "Uhuh whatever-"

He spun me back around and kissed me hard, taking my breath away. When we finally pulled apart we were slightly panting.

He smirked and kissed my forehead, "Love you."

I shook my head, and turned and left.

When I got outside Kenta was at the door waiting for me in the driver's seat of my truck. I got in and we took off.

My phone buzzed and I knew it had to be either Dy or Chris.

When I looked at my phone it turned out to be Dynamis.

Dy: You have left dance rehearsal right?

I smiled to myself and shook my head as I replied.

Yes I'm on my way home to take a much needed shower right now. Kenta is driving.

Dy: Take your anxiety meds Ny. I mean it.

I am Dynamis! Geez!

Dy: I know you. You'll "forget" and then be all over the place again.

Whatever. So what are we going to do about a drummer?

Dy: Don't worry about it. Rago will be back by tomorrow. No worries. I'm on my way to handle this problem right now.

Alright Dy. I sure hope so...

Dy: Are you doubting my persuasive skills?

Lol! No and I don't need you to elaborate on what your persuasive skills consist of when it comes to the two of you. Ew!

Dy: It's not even about that. I know him. He'll be just fine tomorrow. As far as our relationship goes, he'll be putty in my hands within the hour. But getting him to come back as the drummer will be a little more work, his pride is hurt. Don't worry though. I should be confirming that everything is fine and a go later tonight. I'll text you later with the update and confirmation.

Ok. I'll be looking out for the text.

By the time six thirty came around I had had my hour long shower, took my meds with a snack, attempted to finish writing a song, took a thirty minute nap and now...

I'm running behind...like big time.

Chris is gonna chew me out.

As I was ripping off another shirt and throwing it on my bed, my phone buzzed letting me know I had a text.

I groaned and ran in the bathroom to see who it was. Even though I already knew who it was. It was just wishful thinking that maybe it'd be someone else.

I looked at my phone and saw that I was correct...unfortunately...

Chris3: Hey Bae I'll be there in 10. Be ready...

Ummm...

Chris3: OMFG Bae! What now!? I told you to be ready!

I groaned and was tempted to slam my phone, but I can't afford to break my phone again. Dynamis would lay me out. Again.

I know that! I can't find anything to wear! You didn't exactly tell me what the hell the dress code was...

It took him a minute to text me back this time. He was either really pissed off or driving...

Chris3: Dress to impress me ;)

Yea that's really helpful Chris...

Chris3: You got five minutes. You better stop texting and get ready...

I'm not gonna be ready in five minutes. That's just not possible. You and I both know this...

I put the phone down and ran back into my dressing room and stared at my choices.

Dress to impress him...What the hell...

I grabbed my black blazer off the hanger, an orange polo out of one of my drawers and took off back into my room.

Once in there I threw on my dark wash jeans that I had tried on an hour ago, put on my belt with all the chains and slipped on my orange polo.

I ran into the bathroom and quickly went over my bangs with the flat iron. I slightly spiked the top of my hair with a tiny bit of gel, lightly lined my lower eyelid with black eyeliner, unplugged the flat iron and then took off back into my room.

Just as I was about to put my jacket on, I heard the front door open downstairs. I heard the door slam and him walk to the bottom of the steps.

"BAE! C'mon! We're gonna be late. I called you twice. What the hell are you doing!?" Chris hollered.

I groaned and hollered back as I was slipping on my blazer, "I'm coming! I'm putting my shoes on now. Go to the car, I'll meet you out there!"

I heard him walk back to the door, "You got two minutes!"

He slammed the door and I rushed to slip on my orange black and green high top converse.

I kicked all the clothes I had tried on that were on the floor into a pile and threw the ones that I tossed on the bed on top of the pile. I kicked the pile over by the bathroom door, went in and grabbed my phone and wallet off the counter, hit the lights and then rushed downstairs.

I turned the light on in the foyer before grabbing my keys off the table by the door and left out the house, locking up behind myself and hitting the alarm button on my key chain.

Of course Chris was right out front, directly in front of the door. I hopped in and he just stared at me.

"What! I'm sorry ok? But this is part your fault since-"

He cut me off smirking, "You look good Bae..."

That was the last thing I expected him to say so I was slightly thrown off guard and blushed from the unexpected compliment.

I put my seatbelt on, trying not to let him see the blush he caused, "Thank you..."

He chuckled, put his truck in drive and sped off...

About twenty minutes into the car ride I was getting restless and Chris wasn't talking, so I decided to break the silence.

I turned as much as I could in my seat to face him, "Christopher...where are we going? How much longer until we get there?..."

He cut his eyes at me but deliberately didn't answer me.

"I know you hear me talking to you..."

He sighed loudly, but still didn't answer me.

I growled, "CHRIS!"

"Huh!?" He feigned innocence and quickly glanced at me before returning his eyes to the road ahead, "Oh you were talking to me? Well who the hell is Christopher? I thought that you were maybe on the phone or there was somebody else in the car I didn't know about. Because I KNOW you weren't talking to me..."

I reached over and lightly smacked him on the back of the head, "You're such an ass!"

He laughed and smirked.

I whined, "Chris! Where are we going? Can't you at least give me a hint? Please!?"

"No.."

"Why!?"

He groaned and then sighed, "Because Bae, you don't need to know everything. You just don't. So sit back and relax and enjoy the ride."

I huffed and turned around in my seat muttering to myself while staring out the passenger window, "This is bullshit. I feel like I'm being fucking kidnapped or some shit..."

He chuckled, "Bae if I was kidnapping you, it'd be a lot kinkier than this. Trust me on that..."

I folded my arms across my chest and grumbled, "Fucking pervert..."

He burst into laughter.

He ended up taking me all over the place. I could tell it was a lot of planning on his part and he had to have had some strings pulled.

Our first stop was to a carnival. We played a few games and I convinced him to get on a couple of rides with me.

Our second stop was dinner at an extremely expensive restaurant. But I have to guiltily admit that the food was amazing and I would love to go back.

Our third stop was to get dessert and a drink at this little place outside of town.

Actually I believe everything took place outside of the city and in this little town.

Our fourth and final stop was back to my house where we attempted to watch a movie, but actually I currently find myself doing something I promised Ru I wouldn't...

But in my defense...Oh hell I don't have a defense and right now in the moment I'm not regretting anything

He's currently fucking the shit out of me and I feel like I'm on cloud nine.

I knew it'd be rough and passionate because all of our makeup sex, or should I say makeup fucking, always is. But tonight he's just going all out and I'm loving every bit of it...

Even though in the morning I'm gonna hate myself and will probably need to double up on my anxiety meds.

But right now in this moment I'm gonna let myself enjoy this immense pleasure...

We ended up only getting three rounds out of each other before collapsing from sheer exhaustion.

The only reason I'm up right now is because my phone is being obnoxiously loud.

We probably could've gone for longer if we hadn't had such a long day, but I'm actually glad it was only three rounds.

We should've never went for one round in all honesty, but I can't take it back now, can't reverse time. Unfortunately.

I pretty much crawled out of bed and across the floor to my clothes that had been thrown everywhere in the heat of passion last night.

I needed to turn that fucking noise off, it was making this splitting headache and current hangover even worse than it already was. The drinks we had last night must've been extremely strong or had a type of alcohol in it that I've never had, because I rarely ever get hangovers or hangover symptoms.

"Mmmm! Bae turn that shit off..." Chris groaned from buried under the covers.

I glanced back at the bed to see and hear that he was still deep asleep. He must can hear it in his sleep.

Well it is that fucking loud...

I finally found my phone and his buried under his jeans. As soon as I got my phone in my hand I hit the silence switch on the side so it'd turn everything incoming or any new alerts to vibrate.

I then pretty much crawled back over to the bed, slightly wincing at how bad my ass was hurting as I crawled in the bed and sat up with the covers pulled to my waist.

I put Chris's phone on my nightstand and then looked to see why my phone was making all that goddamn noise.

It was a text message from Dy...

Dy: Hey Ny, ok so the update on Rago is...me and him are good but as of tomorrow we start our search for a new drummer. I'm sorry. I know I basically promised that he'd come back but he's not budging on this and we have no time to waste groveling at his feet begging him to come back. I know you're probably on the verge of cracking right now but don't worry, we'll get through this. Everything will be fine. We'll discuss more this afternoon...

"SHIT!"

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