Prologue:
Best friend. I despised that label. I wanted to be something more to
him. I wanted to be his everything, but sadly Im not. Shes his everything. Im
just a friend he goes to for advices or when they are in a fight. My other best
friends know Im hurting. But they dont know to what extent. They know I like
him, they never knew I fell for him. They also dont know I cut myself. All I
have to do is put on a fake smile and they would never know. They also dont
know that I cry myself to sleep every night. All they know is that this is just
a crush, and that it will go away. I wish that was the case but sadly it isnt.
They dont know that I thought of killing myself before. It hurts way too much.
They think Im fine but in reality Im loosing a chance to love. Im loosing a
battle I never wanted to be in the first place. And Im also in pain, lots of
pain.
A/N: yeah.. I deleted the other story since it bored me.. sorry to the people who review it! And plus the other chapters got deleted =[ Anyways hope you like this!
~emmettlover0428~