Okay people who actually read my stuff I'm being extremely nice to you and typing this while I don't feel really good so be glad I'm so dedicated to my new goal to update regularly during school year not including the breaks. Ok I own nothing if you're interested
"Hold me even though I know you're leaving and show me all the reasons you would stay It's just enough to feel your breath on mine"
The music lingered in the room the music, the music I was playing when I heard the news that Kanone had been hurt and he was going to die. At first I was so in shock I couldn't believe he, he of all people could die. I rushed to the hospital as soon as I had overcome my shock I had to see him, see him at least one more time before he died. As I rode in my car I felt something trickle down my cheeks from my cold blue eyes as I stroked the seashell he had given me when we were children, this sensation was so strange to me I couldn't comprehend it at first. I was crying for Kanone? Of all the reasons to stay in this world Kanone was always one of them having his skin against mine was a sensation I could not resist
"Too cool my soul and ease my mind you've got to hold me and show me love give me just one part of you to cling to and keep me everywhere you are it's just enough to steal a heart and run"
When I reached his bedside I couldn't even recognize him at first he was hooked up to so many wires and machines trying to keep him comfortable while he died. Once again tears fell from my eyes as I clung to him, hugged to him and held him wishing he would never be gone from this world for his sake as well as mine. As I clung to him he opened his golden eyes part of him that had remained undamaged by the hunter. As he looked at me he had tears fall down his face as he struggled to say words I could hardly hear
"Eyes I guess I'm more important to you than your mother, you cried for me and not for her. Eyes you do have a capacity for sadness. I love you." Tears feel from eyes as I said
"I love you too Kanone."
"And fade out with the fooling sun oh, please don't go let me have you just one moment more oh, all I want is just one moment more you've got to hold me and keep me tell me that someday you'll be returning and maybe I'll be here"
As I said this Kanone gripped me with a loose grip from a once strong hand and smiled as I thought, I wished this moment could last forever and my Kanone would never die. I was still silently sobbing when the other came in. I guess they were shocked by what they saw. I would be too if I saw myself crying stroking a dying man's hand. I whispered this to the still awake Kanone in what would probably be his last few minutes of life
"I'll always love you and someday we'll be together again I promise." With this I kissed him on his cheek his hand still clinging to mine.
"It's just enough to see a shooting star to know you're never really far. Its just enough to see a shooting star to know you're never really gone oh, please don't go let me have you just one moment more oh, all I need all I want is just one moment more."
It was not long after my promise that my Kanone left. When he was gone I cried so hard I could have drowned in my tears. My only thought was how could I let this happen. I was so strong when he was alive but after he died I could hardly attend his funeral with a full box of tissues handy. I think I may have contaminated the church's ground with my dead tears that I shed upon the ground. No one could understand my sorrow, tonight I may see a shooting star a hint that maybe life could be better and maybe I will see my Kanone again. Now all I want is one more moment within his arms.
"Oh, please don't go let me have you just one moment more you've got to hold me and maybe I'll believe so hold me even thought I know you're leaving"
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