It has been almost a year since he left. Every time I think about him that black hole in my chest tears my soul apart. In those nine months I have become a firefighter. I graduated four months ago becoming one of the youngest students to graduate the academy. After about a month I have become one of the best members on the team.
On my team are three men, John, a big guy like Emmet. Adam, who was similar to Jasper and can always find a way to cheer me up. There is also one girl other than me on the team, Samantha or Sam as we call her is like Alice just not shopping spree crazy and hipper. Last but not least is Chief Jack. But we all call him Chief. Chief reminded me of both Charlie and Carlisle, he was tall had a white mustache white hair and was very protective of me and Sam. He has become a second father to me.
When I first joined the team, I was still in my zombie like state, but my team, eventually coaxed me out of my depression and have made me a part of their family. I haven't been able to forget about him. But I have recovered enough to be semi-happy. Charlie wasn't too happy about me leaving. Actually he was panicked thinking that as soon as I got out of the house I would kill myself. Can't say I blame him.
Of course Jake didn't want me to leave either, but after he told me that he loved me and wanted more than friendship. I knew it was time to leave. My new home is at an apartment and at the fire station in Bend Oregon. Most of the buildings in this part of the city are old and run down so when we get fires there normally pretty big, and dangerous. Even though he left I haven't forgotten what he said, about staying out of trouble.
Too bad he doesn't love me of I would of listened to him. Deep down I know I still love him. But I also know that he could never love such a plain and simple human like me.
Hi everyone! This is my first Fan fic and i know it isnt great. But i swear the next chapter will be good. This is just a quick breifing on what has happed to bell in eleven months. Hope you like it and please review i will update soon!! P.S. if you dont review i will send evil man eating ninja rabbits to your house!!