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Anywhos, the song is everybody's fool by evanescence this is my first fic, so please be kind. Hehe, thanks!! Review and tell me wut u think. Oh yeah. this is a little morbid and it had suicide in it. So I guess..enjoy?
" " saying ' ' thoughts * * song
To be betrayed
Kagome ran with all of her strength, allowing the branches to cut into skin as she ran by them. Tears streamed down her flushed cheeks, flowing over the numerous cuts she had gotten from running. This only added to her pain. But somehow, she was numb to all ordinary pain. The one in her heart over took them all.
~ flashback~
Kagome had gone for a walk in the woods alone. She needed sometime to clear, sort, and organize her crowded thoughts. Suddenly a voice from near by shattered her thoughts. It was Inuyasha. Curiously, she followed the voice until she spotted him at a clearing. He was with. Kikyo.
*perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence*
Quietly, Kagome hid behind a bush, and watched as her heart slowly broke.
"Tell me Inuyasha," Kikyou started "do you love that reincarnation of me?"
Inuyasha embraced her in an instant.
"Never Kikyou. She's just a damn copy of you. A shard detector. That's all she is. You are the one I love." Inuyasha replied.
They slowly parted. Kikyou looked into his eyes.
"Do you mean that Inuyasha?" she asked pleadingly.
"Yes. I have it all planned out. I can use that bitch to find all of the shards. No, better yet, I can bring you into the group soon, and find the shards. I'll kill off the bitch. The others will be too scared to do anything but cooperate. Then, once we find them all, we can start a family. As for now, those fools don't know anything." Inuyasha said menacingly.
* just what we all need,
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled *
Kagome held back tears and got up from her hiding place silently, not wanting to hear anymore. She broke into a run. Tears steamed bitterly down her face.
' Inuyasha ' she cried in her mind. ' Am I really just a shard detector? Am I just a copy? Is that all I am?!'
~ end flashback~
As Kagome ran back to the camp, it had rapidly started to rain. By the time she reached camp, she was drenched to the core. Finding everyone asleep in a sheltered area, she sat on a rock under the rain, thinking as sheets of cold rain beat down on her. She drew her knees up and clutched them tightly.
Rocking back and forth, she shivered as she replayed the scene in her mind over and over, like how a broken record player skips over a record. In the morning, Sango was the first to find Kagome in that state. She was soaked and shivering. Her eyes were glazed over, and her lips were as blue as blue could get. As Sango called Miroku and shippo over, Inuyasha emerged from the forest.
"Inuyasha!" Sango called. " There is something wrong with Kagome!"
Inuyasha threw a glance at her. The sight of the pale blue girl sent a shock down his spine. Shaking it off, he cleared his throat.
"So what? I don't care. Anyway, Kikyou is joining us to find the shards from now on." He said as she stepped out of the woods as well.
A cold smile spread across her face. Suddenly Kagome smiled a little, and began to sing. ( AN: ok, I know these are the lyrics, I just thought it would be ok if she said it. So I'll have stars and quotes.)
"* look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending*"
No one heard her sing these words so softly, except Inuyasha. He growled and bared his teeth. Kagome's eyes snapped open and alert. She stared at him.
"*but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled*"
She averted her stare over to kikyou.
"*without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie*"
slowly Kagome arose from her seat. She made her way over to Inuyasha and Kikyou.
"*i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore*" she mumbled yet again.
Kagome grasped the Tetsusaiga from its sheath. She smiled.
"*it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool *" Kagome sang aloud.
Without a moments spare, she thrusted the mighty sword into her stomach. A shock wave of pain shot through her body. With what was left of her strength, she pulled out the bloody sword and fell to the ground with a thud.
"KAGOME!" Shippo cried as he ran to her side. "Kagome no! you can't die! NO! you have to be here! I don't want you to go! I don't want you to leave!" he cried loudly.
"Shippo." Kagome said softly.
Shippo wiped his eyes and buried his face into her open hand.
"Shippo, look at me." Kagome faintly said.
Shippo looked up, salty liquid streamed down his face. Kagome smiled softly.
"I'm sorry Shippo. There was a pain in my heart, a pain too much for me to bear. I don't want to leave you Shippo. Please, will you forgive me?"
shippo nodded hurriedly. She smiled and stroked his cheek.
"That's my boy. I love you very much Shippo. Never forget that. No matter what anyone tells you."
Shippo burst into tears all over again. Kagome looked at Sango and Miroku who were just standing there, still trying to comprehend what happened. Tears were already flowing from them.
"I'm so sorry you guys." Kagome smiled as tears flowed from her own eyes. "I'm so sorry I never got to see you two get married, or have little Miroku's or little Sango's running around." They blushed. Kagome laughed only to cough up blood.
She faced Inuyasha and Kikyou. Her soul was flickering, her spirit was almost out.
With a few wheezes, she managed to get out painfully, "Be happy Inuyahsa," she wheezed again. "Be happy for both of us." she wheezed again, and sighed out
"Inuyasha."
With that her life fire went out.
There Kagome Higurashi laid in front of them in a puddle of blood, dead.and smiling.
Anywhos, the song is everybody's fool by evanescence this is my first fic, so please be kind. Hehe, thanks!! Review and tell me wut u think. Oh yeah. this is a little morbid and it had suicide in it. So I guess..enjoy?
" " saying ' ' thoughts * * song
To be betrayed
Kagome ran with all of her strength, allowing the branches to cut into skin as she ran by them. Tears streamed down her flushed cheeks, flowing over the numerous cuts she had gotten from running. This only added to her pain. But somehow, she was numb to all ordinary pain. The one in her heart over took them all.
~ flashback~
Kagome had gone for a walk in the woods alone. She needed sometime to clear, sort, and organize her crowded thoughts. Suddenly a voice from near by shattered her thoughts. It was Inuyasha. Curiously, she followed the voice until she spotted him at a clearing. He was with. Kikyo.
*perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence*
Quietly, Kagome hid behind a bush, and watched as her heart slowly broke.
"Tell me Inuyasha," Kikyou started "do you love that reincarnation of me?"
Inuyasha embraced her in an instant.
"Never Kikyou. She's just a damn copy of you. A shard detector. That's all she is. You are the one I love." Inuyasha replied.
They slowly parted. Kikyou looked into his eyes.
"Do you mean that Inuyasha?" she asked pleadingly.
"Yes. I have it all planned out. I can use that bitch to find all of the shards. No, better yet, I can bring you into the group soon, and find the shards. I'll kill off the bitch. The others will be too scared to do anything but cooperate. Then, once we find them all, we can start a family. As for now, those fools don't know anything." Inuyasha said menacingly.
* just what we all need,
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled *
Kagome held back tears and got up from her hiding place silently, not wanting to hear anymore. She broke into a run. Tears steamed bitterly down her face.
' Inuyasha ' she cried in her mind. ' Am I really just a shard detector? Am I just a copy? Is that all I am?!'
~ end flashback~
As Kagome ran back to the camp, it had rapidly started to rain. By the time she reached camp, she was drenched to the core. Finding everyone asleep in a sheltered area, she sat on a rock under the rain, thinking as sheets of cold rain beat down on her. She drew her knees up and clutched them tightly.
Rocking back and forth, she shivered as she replayed the scene in her mind over and over, like how a broken record player skips over a record. In the morning, Sango was the first to find Kagome in that state. She was soaked and shivering. Her eyes were glazed over, and her lips were as blue as blue could get. As Sango called Miroku and shippo over, Inuyasha emerged from the forest.
"Inuyasha!" Sango called. " There is something wrong with Kagome!"
Inuyasha threw a glance at her. The sight of the pale blue girl sent a shock down his spine. Shaking it off, he cleared his throat.
"So what? I don't care. Anyway, Kikyou is joining us to find the shards from now on." He said as she stepped out of the woods as well.
A cold smile spread across her face. Suddenly Kagome smiled a little, and began to sing. ( AN: ok, I know these are the lyrics, I just thought it would be ok if she said it. So I'll have stars and quotes.)
"* look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending*"
No one heard her sing these words so softly, except Inuyasha. He growled and bared his teeth. Kagome's eyes snapped open and alert. She stared at him.
"*but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled*"
She averted her stare over to kikyou.
"*without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie*"
slowly Kagome arose from her seat. She made her way over to Inuyasha and Kikyou.
"*i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore*" she mumbled yet again.
Kagome grasped the Tetsusaiga from its sheath. She smiled.
"*it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool *" Kagome sang aloud.
Without a moments spare, she thrusted the mighty sword into her stomach. A shock wave of pain shot through her body. With what was left of her strength, she pulled out the bloody sword and fell to the ground with a thud.
"KAGOME!" Shippo cried as he ran to her side. "Kagome no! you can't die! NO! you have to be here! I don't want you to go! I don't want you to leave!" he cried loudly.
"Shippo." Kagome said softly.
Shippo wiped his eyes and buried his face into her open hand.
"Shippo, look at me." Kagome faintly said.
Shippo looked up, salty liquid streamed down his face. Kagome smiled softly.
"I'm sorry Shippo. There was a pain in my heart, a pain too much for me to bear. I don't want to leave you Shippo. Please, will you forgive me?"
shippo nodded hurriedly. She smiled and stroked his cheek.
"That's my boy. I love you very much Shippo. Never forget that. No matter what anyone tells you."
Shippo burst into tears all over again. Kagome looked at Sango and Miroku who were just standing there, still trying to comprehend what happened. Tears were already flowing from them.
"I'm so sorry you guys." Kagome smiled as tears flowed from her own eyes. "I'm so sorry I never got to see you two get married, or have little Miroku's or little Sango's running around." They blushed. Kagome laughed only to cough up blood.
She faced Inuyasha and Kikyou. Her soul was flickering, her spirit was almost out.
With a few wheezes, she managed to get out painfully, "Be happy Inuyahsa," she wheezed again. "Be happy for both of us." she wheezed again, and sighed out
"Inuyasha."
With that her life fire went out.
There Kagome Higurashi laid in front of them in a puddle of blood, dead.and smiling.