Authors notes: in this story, there is no bomb and Godric is only alive because of his true loves dying wish, and everytime he is about to get what he longs for, fate steps in and prevents it. also sorry so sloppy,if i make any mistakes or changed the plot around from the tv show , that was what i intended to do. well hope u like it i am working on the next chapter this very moment.
What would u do if your one true love dying wish was for u to live life for her and find happiness, would u still comply with her death wish even after living 2000 years with a broken heart, would she still want me to live if she knew that very night I was attacked by a immortal blood thirsty monster then reborn as death buried within the soil of earth, as 2000 years pass me by slowly, everyday I sleep ,everyday I dream of her but cant find a reason why I should continue her wish any longer since I feel 2000 years is long enough without her in my arms. I don't know if there is a heaven or hell but I do know if those places exist I am for sure doomed for hell. I can not do it any longer my love
"NOT WITHOUT YOU!"
"Not without you"
Godric's pov :
"Reminiscing"
I remember her long glorious golden blonde hair that went all the way down to her knees, her beautiful emerald green eyes, milky porcelain skin, rosy red cheeks, muscle toned body built for a warrior, yes and what a warrior she was, she was the first woman ever trained by our chief long ago when I was mortal, young and breathing. She was my best friend and was the only woman I ever loved.
Every day I meet with her in my dreams, the same dream again and again
Zelda and I grew to be best friends, we took our first baby steps together, we bathed together, learned to fish together and learned to hunt together, we got in trouble together, we even learned how to battle together and at the age of 14 Zelda and I were the best warriors of the villagers and that's including the older men. Zelda was even better than me. I had to leave for my journey one half moon night with the other young boys. Zelda had to stay with the other girls her age. That day we were to leave, there was a festival farewell party for us. Zelda and I got in a fight cause she beat me and humiliated me in front of the whole village, including the Chief Claudius her grandfather and our teacher, which brought me low in front of the other boys of our village.
Godric's pov
"She thinks she is going to get away with that?" I exclaimed to the boys in my group.
"You cant beat her Godric, what can u do to her that she cant do back to u?" Alexander teased
"That little she man happens to be bathing this very blessed moment and I just happen to know she baths at . Its our secret place, she will pay now, I am going to take her clothes then tease her till she gets angry and chases me and she will be embarrassed that u boys are watching her and she will hurry to find her clothes, that's when I tell her I hid them far away and she will have to run home naked and shamed" I planed with the boys in
"Do u think it will work?" asked Soleinge.
"Yes but we must hurry!" so we proceeded to the little falls that had a cave inside behind the waterfall. There she was bathing naked floating on top of the water with her eyes closed. that's when I decided to take her clothes, after I gave her clothing to Godphrey to hide it somewhere she won't find them and then we all called out her name taunting her.
"ZELDA! OH ZELDA THE SHE MAN!" We called out to her.
"What do u want sissy's? Get out of here now- or get beat up by a girl in front of your little pitiful followers again! Decide!" Zelda warned.
"Dear god I was so sure-(I sighed exaggeratedly in a mocking tone. then I turned my gaze intensely between her thighs- indicating I was more than certain Zelda was a man- she began to blush a crimson red, with a scowl emitting her sun kissed face- )no, I just cant see 'Its' pipi or nut sack any where- do you guys see anything?" I taunted there she was coming toward us without a care for modesty as a young lady should, her fist up ready to strike. the guys chuckled and snickered out loud- I figured this was the humiliation intended for her. the Guys were gazing at her making her fume even more.
"I'm going to get u Godric!" she screamed angrily. "Oh I was hoping for it-" i challenged,
suddenly the taunting turned into swooning- "nice boobies Zelda!"
that's when she felt the masses of the humiliation heavily and jumped in the water to hide. appearantly she was already maturing little round lumps over her chest. she hated being a girl, and growing into a woman, though i didnt want to notice nothing having to do with the sort.
"I'm going to make u pay for this Godric!" she growled with such a passion that it sent shivers up my spine. but of course I couldnt show any weakness, considering I was the most promising future leader She stayed there till night fall, by that time all the boys including me were off on our journey.
Two years went by fast, back then the age 16 was the age where a boy was matured enough to be called a man. my mind was reeling on what i was going to show Zelda first- i had learned enough battle and survival techniques they didnt teach the little maidens in school- the kind of school we had was merely for survival- and preparation for life. a mans pride was his skills in battle, and hunting- to provide for his family.
"I cant wait to see how Zelda ripened up for me, ah I bet she is like the Goddess Aphrodite her self." said Parise.
When I heard that, I was disgusted to even think of her that way- as a girl period- "Do you mind keeping your twisted ill fancy for that 'It' he, she beast to your self- i just finished gobbling down my meal not long ago- and i plan on keeping it down got it!" I spat out.
"You get first pick Godric, what woman are u to chose for your bride?"
I had no clue who it was going to be, I hadn't even thought of that yet, "Your 'Mummy' of course, Son" I replied almost instantly. messing his hair up. he scowled heavily
"So your not choosing Zelda then?" asked Bruno.
I was appalled "What? if i wanted to wed a 'manly Man' I'd just chose one of you now" I exclaimed. Making sure they heard me clear "Am I the only one who see's that the gods couldn't decide what to make IT- and now its deprived and utterly confused?" , I spat out viciously. Parise shrugged and the others chuckled amused as i was. "She is older now- and if she was forced in the maidens school she is most certainly a woman now." said Phillip, "A prize indeed" said Paris.
"She is my best friend but she is the ugliest creature alive to me!" I added.
"So that means I can have her for my bride then?" said Paris.
"Ew, my condolences to u and your IT for a wife- Knowing Zelda pretty well my self- she would make you the Wife. which would mean she would be the one to bed you- and if your choice maintains at dusk certainly i have taught you nothing which makes you gross." I replied.
"Ah, come on she wants me not u Parise, everyone saw the way she straddled me during training with a wide grin upon her face." said Xavier.
"SHE ONLY GRINNED AT YOU CAUSE U LOST TO HER IN BATTLE IMBECILE" said Alexander.
"Oh I want to see her boobies again , I bet their ripe like melons now and I bet her hair is even longer now. She is the most beautiful woman in our village, Godric I thought u would want her since she is your best friend? Your loss then ,and she is my prize. She can tackle me to the ground any day!" said Paris.
I was annoyed hearing her name "If I hear her name one more time, I am going to put my wooden shoe up the next persons ass who dare challenge me.
"Zelda this!, Zelda that!, blah blah blah yuck yucky and last, eeewwww!" I mocked all of them, daring them to say anything to me.
We were home once again and their was a feast for hallows harvest moon and I couldn't be happier to be home. When I got home to get dress for the festivities my mother was their with a big smile on her face, along with Glorica, Zelda's mother.
"Where's Zelda, I want to battle her and show her some new moves I learned while I was away. For sure I will beat her this time!" I asked, wanting revenge for that last battle she humiliated me in front of my group.
"She's with the other young woman, preparing, dressing up for the harvest moon, and she cant battle tonight, I forbid her to fight at all, tonight she is not aloud to hold any weapon in her hand or I will be disappointed in her."
"Her a women?" I teased. " hehehehe, good one Glorica."
"she is lovely Godric, You both would make a wonderful pair, u should chose her to be your bride" said Glorica trying to be a match maker.
"Yuck no thank you, my woman is going to do what ever I say, she not going to be bossy, and she is never aloud to talk unless I will her to, and she will let me do as I please and cook every single night like a woman should and she will not hunt like a man, she will not battle me"
"Ok Godric it was just a suggestion" said my mother scolding me.
Zelda's pov
"So who do u want to pick u Zelda, Godric?" asked Delphea.
"Why would I want him? If I wanted a girl for my husband I would just chose one of u !, he looks like a woman, and I can beat him in everything , what do I want a man like that, and plus he is Ugly and eewww!"
"I'll take him then, he is my ideal husband!" said Leila.
"You can have that poor excuse of a warrior!" I spat out viciously.
"I BET HE LOOKS LIKE A DREAM NOW, I WOULD DEFINITELY LET HIM BED ME ANYDAY!" exclaimed Gretcian.
"Ok we're ready girls!, oh Zelda u look like a Goddess with that white sun dress and your long golden curls."
"Yeah yeah. I want this night to end already. So the sooner the better."
I was wearing my mothers wedding pearls and earrings to match. All the girls had a crown of leaves and flowers, mine was gold because my grandfather is the chief, he is sick at the moment, so I have to pray to the gods for his health, after this horrid of a day comes to its end.
"This way my beautiful young maidens" said our teacher.
As we walk in the center of the field where the dancing starts. I am looking down the whole time, so I get the steps right. I hate these bloody dances! I also have my small hunter knife between my thighs tied there just in case something goes wrong, although my mother made me promise I wouldn't carry any weapons in my hands tonight. Which technically I am keeping my promise cause the knife is tied in my inner thigh.
Godric's pov
"HERE COME THE WOMEN!" said Phillipe.
I hate this stupid dance, I don't even like any of these women. All of them are pointing at me giggling. Just when I was about to sit down and retire from this cursed dance I seen the most beautiful creature I ever laid eyes on. I had to know what her name is,
"Now that's a real women, she is my choice, let the men know that golden beauty is mine, no one is to speak with her unless I will it, understand!" I spoke with authority.
"I thought u said I can have her Godric?" Parise reminded.
"Why would I say such things?" I said.
"Godric, u did say u didn't want Zelda even if you were the last humans on earth"
"Who said anything about that "she man" , take her, but that one there is mine!"
Why would they even bring up Zelda. She is the last person on earth I want to see tonight. Which I am glad she is hiding somewhere probably sharpening her swords or something or who cares.
"Godric don't u recognize her?, hehehe" asked Phillipe.
"What r u talking about?" I asked annoyed.
"That's Zelda, half wit " said Paris.
"You have jokes, very funny! Haha." yeah right, Zelda my ass!
"Well your turn to dance with her is up, ask her your self half wit," mumble Paris.
As she got closer to me, I smelt roses and then realized the guys were right this beautiful golden beauty was Zelda. Oh wow how did this happen? She was the woman I was going to choose, how weird is that? I sworn up and down Zelda was ugly to me, and here she is before me and I couldn't want her more. She seems distracted looking down not even caring who she is dancing with. I need to get her attention without making her jump and strike me, from the last joke I played on her while she was bathing. I really hope she forgives me, I'll let her do what ever she wants to do to me, I don't care what it takes for her to forgive me, we have our whole lives for that, she is going to be my bride by sunrise, here goes nothing,
"did u leave all your weapons at home Zelda?" I whispered, but she was still looking at her feet. "no, not all of them, I had to bring my knife at lease." she replied whispering still looking down, "but where do u keep it?" I asked curiously, cause I thought it was impossible that she could have it somewhere on her.
"Wrapped around my inner thigh" I wasn't expecting that, she just turned me on and I wanted to just take her right here where we were dancing. Then I decided to make her realize who she was dancing with, cause I am pretty sure she hasn't noticed yet, "Did u ever find your clothes?" I mumbled in her ear she got the chills then looked up instantly grinning.
"Godric, oh I missed u so much, I thought u would never speak to me again for beating u that day on the field." she mumbled in my ear making me excited .
"lets go to our special place to catch up for lost time?" I really wanted to be alone with her, so I can kiss her all over and make her truly mine. I want to give her the ring my mother gave me to give it to her, my mother was right about me wanting Zelda all along.
"Lets" she replied.
We snuck off pretty good, her hand in mine, I felt the electricity in her touch.
We were under the falls in the cave alone, the moon light being our only resource of light. I could tell she was nervous, so was I. my manly hood was solid and yearning for more. We didn't know how to start it. Suddenly I was pinned to the floor. Her lips crashed against mine, she was grinding on me and I couldn't take it no more,I had to feel something more and soon. She was hot and wet from my hands cupping her cheeks as I rolled her on her back my clothing went off her dress stayed on but I removed her undergarments and found her little knife wrapped where she said it was. She was a bit ticklish as hand rubber her hot wet center she moaned in my mouth, I needed to feel her already before I went insane. At first it was hard to just slip inside easily, as soon as I got my tip in she moaned louder in my mouth. I couldn't help my self so I just pushed it through in one big thrust filling her completely, the best feeling I ever had, she moaned low. I groaned as I started to feel her tighten even more as her legs clenched tighter and her hands grasping my cheeks squeezing as every thrust was deepened in side I felt her tightened up again and sent me over pleasure and I felt our release come at the same time she moaned loudly as I moaned and jerked her neck arched back in fulfillment I collapsed on top of her "Zelda you r mine forever now, no turning back now, u are my love my everything. Here is a ring to declare our love forever and always where it and never take this off." I was on my knees as I placed the ring on her ring finger and sealed it with a kiss. " I am yours forever Godric, I will be your wife, and I yield to you" when I heard those words come out of her beautiful mouth I had so much pride. " we will have sons, and daughters Zelda?" I wanted her to bare my children, but was unsure how she might have felt about that, "as many as u wish me to have my love!" I kissed her deeply, she was the woman of my dreams, so perfect and all mine. She loved me, I love her, in that moment I knew the meaning of being "whole", she was my purpose I was hers, some say perfection is impossible to achieve, I found that to be false, I truly felt the meaning of perfection as we fell asleep in each others arms
Suddenly bringing us back down to earth, we were startled from the agonize screams of terror and pain coming from the village we went back to the cave where Zelda kept our armor and swords. Then we were off to see what was going on, there were warriors from a far away land capturing our villagers to sell to slavery. I was infuriated at the sight of our mothers wounded on the floor, my mother was being raped by men in our cot, while Zelda's mother was murdered on the floor,
"Mama!" cried Zelda in horror, I tried to comfort her, but knew she was not one for comfort, she had tears hysterically coming down her face, she then pulled herself together. I'll never forget the look on her face as she looked me in my eyes with a predatory wild grin, no words were necessary, then we nodded and just released the relentlessness spirit that feel upon us we were unstoppable, we were the last of the village left to seek and destroy every intruder in our paths.
I killed all those men in an instant ,but my mother was beyond help. Her final words were "Your father would be so proud of u, I love u my boy", I cried hysterically as she took her final breath and shut her eyes forever, I placed one final kiss goodbye on her fore head then said " be with my father now in the after world, we will meet again one day mama I love u" Now I was enraged, I was blood thirsty, something within me released, something dark. I was relentless Zelda and I found each other and kissed once more before we finished them off. There was almost none left but three and they were circling Zelda, she got them all, just as she thought it was safe to put her sword down I screamed in terror "behind u!" I screamed right when she turned to fight he stabbed her through `her side, still strong and showed no weakness even after that, with one swift swing of her sword she took off his arm, and was not done yet she wanted him to suffer for her blood shed she took his other then his legs the man was screaming in agony, begging her to end his life as he began shaking violently going into shock, she felt nothing and left him there to bleed to death, and grinned at the screams he made, she looked blood thirsty. I was turned on by the way she killed with a grin. Merciless, relentless, animalistic predatory instinct . Her white dress was now spotted with blood. breaking my train of thoughts, She fell to the floor "NO!, ZELDA!" I cried out running to her side hysterically horrified. " Zelda, we must get out of here now!" I cried, trying to lift her dead weight .
"Godric, I cant move!" she cried angrily in pain. We both looked into each others eyes knowing our journey together was at its end. And then she gave me a pleading agonizing expression , the look on her face spoke clearly, she wanted me to leave her there so I can get away safely, I ignored her knowing that I can not live without her.
She placed her hand on my cheek then said "Kiss me my love" as a tear fell from her red swollen eye, I kissed her with all I had. Knowing she was saying goodbye.
"Go Godric" she mumbled and began to cough up more blood.
" I can't" I mumbled my voice almost failing me.
Her hand placed in my hand, then she brought my hand to her heart and held it in a embrace tightly, "You must Godric," does she realize what she is asking of me?
"NOT WITHOUT YOU!" I screamed stubbornly. I began cry like a whining child as I was pleading for her to let me die with her, beside her, "I cant do it Zelda, please don't ask that of me" as she was slowly bleeding to death in my arms.
"Godric do u love me?," she mumbled to me
Ignoring her question, "If u die, I die with u , I cant live without u Zelda" my heart was breaking, I was more than prepared to end my life after she took her final breath.
"you know I do" I replied. She was about to say the words I couldn't fight.
"Then u will do as I wish of u, my final request so I can leave this world in peace and not in agony knowing you ended your life for me, I love u more than anything, and I need u to be strong, you have to live your life for me, this is not good bye, we will meet again one day, but this night Godric, is not your last, u will die when you lived to be old and grey, I will be waiting for u at the gates of the after life with a smile on face cause I know you will have a lot to talk about, and I want to hear a lot about your journey" she mumbled, and I couldn't deny her final request.
I gave her one last kiss and looked into her eyes one last time as she cut a piece of her hair, a curl then placed it in my palm then closed my grip I kissed her hand still looking back at her. Then ran deep into the darkness, my heart shattered, my eyes swollen ,red and empty. Alone
Vampire who was fascinated with my beauty or so that was how he explained and all I remembered waking from my death buried in the belly of the earth surrounding me, and I was relentless with every human that crossed my path, my maker David was impressed with my hostility, he thought I would still have human emotions still at first after the first couple of kills but I showed none.
I wanted to end it all, I wanted to make a mends so I could join my beloved in this place they all call heaven, I know she has to be there, she was so innocent and full of life. I know if I meet the sun, my life in exchange for the ones I took. This god of theirs sounds pretty forgiving in the bible, I read it through and through and this is my only chance to see her again. Breaking my train of thoughts I hear a girl screaming, maybe this is sign from this god, maybe if I save her he will grant me my wish!"
It was easy breaking out , and what do I see? Hugo unconscious on the floor and the Gabe the so called man of god, I say my judgment was off, the young woman had the same color hair as my Zelda, I grabbed him and held him from the back of his neck like nothing, pretty good for a vampire who cant remember the last time ones fed, she was looking at me wide eyed "Godric?" she questioned.
I felt a certain presence approaching the woman mumbled "Bill" she assumed, but I knew better, "no" I said knowingly, "I am here my child!" I proclaimed. There in all his golden glory 'Eric'
He was before me with eyes full of relief , "Godric" he said, wide eyed , as he bowed before me, I decided to just go with them, this woman was special , she had a certain appeal, one that I cant resist finding what it is, I will stay a little longer.
We got everyone out safe thanks to Jason, who I found out was Sookie's older brother., yet he is human, Sookie on the other hand is definitely mixed with Fae blood, I wonder if she knows it.
We were all at the nest, and I could think about was her, she reminded me of Zelda, yes that's why, Eric reminded me of her also. I summoned Eric "You called for me master?" I looked him in the eyes, "I wish for u to bring the telepath to me, and alone, this is a command child" I commanded him and he was off. I left no room for discussion, he was back with her smiling bright as can be.
"You called?" said Sookie.
"Does it please you that I did so?, or was I out of line?" I asked .
"Don't be silly Godric, I am sure u know I owe u my life, u did save me from a horrible fate, have u not been there on time I probably would not be standing here right now!" said Sookie.
"You owe me nothing dear Sookie, but there is a reason I sent for u," I paused to see her reaction, she wanted me to proceed, "there is something I want to ask u, shall u decline it or comply that is your choice and your choice alone." I pause once again and saw she was gesturing for me to proceed, "I would like to have your company for a full day and night, only so I can somehow find peace before meeting the sun, after the full day we both shall prepare for the masquerade ball on new years held at hotel Camilla and there u will rejoin your vampire companion once again, but u must comply the last and final request I ask of u, stay with me until my whole body catches fire and I am no more at the end of the night,
so what do u think Miss. Stackhouse, will u except my request?" she looked worried almost like she was getting emotional, "I do owe u, so I must except, but I don't want you to meet the sun, I mean u are too valuable, u can actually make a difference in the vampire community, doesn't that mean anything to u ?"
Cried Sookie.
'My innocent Sookie, I fear you don't know what I have done, how many innocent lives I taken for the sport of it, I wasn't always the vampire I am tonight. I just don't think like vampire any more, and it seems there is more to my story that I must tell u tomorrow when it is just us, I will tell u things no other soul knows but myself and god. Well it seems I have taken too much of your time, u may return to your vampire companion for now to let him know of our plans, and Sookie?" I asked "yes Godric?" she answered. "tell no one of my plans to meet the sun" I didn't want Eric to know especially, he did not know Zelda or of my mortal life. "of course, my lips are sealed, u have my word Godric" and with that she was gone.
" Godric? What is it that u ask of Sookie?" asked Eric.
"for her spend a complete day and night with me" he seemed a little jealous,
"what? What did Miss. Stackhouse have to say to that?" he looked smug as though he assumed she denied my request, "she excepted my request and plans to accompany me like I asked of her" his reaction was amusing to watch, "Well, I guess u got in her head before I could!" Eric teased. I just ignored him.
"Child would u make sure she complies with our agreement, and if Mr. Compton Feels the need to talk with me then send him my way. I am most disappointed in u that u would allow Mr. Compton to deceive and seduce the poor innocent Sookie the way he did"
He looked surprised, well maybe he didn't know about Sophie Anne's interests in for Sookie, " I don't know what u are talking about, enlighten me" said Eric.
Before I was taken, the Queen and I had some business to discus and Bill Compton just happened to come by, and since the Queen favors me and finds me to be a loyal alliance she allowed me to remain while they were discussing about how Sookies loyalty to Bill and how much longer he needs to create the bond stronger, she should be ready by a month, to move in to the palace where Sophie Anne can have full control over her, I thought u would know since it was going on within your Area"
He looked enraged "interesting, this is new to me , and it will surely be dealt with as soon as possible I assure u"