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Little explanation: words in italics are stressed, just so you know the intonation

Sorrow

Dean's POV

Where do I begin to describe how lonely it has been ever since you left us? How can I ask you to let go all of your projects and dreams for a greater cause?

"Hi Sammy."

"Dean!" Silence filled up the room.

"What are you doing here? How did you get inside?"

"It's nice to see you too Sammy", Dean replied with his usual smirk covering his face. He may have been smirking, the lines and marks on his face show a different side of him. He looks exhausted, and sad for some reason.

Sam felt uncomfortable. He didn't know if he should throw himself at his brother to hug him or to strangle him. They hadn't spoken or seen each other in ages.

"I'm sorry. It's just, you startled me, man. It's been five years. How have you been?"

"I've had better days. So, is there any beer in the house? I'm in deficiency."

So typical of Dean. Pretending nothing happened over the years, nothing changed.

"Dean... Why are you here, really?"

"What, can't I see my little brother sometimes?"

"Dean, I..."

Sam couldn't finish his sentence, he was interrupted by Jess coming down the stairs.

"Sam, I heard some noice. Is everything alright? Oh hi. Sam, who's this?"

"Jess, meet my brother Dean, Dean meet Jess, my girlfriend."

"You have a girlfriend? That's awesome dude. Not bad at all Sam." Dean winked at Sam, whispering that last part so that Jess wouldn't here it.

"Hi. It's a pleasure", Dean says shaking her hand.

"So sam, we really need to talk in private."

"Jess can hear it."

"Oh no Sam, it's fine. You two probably have a lot of catching up to do. I'm going back to bed."

For a moment there, Dean was happy about this little intrusion. The conversation got so tense, she enlighted the mood just a bit.

"So you're gonna tell me what this is all about? God, you're acting all weird. If I didn't know better, I'd say you just killed someone." Silence fell.

"Dude! Tell me you did not kill anyone!" A sound escaped Dean's sinuses. Laughter soon followed. "I fooled you there! God Sammy do you really think me capable of killing?"

"Well, yes! After all, you hunt demons."

"Yeah, demons, not humans! Yeez! But Sammy, seriously, we need to talk."

"Well than talk God damnit! You're driving me nuts with this mistery! And stop calling me Sammy! I'm all grown up now."

"I need your help."

"What?"

"I need you to come with me... and search for dad." He's missing."

"Dad? Dean, I'm sure he's just on some hunting trip and be home in a day or two."

"No sam, you don't understand. He's been missing for some time now. Eight days to be exact. It's not likely for him to go on a trip and not telling me about it."

"Well if you haven't noticed, we don't exactly talk anymore.

"I know, but this concerns you too. I think he's after the demon who killed mum. Please Sammy, I need you to come with me."

"No, you don't. You can go alone."

"Okay fine. But I... I don't want to go alone." His voice broke. "Please?"

"Okay, I'll come! Bit I need to be back by Monday, do you hear me? I have an interview for law school."

"Law school? So our little Sammy's climbing up the social ladder?"

"Yes I am. And I really need this to go well."

"Okay okay. You're coming?"

"Yeah, just wait for me in the car, will ya? I tell Jesica we're going visiting family." And so sam left. Dean watched and mused.

So Sammy really built himself a life of his own. He doesn't look unhappy. He's happy...in his life...without me. Sadness took over Dean. I'm dragging Sam out of a happy life just so he can keep me company. Keep me away from solitude.

I'm sorry Sammy.

Hi people, I hope you liked this little introduction. I don't know yet where I' going with this. I just write what pops up in my head. It's gonna be a tragic story, that's for sure. The Supernatural-fans may have noticed the similarities with the 1st episode of season one. The next chapters will not follow the storyline of the show.

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