28. ➝ "actually… i just miss you."
She's supposed to be the perfect combination of all their strengths. A graceful, kind hearted being. Her forming was a miracle, her stability, miraculous. She was supposed to be what Garnet was. She was supposed to be love.
But she came with their faults too, and she came with all their fears. A being of anxiety and self doubt. On the outside, she was flawless, but she had a mind that fought against itself when she came to be. A mind that told her she was wrong, that she shouldn't exist.
She wasn't love.
Sometimes all she was was everything they hated about themselves. Imperfect, unreliable, lost, hopeless. Such a creature of beauty and yet she saw nothing of worth. And with Rose gone, there seemed to be no reason for her existence. They never wanted to love each other.
They never wanted to love her.