Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I don't own Harry potter or Sirius Black. Just the thought that Hermonie has right now.

Never Had A Dream Come True

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind

one regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

there's no use looking back oh wondering

oh wondering

how it could be now oh might have been

oh might have been

oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've missed you so much over the past few weeks. I don't know how I'll let the loss go by me. Each day it engulfs me even more. Often I find myself on the floor crying. How will I ever stop missing you?

I never had a dream come true

till the day that I found you

even though I pretend that I've moved on

you'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

you're the one I think about each day

and I know no matter where life takes me to

a part of me will always be with you

You'll never be forgotten while I'm here.

Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time

and tomorrow can never be 'cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

there's no use looking back oh wondering

oh wondering

how it should be now oh might have been

oh might have been

oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go.

I loved you, Sirius. And, yet, I could never bring myself to tell you how I felt inside. I was worried about what you might think. I can't see what is going to happen tomorrow, because I'm still living in the past. I guess that, by this that I hope to bring you back to life. But I know it's impossible.

I never had a dream come true

till the day that I found you

even though I pretend that I've moved on

you'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

you're the one I think about each day

and I know no matter where life takes me to

a part of me will always be.

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

yes you will say you will you know you will oh baby

you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

there's no use looking back oh wondering

oh wondering

because love is a strange and funny thing

and funny thing

no matter how I try I try I just can't say goodbye no no no no

I'll never stop thinking about you, Sirius. I can remember the first time I saw you in person. I thought you were a mad man after Harry. But you'd proven yourself. Nowadays, I simply wonder what could have happened had you still been alive. People tell me to focus on my future, that nothing can be done to bring you back. But I still like to think I can. I still like to think that by remembering you that you'll somehow come back to life. We can be together that way. Get married. Have children. Begin a family. Together. But, now that is impossible. I still wonder. What lies in the depth of nothing? How did death come to you? Where are you now?

I never had a dream come true

till the day that I found you

even though I pretend that I've moved on

you'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

never found the words to say

you're the one I think about each day

you're the one I think about each day

and I know no matter where life takes me to

a part of me will always be with you

a part of me will always be with you oooohhh

I'll never forget you, Sirius Black. And a piece of my heart will always be with you. Wherever you go. Whatever you do. A part of me will always be.with you.

-Songs used: Never Had a Dream Come True, by S Club 7.