okay this is the product of my boredom and personal life mixed… I really should work on my other stories but I ate too much cake today sooooooo…
story line: prom, but Ashley and Spencer aren't dating. Both single. Went together as friends. Ashley decides to tell Spencer that she loves her.
Will You Forgive Me?
I watch
the life slowly drain from your eyes.
And you don't know how
much I wish it were me.
I could
have saved you.
I could have been there.
I could have stopped the bullet that broke your heart.
But I froze.
The moment you ran.
I stopped living.
I'm so sorry.
I wish I was fast enough.
But I needed you to know.
I didn't mean for this to happen.
The moment
I told you.
I saw the hate form in your eyes.
I saw the affection you once had for me disappear.
I never wanted that.
I wanted you to love me the way I love you.
You whisper something in your final moments.
Something so quiet.
So still.
So haunting.
I can't help but think about you last words every day.
And wonder how you meant them.
Now I'm here.
Kneeling in front of you.
The rain crying for me.
I cannot cry.
I cannot feel anything anymore.
Part of me
died with you that day.
A part of me I will never get back.
And
I still can't help but think it's my fault.
No matter how much I should hate you for running
Hate you for giving me hope.
Hate you for leaving me alone.
Hate you for making wondering what you meant.
I can't.
All I want
is to see you again.
And hold you.
And laugh with you.
I want you to feel,
What I cannot show you.
I wasted
my time.
I needed you to know.
But I
waited.
I didn't want to scare you away.
But in the end,
I killed you.
As I stare at the cold slab of concrete:
The only piece of you I have left.
I repeat your last words.
"Will you forgive me?"
I raise
the dagger.
In one swift motion,
I lie down.
Never to wake again.
I've killed the one who killed you.
I murdered the one I love.
And now I'll never have to wonder what you meant again.
Will you forgive me?