Hi…Hit…Hitomi…
I watch her… going away from…me…forever…lost in my arms…
I… wasn't even, I didn't even had the time to touch her…hold her…feel her in my arms…
I…what…what did I do?… killed…myself…
W…why…how…I…
Go…gone…like the wind and the music that floated in my ear…
Up to reach that mystic moon, her home…and me, all to leave behind…no…nooo…
Huh? A…tear…?
Hitomi…please…another tear…please…come back…please…
How did I just let you…let you float away…go away…from me…away…so far away from me…
My cheeks with these things, Van Fanel…you're crying…
Speak… I can't…walk… I cant…I…can't move…
Shout my fears…shout my pains…shout for this…love…but…why…why did this happen?…
I never…never thought that…you…how? I never knew anything…even myself…but just now…
It happen very fast?…or you caressed my heart so slowly that I never imagined it would …
I'm not… I'm not a man…I'm not worthy of anything…nor you…I watched you…flew…
This…moment…why…
I…want you to…face…see your face…hair…eyes…your uniform…you…
Nooo…I stare to that place, that…where you…va…vanished…
Sky?…are you with her? Wings…must…must spread out…to fly…and follow….get her here…now…
Why don't you fly Van? Where are my wings?…
With…with you…you took them…when you flew…
You…you're the wings, you're my wings…you…
Now…I can't…I'm nothing…
Worthless…
I thought it wouldn't be like this…
I thought I could handle…
Nooooooooooooo….
I'm crying. I'm sobbing. I don't even know what I did, oh yeah, I…
You said…we'll…always…be…together…fate fooled me…trust advised me…but…now…love is hurting me…
I can't…
I can't just…
Live…
Without…
….
I'm not alone…I'm not alone…
Then please come back…and embrace me tight…I don't care if it's wrong…just…just please sit with me and hold my face…
To really know that I'm not alone…
Hitomi…
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Hey-hey folks! It's not what you think! I do personally and truthfully believe Van and Hitomi's power! I do honestly admire the plot! I know that distance doesn't matter…we all know that. That the synopsis' "far away yet too close" paragraph. I'm not changing that! I don't ever want to. I didn't write this to flame what we, fans believe in. I just don't know what came to me one afternoon, I just typed this here and this took place at the last episode of the anime. The last, (not last…I'm not using that word) the time, the temporary time when they had to…ya' know! This is just Van's feelings all shouting inside of him at that moment…so don't get mad if it's like this. You know, when you're hurt…you say everything…
Thanks minna!
'rigatou!!!
~cute, little, lovable blueraindrops ^_~